Pursuing the Love of a New Widower
Try to hold on

Since the afternoon, Sandra and Daven did not greet each other after the discussion. Both of them acted as if they were strangers who had to live under the same roof.

If Sandra always serves Daven to eat, now not at all. Sandra didn't even call Daven when dinner was ready. And Daven doesn't look down to eat either.

When Aileen asks Sandra why her Daddy didn't come down for dinner with them, Sandra simply replies that Daven is doing a lot of work. As if understanding, Aileen no longer asked Sandra.

And now, as before, Sandra chose to sleep in Aileen's room. Sandra felt that she could no longer tolerate Daven's attitude after he indirectly asked Sandra to abort him.

"Mother... Will Ilin be a boy or a girl?" Ask Aileen to Sandra.

Yes, Aileen already knows that Sandra is currently pregnant and will soon give a sister to Aileen. Since it was at Aleera's house, people also congratulated Aileen by saying that soon the little girl would become an older sister. And Aileen who basically really wanted to have a sister immediately cheered happily.

Sandra smiled at Aileen's question.

"Aileen wants to have a guy or girl?" Sandra asked back.

"eehmmm... Ilin wants a guy, rich bial adek Alzan." Aileen answered with passion.

Sandra gently rubbed Aileen's head.

"If so, Aileen keeps praying, baby. Let's get Aileen's guy." Sandra answered softly.

"Ilin delicate beldoa again, Mother?" Aileen asked innocently.

"Yes.. Because if Aileen wants something. Aileen must ask God. And the way he asks is by praying." Sandra explained.

And as usual, Aileen who was basically intelligent immediately understood what Sandra said.

"Yes Mother... Ilin would be beldoa telus bial adek Ilin guy rich adek Alzan." Answer Aileen.

"But if Aileen is a girl how? Aileen's going to love you, right?" Ask Sandra.

Although Sandra supported Aileen to pray that her younger sister would be male, Sandra also felt the need to give Aileen the understanding that she wanted a male or female, Aileen must love her sister.

"Ehmm. if girls don't papa dech. Ilin is also a girl shuka. Later Ilin darling..." Aileen replied with a smile.

Look, how smart and mature an Aileen is. This little girl who will soon be 4 years old already understands that as a sister she must love her sister.

"Great indeed... Thanks, baby." Sandra gave a kiss on Aileen's forehead. "Now Aileen's bobok huh, tomorrow has to go to school right?" Ask Sandra softly.

Aileen nodded her head. Then immediately read a sleep prayer before the little girl closed her eyes.

Now that Aileen was soundly asleep, all Sandra could do was look at the little girl who for almost 2 years had the status of her daughter.

"Aileen knows right baby that Mother loves you so much?" Ask Sandra softly. And of course Sandra's question didn't get an answer from Aileen. "If for example Mother to part with Daddy, Aileen still wants to take Mother as Mother of Aileen?" Ask Sandra again.

Although at this time Sandra does not have the desire to part with Daven. But who will know the future? Because honestly at this time Sandra began to hesitate to maintain this household.

Meanwhile, Daven was sitting alone in his room. His face looked confused and desperate. Because to be honest, the news of Sandra's pregnancy really shook Daven. Daven was very surprised at this moment. Daven still deeply regrets why Sandra was so careless that she got pregnant. Daven had clearly said that he did not want to have any more children.

And now the rice has become porridge. Sandra is pregnant with her child. So what should Daven do now? Daven is really confused. It is also impossible that Daven asked Sandra to drop her content. Daven still had a conscience, he couldn't have killed his own flesh virgin. Not the kid that was the problem anyway. Because honestly Daven is also very eager to have another child. The only problem is Sandra's pregnancy. Daven didn't want Sandra to get pregnant... Daven's afraid... Afraid of something that happened to Larisa in her first pregnancy.

And as for Daven's words, Daven had no intention of saying that. Daven was just too upset. And when Sandra asked like that, Daven thoughtlessly answered that. Daven knew that Sandra must have been hurt by her words. But Daven couldn't pull his words back. It's all been happening.

Daven was roughing his hair. The clock on the wall shows at 11 p.m. That means it's been since the afternoon Daven sat quietly like this. And Daven just realized, that since Sandra came out of the bathroom after the shower, his wife never entered again.

Daven knew that right now Sandra must be very angry with him. And the woman decided to sleep in Aileen's room.

The next morning, there was no conversation between Sandra and Daven. They still remain equally silent. It's just that this time Sandra still prepares the work clothes that Daven will wear. But after that, there's nothing more. Sandra went straight down even though Daven had not finished his bath.

If Sandra looks ordinary in front of their ART, it is different from Daven who does look very evasive Sandra. I don't know, but Daven's change in attitude is so noticeable.

Arriving at the office like that, even though they still walk side by side, Daven did not hold Sandra's hand as he used to do. When Sandra offered to make coffee, Daven refused. Daven completely avoided all interactions involving Sandra.

And one more thing, at lunchtime, Daven also chose to eat out on the pretext of all meetings. Daven didn't call Sandra and tell her. So that makes Sandra wait in the office all the rest. Until finally Sandra decided to keep eating alone even though her feelings are currently very mixed. Sandra was well aware that she should not ignore the presence of a baby in her stomach.

In essence, so far Sandra is still determined not to give up on her household. Sandra's still trying to hold on.