Raisha Sacrifice
So that you feel

Raisha follows Hendri to the room. He wanted to explain all the mistakes that had happened so far. He had resolved, "if kept quiet this way because Hendri increasingly misunderstood."

"I have to tell you the truth, otherwise Ronal's brother can get carried away in this matter."

Hendri was seen alone on the balcony of their room. He had already consumed a few cigarettes. Raisha hesitantly tried to approach Hendri. He wanted to talk, all this time there had been too many misunderstandings going on between them.

"Mas, can we talk to you for a second?"

"There's nothing to talk about."

"For a moment, I beg you."

"I don't want to talk, don't you hear me?"

Raisha wanted to cry, it felt like she had never been this sad before. Even when her papa slapped her back then she wasn't this sad. He has to behave again with Hendri. All this time he had been patient enough, but still not considered. It wasn't just once Hendri was being rude to him. It felt like he was unable and wanted to give up but again the face of the mother who gave birth to him was present in the shadows of his mind.

"Now I have to do the same for my mom. No more tears could fill my face. This time my mom had to part. Take it easy ma, I'll hold on. Raisha is strong like mom."

Raisha chose to sleep, she rolled out a mat on the floor covered in a thick blanket. Since marriage, this is where she has shed her tired body. As if he had gotten used to it, there was no sense of obstruction anymore. Covering his body that was getting thinner, he tried to close his eyes until drowsiness reached him. All this time he sleeps in a state of crying and wakes up with the hope that tomorrow all the sadness at night will disappear with the emergence of the sun.

Hendri dissolved in his daydream, his feelings suddenly unpleasant. Because of that cooking she missed her mother so much. He wanted to forget all the bitterness he had experienced in the past. What a shame his fate, even once he could not eat chicken. Rarely can he eat like this. Just a moment of lebaran alone he can eat well. His life is very different than it is now. Sometimes he cites leftover food in the stalls, food scraps thrown away by the stall owners. If he wants to eat chicken, he can only eat his bones. Sometimes you only get stale rice. He even had to steal when he was hungry. That day he met Haris. Until now he has not been able to forget the humiliation that Haris has done to him.

"I swear, I'll make you feel the same way. Insulted and reviled by people you'll scavenge for leftovers like I did before even if I had to I'd have you steal your food."

Hendri has been determined not to be soft on Raisha as part of the Haris family.

"Everyone who deals with Haris will make me suffer. So they know what it's like to be a poor man who's hungry and has nothing to eat. Until you and your family beg to be pitied by me."