Raisha Sacrifice
I have to how to like me

Raisha was shocked to hear the sound of the door opening.

"Did Hendri come home?".

Hendri went into the bathroom. Raisha got up from her sleep, she chose to sit on the floor of her bed. Actually he wanted to prepare a change of clothes for Hendri, but he remembered that Hendri forbade Raisha from taking care of his needs. Finally he just kept quiet and stared at the bathroom door. He was waiting for Hendri. Raisha wants to ask Hendri what he needs, before Raisha chooses to sleep again.

Hendri came out looking at Raisha.

"Why are you awake?".

"Mas, why your face?". Raisha was surprised to see the lower cheek close to Hendri's lip bruised.

"Who hit you?".

Raisha tried to approach Hendri, without permission he held Hendri's cheek that looked swollen and slightly bleeding.

"Your face is bleeding?"

Feeling something tense on him, Hendri quickly brushed off the hand of Raisha who was holding his cheek.

Hendri went crazy if lingering close to Raisha.

"It's okay, it'll heal too".

"But mas.., um...,".

"I said it's okay, why are you forcing?".

Again Hendri yelled at Raisha. Unknowingly the tears she was deliberately holding fell as well. Raisha does not want to be a weak woman, she also knows she wants to cry again for her fate. Only this time, maybe because he had been holding back crying too often, this time escaped also tears wet his white cheeks.

Raisha is determined to hold on, but this time maybe she will give up. Raisha believes that one day her household will be good like other people's households. Even hard Hendri can be a little soft with him. But baby, it seems like she was mistaken in judging her husband. Hendri is the hardest man he's ever met. He finally decided to give up on this relationship.

"I'm gonna pack my things, I don't think it's any good for me to be here".

Raisha turned her back to Hendri.

"Where are you going?".

"You think you can just walk away from my house. Let you know who you are now, you're no longer a girl. You can't just go home to your parents without my permission".

"What am I here for?"

Raisha's cry broke instantly. He felt played by Hendri.

"There's no need for a reason for you to stay here".

"You won't get out of here until I want you to go".

Raisha wants to die just hearing Hendri's words. So worthless was he in Hendri's eyes.

"Why doesn't anyone want me", Raisha cried in her heart. Papa doesn't want me, he's willing to trade me for money.

Raisha just stood there, stunned by Hendri's words. Can not do anything, if it continues to make Hendri angry, then he will threaten Raisha as usual.

Because it was too sad, Raisha did not care, even if this evening Hendri trampled on his pride, he was resigned. He answered Hendri.

"So I have to how do you like me?. What do I have to be like to love me?. Does it have to be like Yulis your lover?".

Hendri was so surprised, from which Raisha knew Yulis was her lover. Hendri suddenly fell silent, his tongue twisted. She hated that name so much, and now Raisha dared to mention it in front of her.

"Well where are you called that?".

"How dare you name that mur*h*n woman in front of me".

"One more time you say that name, I rip your mouth off".

"Why do you have to be angry, he's the one you love, right? You always call his name in dreams".

Hendri just fell silent, he did not expect Raisha to hear him mention the name Yulis in every dream.

Hendri did not think Raisha was so brave to answer him.

"I have to how?" Raisha kept crying, she was so hurt. There was a strange feeling in his heart when he mentioned the name Yulis, was he jealous?.

There's no way I could have liked someone so hard as Hendri.