Rahman Bin Rahimah
CHAPTER 68 Abdar rejected Rahman

"I said yesterday. You're late, because we didn't expect your arrival now."

Jeddaaaarr

Suddenly Abdar's hopes fell. For the second time he heard the sentence, and just came out of Rahman's mouth, even sounding like without burden when saying it.

He thought it would be very easy after apologizing and bringing both witnesses to Rahman. But it did not change Rahman's stance at all.

It is true that he has been forgiven, but not to be accepted in the little family of the womb.

All the way home, Abdar was silent. He was like a body without a soul, his eyes even kept staring out the car window with a blank look.

Not expecting, it turns out that having a bond does not necessarily guarantee himself to get Rahimah and Rahman, and he has felt the defeat. He had lost before he fought.

While driving Tomi once glanced at the boss who was behind the glass hanging in front of him.

After dropping off Maya and picking Abdar back up, Tomi was curious about his master's face but did not dare to ask.

"Sir, we have arrived" Tomi said.

"Hem," Abdar's consciousness returned from his daydream he even fell into shock.

"Oh, we've arrived" he repeated.

Hurry down from the car and get into her magnificent house without caring about Tomi in the parking lot.

A place of greeting with Maryam, but soon he passed by the reason of wanting to drink. medicine and rest.

Entering the room, with a shunt step approaching the bed. "Brukk," Abdar threw down a body that suddenly felt helpless.

A sense of relief a few hours ago because it could express his heart to apologize directly for his sins, immediately changed with a sense of unease when he got a rejection from the son.

Staring at the ceiling of the room, contemplating his disappointment due to rejection. Disappointed and hurt .. for sure it, actually wanted it to feel like he forced both to accept it.

If you feel it hurts more than the past. But now he is not drunk as he used to be, maybe because of a different disappointment. If he was betrayed by the lover who had a long relationship and then chose to drink, but now ... this is a rejection from the child and the mother of the child who recently knew of his existence so that he can control himself.

Abdar recalled his hurt and disappointment ten years ago when he was cheated on by Sherlin, until he ended up meeting Rahimah in a drunken state.

He tried to remember and arrange his meeting with Rahimah. From ten years ago to now.

When he pulls a sexy woman who happened to pass in front of his hotel room while Abdar was drunk, Rahimah comes to the rescue and ends up with him being a surrogate.

Seeking the Rahimah to compensate the money but his men lost track. Yes he used to have the intention of finding the Rahimah just for that, but after the next meetings.

The second time he accidentally returned to see the womb after ten years, indeed only seeing from a distance while in the hospital, he said, and in the boarding house he was very attentive to the face of Rahimah to appear intent to apologize sincerely.

Meeting Rahman also drove him to Rahimah when he was almost hit. A sense of attachment due to the presence of Rahman makes him want to have, feel there is a red thread that is invisible has bound him.

For the fifth time, he was at Dinda's restaurant. Rahimah was about to fall at that time and she who happened to accidentally see and watch him swiftly caught up to enter into his arms.

In another opportunity he again did not expect to meet Rahimah as a teacher to teach Intan, until the kidnapping that befell Intan and Rahman increasingly often make them meet until now.

But now everything is just a wish to be a small family.

Tired of the body and mind, drowsiness now comes to attack making the eyes slowly closed, so as not to feel ushering it into a dreamland that calms, knitting pseudo life and like an imaginary world that becomes reality. Lelap ....

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Late in the afternoon, Rahimah was ready to go to teach Intan to teach. Actually after the incident this afternoon Rahimah became awkward and awkward to meet Abdar, but how else .. he will definitely meet when teaching Intan to teach.

Riding his meticulous motorbike and going with Abizar, he passed with anxious expectation.

Arriving at Abdar's house they were greeted by a middle-aged maid as well as Maryam with Intan, and it turned out that her anxiety had not occurred. Because Abdar chose to wait for Abizar in his room instead of meeting them first.

Now Rahimah realized something, it seems not only she was reluctant to meet, but Abdar was so.

He knew that Abdar had avoided meeting with him and Rahimah was grateful for that.

Rahimah taught Intan and Abizar.

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Abdar studied as usual, finished teaching he asked Abizar for time to ask for a little enlightenment from the young Ustadz.

He wants to remove the burden of the mind that had disturbed him and all asked for a solution.

"Sir ustadz, may I ask?" abdar asked after saving his book Iq'ro.

"Please, what do you want to ask?"

"Look ... according to Mr. Ustadz, if we like someone but that person doesn't like us, how?" abdar.

Abizar silently did not answer, he frowned as if thinking.

"I mean Look, I like a woman .. but she doesn't like me, she chooses someone else and I'm disappointed, then what should I do?" obviously Abdar expressed his disappointed feelings.

"Someone who is loved but turns out to choose with others is not easy, but we also should not be selfish. That we can't all force someone to like anyone, just like love, we can't force someone to love us."

"In life you will find failure. Consciously we must know that in life there is not only a sense of pleasure or happiness, sometimes it will also feel upset and very disappointed. If what is gained is happiness, it will not be willing to refuse."

"How about the disappointment? Inevitably, dislikes do not like we have to accept it. Disappointed because a failed relationship is certainly a natural thing, which is not natural is when someone is too long to live in the past that should have been buried deeply."

"Just enjoy the pain, and learn from it all. How can we enjoy something we hate so much? The way is to catch it. Realize that everything that is forced will inevitably end in vain. Know that as long as we breathe it means we can choose whatever path we're going to take."

