
" That... " Ahmad hugged Rista's shoulder, if there is more than an apology must have been conveyed to Rista at that time. He used to feel love will grow over time, but it was not on Rista that the feeling was fixed, the more here Ahmad was convinced that care and unfortunately to Rista, the more, just a little darling sister to her sister.
" stop hugging Me Mad, you know it only aggravates my pain" said Rista, she tried not to spill her tears at that time. " Are there any other surprises you'd like to tell me today? " ask Rista again to Ahmad, it feels like he is numb to anything that day.
" if there is anything more than an apology, I must have given " Ahmad said while holding Rista's hand.he really meant it, deep in the bottom of his heart he cared so much for Rista.
Rista held his forehead, dizzy felt, all the explanations Ahmad had still ringing in his brain.
" I want to go home Mad" said Rista as she moved to the door, Ahmad's reflexes pulled Rista's hand.
" I'm anterin you Ta, I love Ta like you, believe it "
" Dear you say? what did you say then? just a stale base? even you know how I used to be hurt by Fahry " shouted Rista, from earlier he tried to control himself, but eventually collapsed as well. " Thank you for everything Mad, and don't follow me" Rista said as she walked out and down the stairs.
Wherever Ahmad might have the heart to let Rista go home alone, however this afternoon Ahmad invited Rista and was greeted with joy, and this afternoon, he sowed salt in Rista's wounds.
Ahmad hurriedly caught up with Rista, went down the stairs and grabbed the car keys located at the reception desk, then he pulled Rista's hand, some employees seemed confused to see the behavior of his employer. but they chose the cake and the bodo period.
" I anterin you Ta" Ahmad said as he pulled Rista's hand and took her to his car. Rista had no choice but to obey Ahmad's orders, let alone some employees watching them.
During the return trip, no word came out of Rista's mouth, and Ahmad was too scared to start a conversation, Rista looked out the car window, beautiful twilight, but not as beautiful as her mood.
" Ta, no matter what happens to us, I still always love and care for you " Ahmad said as soon as they reached Rista's inn, but not a word came out of Rista's mouth,he had already tightly locked his mouth.Just once he spoke, his cries could break right then and there.
***
the next day for Rista was a day that felt slow and heavy, Ahmad was still contacting him, just asking if he was good to me, and Rista only answered as necessary, sometimes not answering.
Many times he cried himself hugging a pillow, felt great pain, felt tightness in his chest, how broken his heart, in one year two men can break his heart. But now fortunately not being tested, Rista did not have to bother strengthening himself to campus, he was waiting for the results of his semester exam out, but it turned out that confining himself in the boarding only worsened the atmosphere.
that morning the boarding door was knocked on, Dede and Tami screamed at the door of the room, shocked Rista who felt like he had just slept for a few minutes.
" Ta.. you don't know what" Tami said as soon as the door opened.
Dede immediately entered to see the situation Rista, had almost a week they did not meet, Dede and Tami happened to return home to Tasikmalaya while Via followed a side job while Ane said to return home as well. A week ago after breaking up from Ahmad, Rista only told Liliputh that his phone was broken, maybe a little difficult to contact, and only replied to a short message.Nobody suspected at all, they also did not confirm the news to Ahmad. only this morning Ane suggested to see the state of Rista, Ane was worried because he heard from Agi that Rista and Ahmad broke up.
Dede and Tami who happened to be on a journey to Bandung directly to Kostan Rista. during the trip to the boarding house, they had contacted Ahmad, and Ahmad confirmed the news, the more panicked they were, the more, plus Ahmad also reported that he had not heard from Rista since two days ago.
Tami watched Rista carefully, her eye bags were clearly visible, Rista who was getting thinner, because of her irregular eating, the room was a mess, Rista did not even know when the last time to clean her room.
Tami hugged Rista "We'll always be there for you Ta" Tami said,
" Huhuhuuu.." it didn't take long for Rista's cries to spill, Tami even let Rista settle for crying to a hiccup in her arms.
" We believe you've always been strong against all of this" Dede said, rubbing Rista's back.
after Rista's cries subsided, the three of them sat on the front sofa of Rista's room, Rista told him everything that happened that day, how blooming she was, also how suddenly it was all destroyed.
" It turns out that's how men are "Dede said
" yes de, it turns out the end is the same as the story of Kak Fahry" said Rista sad
" the strong yes Ta... " Dede added while hugging Rista. The three of them strengthen each other, Ahh.
" May this be a new step, thanks yaaa always present for me " Said Rista hugging his two best friends.
Dede and Tami accompany Rista all day, they clean up Rista's boarding house which has been left in a mess this week, usually Rista is a risk and care about cleanliness, but due to heartbreak by Ahmad, his room was falling apart.
Rista opened his wardrobe, threw some pieces of clothes and dress that Ahmad had bought, as well as other accesories. Dede had forbidden to throw it, but Rista no longer wanted to remember Ahmad, just as he had wanted to forget Fahry.
By midday, they had just finished cleaning Rista's room, Rista stayed to bathe and dress up. Although they had no plans where. But Rista felt that he had to move on. After Rista finished bathing, Tami and Dede said goodbye back to Rista's boarding house first, later that night they agreed with Via and Ane to hang out together while entertaining Rista.
***
18hours Caffe at 9 p.m.
Via, Ane, Rista, Tami and Dede seemed engrossed in the night atmosphere at the cafe, they deliberately chose the cafe because there was live music and some beer. Rista, Via, Tami and Dede agree to order a regular soda drink, while Ane orders a beer, they never mind at all. As long as Ane is not strangely weird and fine, it's fine, they allow it.
Rista spent quite a lot of cigarettes that night, the liliputh gang did not ban him at all, they knew Rista was heartbroken, and was in need of an outlet, but in between his cigarettes Rista took the time to reply to the message, from that moment on, it did not stop shaking.
" Busy is very sist " Said Ane while kepo to hp Rista
" Yeee. kepo deh" Rista said with a laugh, his heart was slightly entertained by the atmosphere of that night.a band brought music that was up beat that night to make Rista excited again
" Who are you and who are you?" dede asked while exhaling his cigarette
" There is a deh, temen doang " replied Rista casually
" Eh just broke up from Ahmad, already nyari again" Ane said again
" Yee.. I'm still hurt to know her, this is just the same thing "
" He was heartbroken this afternoon at the kostan nangis bombay" Tami said with a laugh.
It did not take me long for Rista to be heartbroken as long as there is a gang, it feels like the burden on her heart is slightly reduced.
" Cieee Ane again fallin love" Canda Rista, it's her turn to Ane next to her, who happens to send a picture of the heart to someone.
" Ihhh.. ngintippp " Said Ane while closing his HP to his chest, there will be time liliputh tau pujaan heart.
" Lah Ne, just as we play the secret secret of all ", said Via
" if it's time for him to return I bring kokz now he's still embarrassed " Said Ane "he's really busy managing his job"
" Oh he's working" asked Rista
" Udah, it's quite well established, but yes it's mamah, cuey sometimes" explained Ane
" Cieee... Ane falls in love with "Ledek Tami while throwing the beans at Ane.
They all enjoyed the night. Rista was like that, it seemed like someone had teased her heart again, Ahh even though just this afternoon she was crying.