Rafa Rista's
Eps. 14 (A man before Ahmad - finally... )

it does not feel that semester 1 is almost finished, the schedule of lectures at the end of the semester is usually more crowded, there are many quiz schedules and also the deadline dealine tasks that accumulate.as well as Rista's proximity to Fahry. Longing feeling if you do not meet more and more day to day. Rista's activities are still the same as usual, lectures, doing assignments, a week 2 times futsal training with liliputh, in his spare time he can meet with Fahry, Fahry, usually the weekend if Fahry is not busy in Bem or if the schedule is not too crowded.

relationship development ? heehheehe... Rista already knew that Fahry care and care for him, but, officially, Fahry has not said that he wants to be Rista's girlfriend, if the song says Budi doremi mah *friendzone

phone night, until morning comes..

the teteps are not....

there's been a lot of attention, as well as opportunities,

tetep not so...

It's a terrible fate, it has to happen again,

not su'udzon but people say that...

friendzone*....

Rista did not ever lure Fahry to make it real, or point out the light of the light if this relationship wants to be brought where. But again Fahry always said, I care about you

although sometimes Rista does not understand, what kind of care and how Fahry means. But from the words, behavior, clearly Fahry really cares about him. Fahry will be so cold and do not pay attention if you know less stubborn Rista, or forget not to eat breakfast before college. Or once when he was at an event in Bem, Dede told him that Rista was sick, and Fahry was also licensed from the event and went to Rista's inn. Sometimes Rista is confused by his behavior, attention but not so. never also a member of the liliputh gang asked why not be alone with Rista, Fahry replied "This is also comfortable, it's convenient, I don't want to ask for more ". However, Rista also needed clarity.

***

This afternoon the campus air was comfortable, Rista had just finished returning the book from the library, from a distance she saw the Bem Room, Fahry was there talking with some friends, he said, fahry had a chance to ngabarin if he was in the Bem secretariat that afternoon, Fahry planned to invite Rista to walk the road before the semester exam next week.

Rista sat on the bench of the corridor overlooking the park, opposite the Bem room, in his attention Fahry, almost 6 months they were close, honestly Rista loved Fahry, loved him instead, Rista wanted them more, and, but Rista was also afraid of disappointment. Rista saw some women talking together with Fahry, they were all beautiful, and certainly smart, Ahh.

" That...How come "Fahry arrived standing next to him, Rista puffed his head to see Fahry "you why Ta?"

Rista was still silent, her mind was confused with her feelings for Fahry, the more day Rista realized, she loved Fahry very much.

" That.. " Fahry this time held onto Rista's shoulder.

" Hhuufff... " Rista exhaled, he still did not answer Fahry's greeting.

" Ta, what's wrong with you?" Fahry panicked a bit and sat next to him, looking at Rista.

" I don't know what sis" Ujsr Rista limp. His thoughts are mixed, lectures and feelings.

" You don't usually get rich, have a problem?" fahry asked attentively, while holding Rista's one hand

" the problem is you" said Rista in his heart, but he could only shake his head.Most of the feelings, Rista felt a little dizzy that afternoon.

" Ta, if you have what's the story "

" I don't what sis, really, maybe less rest "

" Huh... Habit, you had lunch?"

" His brother "

" Yaudah if you don't feel good, we don't have to go out tonight "

" No ah brother, I'm bored at the boarding house, want refreshing, next week it's a test, I can't play "

" Hmmm.. yaudah, let's go to my place "

Be they play to the boarding Fahry, the distance is indeed a bit far from the campus, Fahry ngekost in the hero area, very comfortable boarding, rooms with complete facilities, and, a spacious car park and a beautiful courtyard, a really comfortable place. This is not the first time Rista played to the boarding house Fahry, Rista had played here several times before.

Fahry asks for permission to buy food to the minimarket in front of his boarding house, while Rista waits in his comfortable room, Rista sees Fahry's book collection, Fahry sula reads as well, his collection of books is quite a lot. Rista pulled a binder book, the book looked striking among the row of books Fahry, it was not a reading book, but like a lecture notebook, dark blue, Rista opened the page, right as expected, Rista, it was a lecture notebook, his handwriting Neat, from his writing like his majoring in accounting or management.

"ohh may have a theme Fahry "

rista said in his heart, but he suddenly found a piece of photo in the backyard.

Kreebk ..

The door was opened, Fahry had a big snack and drink, Rista hurriedly closed the book and returned it, but his eyes had seen the photo on the last page of the book.

" Any brother Fahry, what did you buy?" Rista asked as soon as she saw Fahry appear at the door

" Buy snacks, buy drinks, buy pop noodles, who knows you laper, his brother I asked him what , you answer it is up to. " Fahry answered while putting his groceries on the carpet. " What are you again?"

