Pursued Handsome Widow
Lack of Parental Compassion

All of Kyra's friends are preoccupied with their college entrance, but not with Kyra. Not because I didn't want to, just that Kyra felt compassion when she saw all her friends doing it all got interference from their parents, she said, unlike her who had not met her parents for a month. Even on her graduation day a few weeks ago, her parents were completely absent, accompanying her only Wardah and Doni, her nanny first, whom Kyra considers family.

Kyra realized even since childhood always Wardah and Doni who became her guardian, Kyra realized both her parents are very busy. But Kyra's sadness is further felt when her Papi can even attend the graduation of her stepdaughter compared to Kyra who is clearly her biological daughter.

Kyra doesn't see it all in person, but Kyra can see it all from her step-sister's post that shows off everything on her Instagram page.

Like this time where Kyra again grieved when she saw the post of her twin sister who showed photos of their family vacation. Her papa has offered Kyra to come along, but Kyra refuses. Kyra always wondered why, when they were a whole family, her papi never had time for a family vacation, different from now that almost every two or three months Kyra sees her step sister's family vacation post.

Kyra is not a whiny girl who will cry asking her parents to come home, she will not do all that. According to Kyra, it was her parents who should come to her, ask her news and accompany her, not her who begged for the affection of her parents who would obviously not respond to her. 

At the beginning of her parents' divorce, Kyra is still a girl who always tries to seek the attention of both parents, although always in the flat response of both, she said, but after finding out that both of her parents have remarried to their respective scandalous partners, Kyra becomes a cold figure. Kyra, who used to be cheerful and friendly to everyone, now shuts herself up and acts cold to people she doesn't know, except Wardah and Wardah's neighborhood.

Kyra who was daydreaming woke up when she felt the vibration of her phone.

"The fire has sent you your monthly money, take care of your health, Papi loves you," Kyra smiled along with a puddle of tears ready to wet her face if she blinked her eyes once. A smile of sadness that came out while reading the incoming message from her Papi. 

Each of his bulls was just a message sent by his Papi to Kyra, just a news about money and a short message saying he loved her, but there was no proof of the affection.

What Kyra wants is not just money, Kyra needs attention, Kyra needs affection and the presence of her parents. Not just money and affection through messages that he got as now.

No, I can't cry, I've cried enough. Don't cry, Ky. His mind strengthens itself.

A moment later, Kyra who was just about to come out of her grief was again made to grieve. Her eyes were watering again as more or less the same message came in on her, just a different sender. This time a message came in from his mother who also reported if the monthly money for him had been sent to his account.

"Honey. Your shopping money has been sent to your account. Tell me if there's anything you need. Mami loves you, take care of yourself." Send a message from her mother.

"I need you, Mi. I need Papi and Mami here with me" he said.

Kyra admits that she needs money for her survival, but Kyra also desperately needs the presence and attention of her parents, just like any other child. But no, all Kyra does get from both her parents, for that Kyra will please herself in her own way.

Without the need to check his account balance, Kyra already knows for sure if the money he has in his account will never run out even if he uses it for poya-poya. Without his family or friends knowing, the money that Kyra got he used by buying land and building contracts, including seven contracts that he had, he said, and it's all inseparable from Wardah and Doni's help that Kyra considers her adoptive parents and as her guardian.

Kyra who wants to shift her grief, contacts someone. "Hi Sil, what are you?" kyra asked one of her close friends.

"What's Ky?" ask Silva.

"Guide me shopping! Just get a present for Alfin, Wardah's son," Kyra asked.

"Ok, I'll get ready. Meet me where?" silva asked after agreeing to Kyra's invitation.

"You're ready! Just tell Andini, who knows she wants to come too. I'll pick you up in an hour" Kyra told Silva, cheeringly heard.

"Alright, I wait," Silva replied before the phone call ended.

"Always excited if invited out," muttered Kyra.

Kyra who was just about to put her phone back on the table, undoes her intentions as her phone again vibrates.

"Hello," he said flatly.

"Hello, Ky. What about your college? Where have you decided?" asking someone across the street always pays attention to Kyra, but Kyra always responds normally because she realizes there is something odd about the person's attention.

"Not Kak" answered Kyra.

"Why not? What do you want to be in abroad? Brother help me find a good one, will you?" ask the man behind the phone again who is Kyra's half-sister, named Bayu.

"No need, Brother. I've found some options, I'll take care of it myself. Thanks for the offer. Yes, yes, brother. I'm going out!" kyra refused, then decided unilaterally on the call without waiting for a reply from Bayu.

Early to know Bayu, Kyra had felt comfortable with him considering him as a good half-sister from his mother's side, but over time Kyra realized that there was something odd about all the attention Bayu gave. Bayu is kind to her not only because he considers her a sister, but also because Bayu most likely has a taste for her, and it is very Kyra believes, for that Kyra began to distance herself from Bayu.

After receiving a call from Bayu, Kyra suddenly remembered the man who had already stolen her first kiss, subconsciously raising his hand to touch her lips.

"Gosh, what am I thinking? Why also remember that perverted guy?" he said a moment later when his consciousness had returned.