Raisha Sacrifice
I'm not your future

"Why did you get married?, as far as father Hendri did not have a girlfriend all this time. Back when he was still dating Yulis, Hendri often took him to see his father. But he never took Raisha's son there, knowing that day he said he wanted to get married. You're surprised, was Yulis the bride-to-be?, but she said no."

"Raisha doesn't know either sir, everything's fast paced. Even Raisha doesn't know who Mas Hendri is. It seems like Mas Hendri does not like the father to know this problem, you should just ask the same Mas Hendri."

"Alright if you can't tell me yet, you just want Hendri to be happy. Promise me never to stay in Hendri, if the incident happened again, you do not know how the fate of the child." Baskoro wiped the tears that had come out of his eye pelupuk. She chose to end the conversation about her son that night.

Raisha who was getting sleepy finally went into the room. Hendri was still in his study. He wanted to catch up with Hendri in the study, knocking on the door.

"Lake in!"

"Mas, are you here long?"

"You go to sleep first"

"I'll accompany you here. Can I ask you a question ?"

"What do you want?"

"You still love Yulis?"

"That's all you want to know?, is he really bothering you?."

"You just answer yes or no"

"I don't want to argue. You're still here, don't let him know."

"You don't try to say all this to me, I hope you haven't forgotten our agreement."

"Why, are you going to threaten me again?, I'm fed up with all this."

"You..," Hendri tried to contain his anger, he's been patient enough lately. He really doesn't want to fight.

Raisha left Hendri in her study, she was very upset. From then on he just cried in silence, his eyes could not be closed. He did not know with his feelings, why lately he often felt upset and why he was overreacting to all this.

Hendri finally went into the room, he could not concentrate anymore after arguing with his wife. He saw Raisha sleeping behind him.

"You're asleep?"

Raisha did not reply, Hendri hugged her from behind. Raisha sobbed at last she couldn't help but cry again. Seeing Raisha crying Hendri even happy, finally there are also people who cry him.

"What are you crying for?, because of jealousy? Hendri deliberately teased his wife. You don't have to be afraid, he's just part of the past."

"Raisha turned her body towards her husband. But I'm not your future either"

Hendri just kept quiet, he couldn't answer. He does not want to give hope to Raisha because he is not sure of his feelings now. He is still afraid to love. He was afraid of being betrayed like before. Hendri is now more careful in behaving and maintaining his own feelings. Actually he wanted to love and be loved by his wife but he was always afraid to step in that direction.

"Even you can't answer".

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