
“Papa have taken medicine?” asked Farah who was sitting next to him
the father.
“Udah kok, uh not medicine but vitamins nak.” Heart of Farah
grimacing sick because the father so wanted to keep what was being kept secret
endured it.
“Papa want to nitip food? arka wants to come out
bentar,” said Arka. He wanted to buy what his wife wanted, satay
kampongs.
“You buy what it emanates?”
“Sate village Pa, Farah again pengpan,” replied Arka.
“Papa's grandson who asked hehe, Yes Papa nitip one
pack deh.” Arka nodded in understanding. He was willing to go out. Farah's
it is forbidden to join because the night angina is not good for his body.
“Papa happy to meet Farah?”
Papa Arfan smiled, but behind that smile were thousands
sadness and regret.
“Papa is so happy that even Papa doesn't know what to do
reveal what.” is like
“Alhamdulillah, Papa dear to Farah right?” Papa Arfan
confused nodding. He didn't know what his son meant by asking something
clear answer.
“Please Pa do not save everything yourself, first yes Papa
alone now Papa no Farah, the 17-year-old son Papa find.” Powerful
Farah held back her tears from coming out.
“Ma-I mean Farah what? Papa didn't save anything.” Farah took a breath to reveal what
what he felt. He won't shut up anymore.
“Farah knows Papa is God testing with pain.”
Papa Arfan stays focused on the television screen. Elusan
the child's head suddenly stopped.
“Udah ah Papa ngantu want to sleep.” Papa Arfan is trying to get up
off the couch but quickly prevented by Farah.
“Papa should not gini, Papa should be sure to be cured. If
Papa loves Farah should Papa try to be able to heal hix. Thing away
papa will go away with Farah better than we never did in the beginning
meet.”
she disputes what her son thinks.
“Pa-“
“Papa don't have to lie anymore, 2 days ago Farah heard
Papa says the same about Irfan. Farah had no intention of eavesdropping but probably
that's God's way for Farah to know what Papa's trying to hide,”cut
Farahs.
“Pardon Papa, forgive Papa.” Arfan hugged his son's body
while shedding tears. He never thought what he was
the hide will be exposed as well.
“Papa has Farah, so Papa can't stop
berikhtiar,” lirih Farah.
“Papa don't know baby, it feels free to the hospital
if things don't improve but they worsen.” Farah shook her head strongly in disagreement
with what the Father said.
“Papa can not say that, Farah will accompany Papa to
hospital for check-ups. Man only endeavors and prays later
the rest we leave God.”
Finally Arfan wants to go to the hospital again, he hasn't
explain what disease he has. Who does not want
the healing? He wants it a lot but there is a loss he feels saturated
for not receiving good results from the efforts he made.
“Iya dear, Papa hope Farah does not make papa's disease
as a load of mind.”
“God willing not Pa, which Papa must know there is a child who
always pray for Papa's good,” said Farah to strengthen the father.
“Thank you dear.”
No child feels all right when they know
the father is sick. Farah experienced that, she pretended to be strong in fact she wasn't
that strong. But he was grateful because there was a husband who strengthened him
from behind, which removes his negative thoughts and comforts
himself.
The course of one's life no one knows what it is like,
but remember that what God does is a good thing to do
his Servant.