
All the bad thoughts started to bother Farah, she
sitting under the floor of the room. All the burdens of his thought were sudden
it became a sharp sword that stuck into his chest. The pain he felt was just
it can be removed in the form of tears. If he had no faith
then ending his life would be done because it felt like his whole body was hurting
and tired of the life he lived. Farah seemed to forget that anything
what happens to a person's life is the best thing God gives.
Fatigue in life will be felt by everyone, but as
a servant who professes faith and fears should believe that he will
there is an eternal life that awaits.
As much as possible Farah held back her crying voice in order for others
didn't know. He did not know what illness his father was suffering from.
His feelings must have guessed something bad.
“Honey the door is locked.” The voice that should not
I want Farah to hear for now. She wiped her still dripping tears.
“Dek, open first. Leptop mas miss.”
“Iya bentar Mas.” Farah washes her face to make a mark
her crying is not too strong.
Clack
Farah took the back of her husband's hand to kiss
then walk to bed immediately.
“Adek why?” farah's hand was choked by Arka. Arka
something is strange about his wife.
“Nothing kok mas,” replied Farah while diverting
his face was another.
“Eh here look into the eyes of Mas if it is all right.”
Farah still did not want to look at the handsome face of her husband.
“Letas Mas, Adek want to rest first.” A very good reason
powerful because Arka immediately took off the grip on his wife's wrist.
“Anak Abi is not fussy right Mi?” Arka rubbed his stomach
the wife lying down. Arka's mind is only one whether Farah is troubled
while pregnant. He was not his not knowing that the wife had finished crying.
“Neither ko Bi, Dedek same Mami well kok.”
5 Minutes Arka rubbed the wife's stomach while reciting
shalawat to the prophet Muhammad. When the swipe Farah felt disappeared she
looking for the whereabouts of the silent husband.
“Kok Mas change clothes?” asked Farah surprised to see her husband change
his shirt is with a regular shirt.
“Nothing.” Arka approached the wife
rubbing his head gently.
Farah was silent to receive the touch that Arka gave her, as if
the heavy weight that squeezed his chest could be partially gone.
“Bo-can Mas,” reply Farah stammered. She's already
negative thinking .
“Mas does not ask much kok, Adek can cry but when Mas
there is beside the Lord, when complaining before God and when happy. Can?”
Farah's eyes were already glazed, a simple request yet
it contains thousands of difficulties in it. He didn't want to look weak
in front of her husband, she did not want to be a burden.
“A-cadek-“
“Mas knows if you are crying, what is this pregnancy
incriminating?”
Farah shook her head quickly, she was crying not because
her pregnancy.
“Adek happy with this pregnancy Mas.”
“Jujur Mas will never know what Adek feels
or Adek pendam if Adek himself does not tell the same Mas.”
“Pa-pa Sick,” the weeping Farah. He's closing
his face with his hands. Arka took his wife's hands and then kissed
slow down the two eyes of the wife.
“Do not ever consider people sick then the end is already
near.” Soft words with a sincere smile Arka gave.
“Cause of the death of people no one we know Dek, we
a healthy one like this could die now. Papa's sick already
being the destiny that God gave us, we cannot blame God or
whomever. As people who love Papa should we pray, Papa,
supporting and not showing sadness to Papa,” continued Arka.
“Papa did not want to go to Mas hospital, Om Irfan was here
hiks.”
“Well then it's our job to convince Papa to go home
be ill. Dead it does not wait for the deck pain, if it is the end then every
living creatures will not be able to dodge.” Arka looked at the wife slowly
stop crying. He realized that the wife was just a normal human being for sure
cannot accept the circumstances that befall his loved ones.
“Ka-if later Papa does not want also how?”
“God willing, which parents will refuse requests
his son dek.”
Farah nodded in understanding, she hugged her husband and
thank you for always being there. He did not know that the figure in
in front of him could be a person who was able to make himself stronger and stronger
and give happiness at once even though true happiness is God
which gives.