Pursuing the Love of a New Widower
I'm not ready!

“MashaAllah Oma's granddaughter, Oma kangen really same you son.” Mama Laras immediately carried and kissed Aileen's face. How longing Mama Laras is for this single grandchild. The last time they met was 2 months ago when Mama Laras went to Singapore with Daddy Dani.

Daven just kept silent to see Mama Laras who seemed to ignore him. Because Daven realized he had made a mistake.

“Mama is still angry with Dave.” Davian nudged Daven's arm slowly.

“Gue tau.” Daven answered briefly.

“Sus, this Aileen please in bedin in the room only yes, kasian she must be tired abis travel far.” Mama Laras gives Aileen back to Sister Ati. Aileen does have her own room in the Persada family home. Mama Laras makes room for Aileen next to Daven's room. Actually Daven already has his own house, only until that moment Daven had never lived.

Initially Daven will stay in the house once he is married to Larisa, but it is not so because after marrying Daven and Larisa live directly in Singapore. And until Larisa's death the house had not been occupied. Be all this time the house was left empty and only in the care of the household assistant only.

“Good Bu.” Sister Ati answered while taking Aileen into her arms.

After Sister Ati brought Aileen up to her room, Mama Laras turned her gaze to look at her eldest son who had been sitting on the sofa since.

“You will settle in Jakarta right Dave?” Ask Mama Laras suddenly.

Daven looked at Mama Laras.

“No Ma, I have to go back to Singapore.” Answer Daven flat.

Mama Laras let out a long sigh.

“What makes you prefer to live in Singapore than here with your child? Is the job there more important than Aileen?” Mama Laras really does not understand the way Daven's mind is at the moment.

“Aileen is obviously more important than my job. It's just that I'm not ready to leave Singapore Ma.” Daven lirih replied.

Davian looked at Daven with a look of pity, don't forget that they are twins. Although a little, Davian could feel what Daven was feeling. And although they tend to get along very rarely, Daven and Davian often confide in each other. Unlike Della, although the girl is also their twin but still Daven and Davian can not be too open with her. Besides because of their different genders, it's because Daven and Davian think of Della as their little sister.

“Then why? The reason you haven't been able to leave Singapore is because of Larisa right? Bang, dreadn Mama. Even if you are in Indonesia, your memories with Larisa in Singapore will not be lost. The memories will remain in your heart. You should not be too attached to the past, remember there is Aileen who needs her daddy affection. Mama sure Larisa will be very sad to see you who often ignore your child. Mama loves Larisa too, so please don't make Larisa sad there. You also have to continue living as you should. Mama did not ask you to forget Larisa, absolutely not.” Mama Laras knew exactly what her son was feeling. As a mother, Mama Laras tried her best to understand what her children felt.

Daven just silently heard Mama Laras say. Because what Mama Laras said was all true. Daven is heavy to leave Singapore because of his memories with Larisa there.

“Later I thought again Ma, now I want to rest.” Daven answered and then moved from his seat and went straight up to his room leaving Davian and Mama Laras.

Mama Laras stared sadly at the back of Daven who walked up to the 2nd floor.

“Mama don't be sad, later I try to talk to Daven so he wants to stay here.” Davian told Mama Laras.

Mama Laras looked at Davian gently.

“Please persuade your brother yes Brother, Mama really do not have the heart to see Daven's condition like this.” Answer Mama Laras.

Davian nodded his head.

“Ya if so I go back to the office again yes.” Davian said goodbye to Mama Laras.

“Mama... Where do you think? Ihhh kangen very same gembul” Della who just came home from her boutique immediately excited himself.

Mama Laras who heard Della's voice just shook her head.

“In the deck room..” Reply Mama Laras.

Mama Laras just bathed Aileen. The one-year-old baby currently looks fresher with the fragrant aroma of telon oil and baby cologne that emanates from his body. His puffer body was currently wrapped in long clothes that kept him warm.

Aileen who got a kiss bertubi from her aunty was actually laughing widely. Though they had not met for a long time, but it seemed that Aileen had not forgotten that Della was her aunty.

“Naa..tiiii..tiii...” Aileen can only babble with her baby language that is not yet clear. Aileen is only 1 year old, and the baby can only crawl. At the age of 1 year Aileen has not been able to walk, but said her personal doctor was not a problem. Because it's still normal.

“Adek, shower first do not directly carry Aileen. You are from outside many of his germs.” Mama Laras immediately took over Aileen and kept the puffed-up baby out of Della's reach.

“Mama...” Della instantly frowns because of what Mama Laras did that.

While Aileen actually laughed even more because she thought she was being invited to play by Oma and her Aunty.

“No, shower first new can carry Aileen.” Answer Mama Laras.

“Ya is yes.. Bye baby embul, aunty shower first yes later we play together again okay.”

Della went straight from Aileen's room to bathe in her room.

While Aileen who saw Della suddenly left her to look directly at Mama Laras with a sad look as if asking why Aunty Della left her.

“Aunty Della shower first baby to be free from germs. Now Aileen played with Oma first huh? We go to the park to?”

As if understanding with the invitation of the Oma, Aileen again smiled and even shouted in excitement.

“Aaaa.. "

Inside her room, Daven gazed out the window showing Aileen with Mama Laras taking a walk in the flower garden.

Since entering his room earlier, Daven has not come out of his room at all. Daven kept thinking about Mama Laras' words.

Can Daven leave Aileen here without her beside him? They have never been far away at all. Just because of his own selfishness, the ignorant Aileen should become his victim.

“Larisa, would you be upset if I made the decision to leave Aileen here?” Daven looked up at the afternoon sky and muttered as if he was talking to his late wife. “I'm not ready to leave our memories in Singapore.”