" Oh. This is me again see the book brother Fahry, a lot of his book collection"

Fahri glances at Rista, he knows Rista likes to read. "duh, hopefully Rista is not interested in his blue book "Fahry hopes

" i've been here a few times, but only now interested in seeing sister's book" said Rista while still checking Fanry's book on the shelf

" Yeee... Where are you going, while playing here & never realized, eh you want me to make popmie?"

" oh yes, hehehehe is a bit laper, " replied Rista, grinning and then approached Fahry

Ahhe.. Fahry was relieved that Rista had finally moved away from her bookshelf, forgetting to hide her blue lecture notebook.

At the Fahry boarding house, as usual Rista enjoyed his togetherness with Fahry, momentarily forgetting the complexity of his lecture ahead of the semester and enjoying his togetherness with Fahry, they laughed together, rubbed each other while watching the film, and then watched the film, joking around, Rista was thrilled that she was becoming more and more convinced of her feelings for Fahry.

***

The odd semester exam has begun, Rista can no longer leha leha play. she also told Fahry that she will focus on learning for the sake of her students.

Fahry can not do much other than reminding to maintain health, he also advised Dede who happened to be one class with Rista so that Rista could take care of health, he said, considering Fahry's own schedule is quite solid in the first week of the semester exam. Fahry's attention to Rista was like a courtship.

Rista tidied up her stationery at the table, the first week of the semester exam was over, Rista sighed, a little relieved, just one more week left.

" Ristaaa.". "someone waved from outside the classroom door, Brother Fahry, Rista sumringah's face saw it, it's been 5 days he hasn't met Fahry.

"Sister Fahry... " Rista smiled approaching.

" good test? " ask Fahry while tidying Rist@ hair, Ahh Rista curusan, he said in his heart

" well sis" replied Rista with a smile, while his head was still dizzy because of the question of the accounting exam earlier.

"you're not sick, are you?" fahry asked sensibly, because he saw that Rista was thinner now

" No, maybe because of the test"

" you're a cursor"

" the time ? though it is usual to eat yuk kak," Rista invited Fahry to eat, his stomach was a bit sore because this morning did not eat breakfast, stomach acid must have gone up.

" Come, what do you want to eat?"

Rista felt his stomach, the pain was not as usual, plus the nausea. should be this morning he took breakfast. hopefully his face does not pale at this time, if not Fahry can suspect something is not right.

They both enjoy their respective soto, Fahry actually enjoyed it very much, the richness of the exam was draining a lot of energy, the soto was faster to run out, while Rista ate slowly, slowly, every mouthful that came in was painful in his stomach, Rista realized his, his ulcer relapsed. Rista forced her to eat little by little, she also realized that not eating her stomach would get sicker.

" how did you eat that Ta?" Fahry asked suspiciously

" What the hell cal, I'm full" said Rista while distancing the soto bowl

" you only eat half of it, our rice is also only half a portion, it's not even abis"

" Yes brother, probably full of his soto"

Fahry glanced at Rista's soto bowl, only half of it was gone, something was not right, Fahry thought to himself.

" Sister, I go to the toilet first yes" said Rista hurriedly, not yet Fahry assures Rista has rushed to the toilet.

in the toilet, Rista vomited all over her stomach, nauseous and sore at the taste. Rista then cleaned her mouth and walked back towards the table. Fahry looked at it carefully.

" why Ta? " ask Fahry worried

" What's not what brother "

" really? you're pale that's "

" yes, sis, sauces"

" just now from the toilet doing" Fahry still suspects Rista why

" What's wrong, sister, a little nausea, usually soy sauce and stress, maag I like to relapse"

" Don't you.want to check? Fahry's worries increased

" Do not, we go home, get it"

Fahry nodded, he immediately paid for their food and immediately prepared to go home. But just a few steps from the table they arrived...

Bruck...

Rista suddenly fell unconscious, Fahry looked shocked and panicked by the circumstances, some students who happened to be around them were the same.

" That... Ta's... " Fahry patted Rista's cheek, but did not react what.buruh Fahry menakat Rista's body in help some students to his car.

" Please lift to my car, brother, I want to go directly to the clinic " said Fahry panicked, fortunately his car was parked not far away.

hurrying Fahry drove his car towards the campus clinic, beside him Rista was still unconscious. Arriving at the Rista Clinic immediately getting treatment, Fahry waited anxiously in the lobby of the clinic, he had sent a message to the members of the liliputh gang, reporting on Rista's condition. Fahry sometimes pacing back and forth in the lobby sometimes sitting uneasily, worried about Rista's condition, as long as close to Rista, Fahry rarely heard Rista was sick, or complained about something, everything seemed fine.

