Rafa Rista's
Eps. 15 (Here I am now)

Rista's eyes may have been closed at the time, but not with his hearing, not with his heart. His ears clearly heard the whole conversation with the woman called Laras, as well as Fahry's chat with Liliputh, eager for Rista to wake up at that time and approach them all, but his heart ached, very sick, very sick, even Rista could feel her throat choking like holding something back. Resisting the heartache, disappointment, anger, everything mixed in his heart.

That night all the members of the genk liliputh accompanied him, Rista felt lucky to have them so attentive. And without them knowing, Rista already knew everything. The next day the doctor had allowed Rista to go home, the members of the liliputh gang welcomed happily, Anne who happened to have a vehicle got the task of picking up Rista, while the others waited at Rista's boarding house, which was the only one in the city, and again no one talks about Fahry.

Fahry did not try not to contact Rista, since he came home from the clinic with the barrel, he tried to contact Rista, but his phone was always inactive, no message was replied, no one was reply, sending a message to the liliputh gang? considering how they last met, Fahry was a bit uneasy.

" Thank you, Ne, it's easy to pick up" said Rista while tidying up her clothes

" same Ta, I'm like you're cured"

" Ihh what the hell, I'm just a maag doang Ne" said Rista sbil nudged Ane elbow, they then laughed and walked towards Ane's car. Arriving at Kostan Rista found the liliputh gang had prepared a lot of food for him, he said as a celebration because Rista was healed. Ahh sometimes the gang likes lebay, even though Rista is only treated overnight because of maag.

***

Without feeling the days alternating, Rista tried to focus on her semester exams, trying hard to forget about Fahry, avoiding Fahry as much as possible, fortunately being tested, so Fahry had a bit of trouble finding Rista's exam room, which was not the best place to sit, likewise with Fahry's phone, there was no one he answered, no message Rista replied. Although Fahry actually owes an explanation to Rista, but now it is so difficult to meet Rista, plus the liliputh gang was so protective of him.

Rista is hurt? of course, how does Rista feel in play, he feels so noticed, but he also feels in lie, because actually Fahry has a partner, he has a partner, although Rista never asked about it.

" Ta, we need to have a chat... " Fahry suddenly appeared in front of Rista, the test that day was finished, unfortunately he was not in the room with Dede. Some of Rista's classmates had a look at him,

" What do you want to talk about, brother? Rista already knows everything" said Rista coldly

" Everything? what you heard at the clinic wasn't everything, come with me" Fahry pulled Rista's hand out of class.

" I can walk alone, brother" said Rista while throwing Fahry's hand, his heart was sad to see how he is now with Fahry. Rista followed Fahry to his car.

In the car, Rista refused to go anywhere, better everything quickly finished.

" Sister wants to say what" asked Rista, starting this conversation she was ready with her worst possibility.

" sister apologizes yes" said Fahry, the guts are so shrinking now,

" I apologize for what, brother? " Rista wants everything to be clear now, not ashes like it used to be.

" For everyone, you might be disappointed with your sister"

" On what basis should I be disappointed, angry and others brother, we have no ties what really "it really hurts so much Rista said the word " Rista never knew that sister even had a boyfriend "said Rista again.Tears arrived dripping just like that.

" have you brother, whatever the reason, good brother save, honestly Rista felt in lie, although brother never said that brother already has a girlfriend, but the attention of brother, brother, and everything that you give makes Rista wrong and expect more, this is Rista's own mistake "

Fahry could not hold himself back, with the hands of Rista who was now crying,

"Whatever the reason brother, Rista please from now on stay away from Rista, Rista does not want to be stamped as a lover of people "

" No one thinks so Ta... "

" then what is the appropriate designation brother, sister sadarkah, if you already have a partner but even attention to others, it is very painful brother, painful for me also for sister's boyfriend" Said Rista half an emotion. his chest went up and down, withstanding the turmoil in him.

" Baras knows I'm close to you Ta"

ohh so his name is barrel... Rista said in his heart.

" A really I never had any bad intentions Ta, Laras also allowed me to approach you Ta"

" but Rista does not want to be approached with a man who already has a sister partner, let's stay away, Rista does not want all this to be complicated. If you no one wants to be obrolin again Rista pampit " Said Rista while opening the car door, but his hand was held by Fahry.

" Wait Ta, I have a reason"

" Whatever the reason Rista no longer care, it's no use now" Rista still trying to take off his hands from Fahry, he opened the car door, Fahry's hands are still strong hold him

" Ta, you look like my sister who died in an accident with Laras" said Fahry, Rista was a little surprised, but she still stepped out of the car, and walked away. just then Laras came over, Rista's heart grew sicker looking at him. Rista continued walking without looking back.

***

And this is where Rista Now, it takes a struggle for Rista to forget about Fahry, Rista who was used to being Fahry, giving attention to comforting him, becoming his confiding friend after liliputh, now Rista must get used to himself.

6 months later from the incident, Rista still often saw Fahry on campus, had passed each other several times, but they were like two strangers who did not know each other. rista's wounds were too sore to be opened again with just the greeting "Hay" or his heart that he had tried to strengthen would be fragile again with just a single attention. Shortly after that Rista heard that kamabr Fahry graduated from the Informatics department with a Cum Laude degree and applied for Laras.at that time Rista really closed everything about Fahry.

His focus was only on college, college and Futsal, devoting all his energy there, shutting himself off from all those named men, and just trying to please himself.

Liliputh was still always faithful to accompany, fill his day, comfort him, strengthen him, therefore Rista was very grateful to them, it turned out they were the ones who hugged him in the Fragile moment. Until one day Anne introduced herself to Ahmad, a sweet and kind man according to Rista, with the heart of Rista opened her heart to Ahmad. So far, Ahmad has not disappointed her. although having to adapt to Ahmad's habits, Rista was able to tolerate it, Ahmad was able to heal his heart wounds, erasing little memories of Fahry.