Pursuing the Love of a New Widower
Till when?

Today Sandra is at the Persada family residence. And of course Sandra is not alone, of course she is with Daven and Aileen. It has become a routine that every weekend alternately Sandra will stay at the Persada family home or the Santoso family. And this weekend it was Sandra and Daven's turn to stay at the Persada family home, because last weekend Sandra had been staying at the Santoso family home.

Currently Sandra is helping Mama Laras cook dinner together with Della. Of course, helping to cook that Sandra does is just helping to cut the ingredients. Sandra can not if you have to cook, if forced later there they are not even so dinner because the taste of the food is definitely not good.

"I'm sorry Ma, Sandra can't help Mama cook, Sandra usually just help cut into pieces rich gini doang." Said Sandra while cutting onions.

But if the business of cutting materials, Sandra is good. The results are more presentable than before.

Mama Laras and Della who heard that smiled.

"It doesn't matter if you can't cook San. Nowadays it's easy, if you want to eat delivery orders can also, many kok out there who sell home-cooked foods that are also healthy. His name is human there must be flaws and advantages dear. Although you can't cook, there are many other things you can do very well." Mama Laras answered trying to encourage Sandra.

According to Mama Laras, in an era that has been advanced and easy like this, cooking is not a skill that is really needed. After all, even though Sandra can not cook, if to just process instant foods such as noodles, eggs, cooking rice, Sandra can already do it really, and that is more than enough. Mama Laras himself never demanded that others can cook just like her. Like Della, Mama Laras also never forced Della to learn to cook. And that makes Della not too good at cooking, but Della's cooking ability is certainly better than Sandra.

After all Mama Laras also did not set conditions for her daughter-in-law to be able to cook. Neither Daven nor Davian, nor do they seem to place too much importance on their partner's cooking skills.

"Yes, said Mama, San. Now it's easy, if the laper and we can not cook yes stay delivery order only. My cooking ability is also not much different from you San, usually just cook simple food doang." Della.

Sandra smiled at the words of Mama Laras and Della. A little bit of it made Sandra not too discouraged.

"But if Sandra asks to be taught cooking sometime, Mama wants to teach Sandra right?" Ask Sandra to Mama Laras.

"Yes dong dear, what the hell is not for this Mama's daughter." Mama Laras replied as she looked at Sandra affectionately.

Sandra could feel that wherever she was, people loved her. But even so Sandra felt there was still less if Daven did not love her as well.

The clock shows at 11 p.m. Everyone has gone into their rooms. Daven and Sandra are in the room now. Aileen's? The little girl is currently sleeping together with Mama Laras and Daddy Dani.

"Dude..." Sandra called Daven who was currently busy with her phone.

As usual, if you sleep in the same room, then Sandra will sleep in the bed while Daven sleeps on the sofa.

"Gini, I think the sofa is too narrow for you. And it will definitely make Bang Cio's body pegel-pegel if you wake up. So, mending us aja tukeran, I sleep on the sofa and brother sleep in bed. The richness of that couch would fit me better." Answer Sandra.

Usually Sandra will be quiet if Daven sleeps on the sofa, but this time Sandra feels sorry. Because the sofa in Daven's room is not too big, so certainly it will make Daven can not sleep comfortably.

"No, I'm comfortable sleeping here." Daven. " I won't let you sleep on the couch anyway, Sandra" she added.

Sandra sighed hearing that.

"Yes already if it is mending we sleep one bed only, let it be equally delicious. I promise I won't do Bang Cio." Sandra is now losing her patience. Don't forget that Sandra is the youngest child who usually always gets whatever she wants. And also the fact that actually Sandra is an impatient woman and sometimes also a bit stubborn. Sandra is upset that Daven treats Sandra as if she is a woman with an infectious disease, so she should not get too close to him. Daven's attitude that always avoids it is felt Sandra is very excessive..

"That's not what San means. I'm han..." Daven's speech was cut by Sandra.

"Just afraid that by sleeping on one bed with me it will make Bang Cio betray Kak Larisa right? If that's the reason, Bang Cio just say to Kak Larisa if my relationship with Bang Cio is no more than brother sister. Is that what Bang Cio always said to me? if I was brother? So this way Larisa will not misunderstand again. We only sleep one bed Bang, we will not do something that makes Bang Cio a traitor for Kak Larisa. Brother just calm down, later these two bolster pillows will I put in the middle, so I will not be able to decet-detail with Brother." Sandra said with a hunting breath. Sandra is currently trying hard not to provoke her own emotions.

Daven breathed a slow sigh. Daven was well aware that what he was doing might have hurt Sandra a lot. But, if Daven is not assertive with himself, there he even hurt Larisa. That's what Daven is thinking right now. Daven always believed that Larisa must have been watching him from up there. So, Daven did not want to make Larisa to feel that he was expecting his wife. Let's say Daven's crazy, and yes, Daven will answer that he's crazy.

Meanwhile, Sandra who saw Daven just silent without saying a word to answer his words, again stricken with disappointment. Sandra knew that she was going to cry because of this. So quickly Sandra turned off the room lights and covered her body with a blanket. Leaving Daven still speechless with his own thoughts.

In silence, tears dripped from Sandra's eyes. If you remember, marrying Daven was his decision. Sandra had even thought about the consequences. But just because of the problem of the bed like this, Sandra was already crying and felt her heart was very sick. Then can Sandra live this household? Sandra always said that she could even marry without the love of Daven. But in fact it is very heavy, even too heavy. Competing with someone whose even body is no longer real is indeed very difficult. Sandra doesn't know when she's staying and is strong enough to compete with the late Larisa for Daven's heart.