" Sister, the minister is awake" said the nurse as she opened the door of the room where Rista was handled, and let Fahry in. a doctor was still there.

" What's my friend doing, Doc?" fahry asked worriedly, Rista was conscious, only maybe still limp, his eyes were still closed.

" Temennya why not why, maagnya relapse and it is severe, please help in remind to maintain diet and avoid stress yes, yes, stomach acid rises and stress can be one of the triggers, in addition to a messy diet "Doctors provide an explanation

" Oh well doc, thank you very much doc"

" His friend should be for tonight in the clinic, so that his condition is really recovered" the doctor gave advice again

" Oh so, well if that's for the best, I want Rista to recover quickly"

" Alright then, we'll excuse you, if there's anything2 don't hesitate to call us"

Fahry nodded his ass with a smile.then he sat down on the chair beside Rista, his hand grasping the white and tiny Rista fingers, Ah.

" i'm sorry Brother Ta, Brother can't match your expectations. Really big brother cares about you a lot"

brack...

the door of the ward suddenly opened, a woman arrived and entered. Fahry who was sitting was immediately shocked to see the woman.

" Laras." he said "why are you here Ras"

" I should have asked you Ry, what are you here"

" Race, let's get out... Rista's resting again.he's sick again"

" Oh, so that's the ales, because Rista's sick, Ry, I've given you enough time, 6 months Ry, I'm justin' you get the same Rista, what do you think I am, what, now squirm you care so much about him".

Laras, the woman who arrived at the entrance was named Laras, she was Fahry's lover since 3 years ago.

" Race, you obviously know why I care so much about Rista. Don't I tell you, I think you understand race"

" yes Ry, I understand, I understand I know, but as your boyfriend, I'm also heartbroken to see your treatment to Rista" Laras' tears almost spilled, his body shook with the cry of jealousy so as not to break. 6 months he held back the feeling to Fahry, willing Fahry divided his attention to Rista on the basis of understanding and sympathy.

" Laras, you know, why I care so much about Rista"

" why? Because he looks like Farah? da? and we still feel every ngeliat Rista you squirm Farah? Fahry. You have to realize Farah is dead, and that Rista is not Farah "Laras with emotion and half yells say the word to Fahry. Almost Fahry face Laras, he said, if he doesn't realize soon they're at the clinic. The memory of Farah, his sister immediately popped into his mind, Farah who died in an accident with Laras, fortunately Laras survived, but Farah was not helped.

" You better get out of Race, if you're disappointed with my attitude we'll talk about it after Rista is healed. You know very well what I feel to Rista like. and you know what my love for you looks like " Fahry said in a desperate tone, his eyes not paying attention to Rista.

" Let's get out" Fahry pulled the barrel hand out of Rista's nursery.

Degs...

As soon as Fahry broke the door to the room, the liliputh gang members were waiting at the door, there was no way they would not hear his conversation with Laras, Rawat's room was not big enough to muffle their voices, plus now Fahry's holding Laras' hand. Fahry clearly looks wrong in front of the liliputh gang members, Anne, Dede, Tami and Via.

" Don't tell me this is the reason you're not talking to Rista Soaan" Tami said

" So actually Kak Fahry already has a girlfriend" Via said

" So Rista is just a game for Fahry? " ask Dede.

" No. That's what I really, really care and love with Rista" explained Fahry

" So, what does all this mean? brother Fahry obviously already has a partner, but instead play the feeling of Rista. brother knows how much Rista hopes her to sister "Dede can not hold back his emotions, as his classmate Dede interacts more often and sees Rista, he understands how Rista puts more hope in Fahry.

" I don't playin Rista De feeling, I really love with him "Fahry still ngotok with his explanation, but he did not realize his hand was still holding Laras' hand.

" Better Brother do not need to come again to see Rista, pity Rista. You two should leave now" said Anne "let's go temen, Rista's men wait inside" Anne said as she hurriedly entered the Rawat room, followed by the others.

Stay now Fahry with Laras in front of the nursery, Fahry really did not say it would be like this, just a few hours ago he ate with Rista, everything is fine, everything is fine, until the appearance of Laras.

" I'm disappointed in you Ras "Fahry said as he went to leave Laras. His heart was sore, sick, he loved Laras, loved Laras, Laras was a woman of understanding for Fahry, allowing Fahry close to Rista, paying attention to Rista. Just for one reason, Rista was so similar to Farah. When he first saw Rista at the time of the briefing, Fahry could hardly believe it, there were people who looked like his late sister, he thought Farah was alive again. After that it was told everything to Laras, and Laras agreed, because Laras understood very well how Fahry lost Farah. But Laras does not expect him to get out of control at this time, he has no power to resist jealousy when Fahry helps Rista.