Pursued Handsome Widow
What a Shit My Life

Kyra sat on the balcony of her room, looking up at the sky from where she was at the moment. The bright blue color makes it a little calm. The trouble that came was like hitting his body from top to bottom. When happiness is gained, Kyra must go back to the plunge due to rejection from her parents. Not only that, Kyra also got a bitter reality regarding the news that was spread about Reyhan and Dinda.

The girl sighed slowly, as if making as small a burden as she no longer wanted to think about. Kyra wants to continue her life as before. Before Reyhan was present and gave another color to his way of life.

Kyra wants to get back to the fact that there is nothing beautiful in a love story with an aged man. In fact, Kyra feels the stories in the plays and novels she has seen with the frills of real stories are a lie.

“The world is cruel and I am feeling it,” muttered Kyra softly. "No, not being, but always feeling it."

Loneliness today without her two best friends, makes Kyra quite lonely. Kyra also doesn't know what to do and what to do today?

All the facilities are still in the hands of Dirga—his father. Of course Kyra cannot move freely until her sentence is declared complete.

“Sial! Why should he? Why?” kyra said upset that her mind was still attached to Reyhan.

The memories of their vacation together really made him unable to forget the man. The kindness, care, and affection given by Reyhan made Kyra feel there was something good in there. However, everything changed as the news re-emerged in his memory.

All the good Reyhan had ever done, disappeared instantly. Kyra cursed and swore in her heart. It's what Reyhan did to her. Perhaps true of what ever appeared in her heart, Reyhan only made her an outlet for the heartache that Maria left behind.

Kyra pensively for a moment until the call from the waiter disperse all.

“Non, lunch time. Mr. Dirga advised Non Kyra to eat as usual.”

“Iya, Bik. I'll be down soon.”

Kyra stood up, staring down, precisely out of the courtyard of the house. There he could see some suspicious people. It seemed like they had been there since Kyra pondered.

“Who are they?” muttered Kyra while turning around and entering the house.

Kyra went down the stairs, stopping in the dining room where she was alone. Sitting alone again, staring at food that does not make him lust. Until Kyra remembered the words Dirga said would accompany her.

“Liar!”

Kyra eats her food lazily. Then do not finish it and choose to go back to the room. Once again, Kyra's steps came to a halt as a call rang out from the direction of the entrance.

“You've had lunch?”

Kyra looked at the man who was now standing in front of her. “Already.”

The man stared into the dining room, seeing that there was a plate that left food. Looking back at Kyra, the man grabbed Kyra's hand and invited her to eat together.

“Lease! I'm done.”

“Company Papi eat.”

“Papi can eat by themselves. I'm done and want to rest in the room.”

“Honey, Papi wants to talk to you.”

Kyra did not fight back and followed in her footsteps. When they sit in the dining room. Dirga grabbed the plate and took the food for himself.

“So, your friends did not come today?” dirga asked opening a conversation between them.

“They have a life of their own, not only take care of this insignificant me,” Kyra replied in a lazy tone. As if he wasn't needed there.

“Sleep, maybe. No more stuff I can destroy in room.”

“Kyra, don't be like this, honey. Papi knows, all this time Papi was wrong for not accompanying you. Right now, Papi wants to make up for everything and make our relationship improve. How?”

“Hem, that's good. But Kyra is not too interested. More precisely, depending on the efforts of Papi.”

Dirga felt Kyra did not accept her regrets. But, as a parent, of course Dirga will not just give up on the current situation. He is still trying to make his son understand and want to have a good relationship with him.

“Papi plans to take you on vacation to Bali. How?”

“Bali is beautiful and suitable for a holiday. Will Kyra think.”

“Honey, don't be too stiff with Papi. Can you act like normal?”

“This is the usual attitude Kyra can do for now. If Papi objected, then Kyra would accept whatever Papi would lay down. A penalty? A slap? Whatever it is.”

Dirga was again overcome with regret for slapping his son two days ago.

“Darling, forgive Papi's overly emotional attitude yesterday. Papi realizes it's wrong, forgive Papi, darling.”

“Easy once apologized, fine .. Kyra also apologized for lying to Papi and being in a relationship with Reyhan. Although the relationship Kyra started with idle terms, it taught Kyra a lot, about the meaning of togetherness.”

“Kyra, we are talking about father and son relationship. Can you get rid of the discussion about your relationship with that man?” Dirga seemed to be ignited again with the topic that Kyra said.

“So, what if Kyra also reversed Papi's remarks? Sorry, Kyra can be like this not because she wants to be rude to Papi. Kyra felt unfair, that was it. Papi's best to continue lunch without Kyra so that the food is not left. Kyra says goodbye to room.”

“Kyra!”

Kyra did not listen to the call and just walked towards her room.

Back sobbing, Kyra felt her life was unfair. Happiness always goes away quickly, as if it were all very hard to get.

Suddenly Dirga was in front of her son's room, listening to Kyra's faint sobs. Dirga opened the room door and approached Kyra. His hand rubbed Kyra's soft hair, as if channeling affection as a father.

“Honey, sorry Papi.”

There was no answer, only a faint sound from Kyra's cry.

“Would Papi get out, Kyra wants to sleep now.”

“Good. Tomorrow morning we go to Bali, Papi prepare everything for you. We are on vacation together so you can enjoy being with Papi.”

After saying so, Dirga went from there and returned to his study.

Kyra sees Dirga's departure from behind the pads that cover her face. Maybe, with the holiday activities, he can again forget the problems that are currently there. Undeniably, his feelings still lagged on Reyhan. The man she was trying to avoid made her feel lost when it was all over.

“Although short, but you teach a lot. Thank you for the togetherness you gave me over the past few weeks. What a shit my life, hahaha.”

Kyra closed her eyes, trying to let go of her thoughts by sleeping in the room.