Unknowingly Abdar recalled the failure of his love relationship with Sherlin, because it was not sincere that led him to Rahimah.

"Efforting to defend something that is fought for is perfectly fine. But the question is if ... already know that he is not fighting you, how long will you give time for yourself to realize that he is not a soul mate sent from God? A month, two months, or a year? Remember, time goes on and you have missed wonderful things. God did create a man with a partner but if you are not yet a match then rest assured, that God will replace it with a better one."

Abdar's dislike of Abizar began to fade when he felt defeated competing before fighting, his dislike of Abizar was unwarranted. He should have been very grateful to have been taught to teach, and now he is starting to make peace with it all.

"But it seems like I'm still expecting it" said Abdar Lirih, looking down.

"I'm sorry Abdar, can I ask you before?" Abdar nodded while looking up.

"Is this woman married?"

"Not yet, not at all .. Mr. Ustadz do not misunderstand, he is still alone" Abdar replied quickly as he shook his hand in fear of misunderstanding.

"Then pray a lot. Appeal to Allah." Abdar was silent.

"Perform prayers istikharah at persetiga night. In the prayer we can pray, but remember .. we must also not force in prayer. If he is your soul mate then it will not go where but if not your soul mate then rest assured that the best soul mate will soon come to replace him. I'll ask for his prayer."

With a big smile Abdar nodded quickly. At least he had a new spirit after hearing there is a do'a to expect a mate.

"O Allah, if this man, say his name, be it for me, for my religion, for my life, for my hereafter, then bring me closer to him. Get him close to me in your best way. Bless us on the path which You have desired. Bring us together in marriage.”

“If this man is bad for me, my family, for my religion, for my world, for my hereafter, then keep me away from him, and keep him away from me.”

"Thank you for your prayers, Mr. Ustadz."

After asking for their enlightenment, this time Abdar met Rahimah with a smile that continued to stick on his face.

Rahimah looked at him in wonder, because the last time they met that face looked sad and very disappointed.

"Then we'll excuse you, Assalamualaikum."

"Wa'alaikumussalam."

"Why smile?" mary asked when Rahimah and Abizar were gone.

"Why? Can't if you smile?" reply Abdar.

"No, it's just weird. The feeling this afternoon when my brother came home rich not that spirit? But now rich instead?" maryam astonished.

"Hehe you're good at guessing yes." Turn around and walk back to his room.

"Oh, is that right my guess?" peekik Maryam aghast.

"Mama ...," cried Intan following his mother who was chasing Abdar.

"What's the difference now is the same this afternoon?" intercept Maryam and Intan at the end of the stairs.

"Nothing, just get tausiah aja from pak Ustadz." Abdar walked through both.

"Austria ...? About What?"

"About a soul mate," Abdar could not help but smile as he said that.

"Is there progress? Om you ask for enlightenment about the soul mate," Maryam glanced at Intan beside her.

"What is a soul mate, ma?" tanya Intan plain.

"You are silent, if you don't understand."

"So you have a candidate?" by showing the face of marketing, he continued to follow Abdar until he reached the front room of the brother.

"Look at it later."

"Eh" cried Maryam because Abdar had disappeared from behind the door of her room.

"Ish, we're in pecans" grumbled Maryam.

"What's that fool, ma?"

"Sooh that means, om you will have a wife and she will be your aunt," explained Maryam still in the same position while dealing with her daughter.

"So I'm gonna have a aunt ma?" the spirit of Intan who was reciprocated nod his Mama.

"Wa-." Intan's voice was cut off when Abdar's door opened abruptly.

"Just pray, hopefully in kabul'kan. People say ... do'a the crowd is fast in izabah, so pray big brother huh?" her door.

"Amin."

"Aminn," Beo Intan followed Maryam. The next second Abdar again closed the door with a satisfied smile.

"Ish, basic ...." Pissed Maryam.

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"Imah" called Abizar to get off his bike.

"Yes, mas," Rahimah turned around while looking down in shame.

"Said Ustadzah Habibah, you already know my intentions? And are considering it. Then, what now ... have you decided?" The uterus is lowered, embarrassed and nervous.

During this time Rahimah had never gotten such a question directly from a man, and now when she got the question it had instead made her hands break out in cold sweat.

"It's okay if you are still in doubt, consider it first .. there is still a lot of time," he continued a little disappointed because he did not find an answer.

"It is not so ..," Rahimah immediately lifted her face.

Their eyes meet, in a few seconds the two pairs of eyes were locked until finally Rahimah who first cut off her eye contact while returning to her head blushed in shame.

Abizar who never saw the behavior of the womb if he was embarrassed, could not bear to not smile when he saw it.

"Then ..." asked Abizar happily.

Second, two seconds, three seconds. They let silence rule the surroundings.

"Alright do not need to be answered," said Abizar who felt funny, because from that moment Rahimah just looked down without answering.

"I'll answer it now, ma'am."

"God willing, I am willing" he said staring at Abizar for a moment.

"Alhamdulillah" murmured Abizar. The young Ustadz smiled broadly as he watched her get anxious.

"God willing, three more days will come with both parents. So you are ready to wait for the arrival of the mas," he said straightforwardly.

The womb is ashamed.

"Em ... Then go home first, Assalamualaikum."

"Wa'alaikumussalam."

The womb immediately entered the house while holding his chest that was pounding. He involuntarily smiled in relief, as if he was taking off his weight and yawning away.

"May this be the right and best choice" murmured the Rahimah inwardly.

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