Rannie
He's not you

Every day that passes is a gift. When you make it through today then you're the winner.

I miss everything. What I have felt and experienced, whether it is only in the dream world or really happened. I really appreciate it and I miss everyone I met at the time.

Ranni scribbled the book in front of her while thinking of something. A year had passed since the incident but every second of it still held memories and was buried in his memories. Even though he had continued to try hard to forget that day with all the memories that came with it but it was all in vain.

How could this story be just a nightmare?

There is no logic that can explain such a very real event or there is a science that can predict it. All of this is so impossible and absurd. Ranni may be the only person who believes that the thing she experienced was real.

"Riss!" someone suddenly came and surprised him.

"Yes?" he was shocked and looked directly at the woman.

"I'm the same Arsal will be enlisting in the organization we told you about yesterday, you really don't want to come?" he dudk beside Ranni and tried to persuade her.

"I'm not interested in organizing Ell" she replied lazily.

"Ran, I'm the same Arsal sometimes confused with you. Ever since you woke up from the coma, not only have your memories been lost but your spirit has also disappeared. You become often daydreaming, quiet, and tend to stay away from the crowd. You know the three of us have been friends for a long time. If something is bothering you, you should tell us the same story. I'll listen to everything" she smiled and embraced Ranni.

"If I could remember everything I ever did with you. It would be nice" he smiled bitterly.

"You haven't remembered anything yet?" he asked and looked at her.

Ranni simply shook her head with a disappointed expression.

"A year has passed but your memory hasn't returned yet, your personality has changed dramatically. Are you sure no one has a problem with your brain?" he touched the tip of his finger on Ranni's forehead trying to comfort her.

Ranni was stunned and speechless. He suddenly remembered Afgar who often did that to him when he was daydreaming.

Afgar I miss you....

"Ran's? You cry? Did I offend you? Sorry dad!!" he looked at Ranni then raised both his hands apologizing.

"I'm fine" she wiped her tears and smiled.

"You're talking about it again?" Arsal came and put a cup of coffee on Elli's cheek.

"Aaaaaa, hot tau...!!" he stared hard at Arsal.

Arsal averted his gaze and looked towards Ranni with a worried look.

"Nih.." she gave Ranni a glass of coffee.

"Thanks" he smiled.

"Do you know how much time I spend in front of a mirror dressing up like this? Asdar...!!!" he screamed and hit his shoulder.

"Aaaaaa, you're still pretty" she tried to avoid Elli's blow.

"But the powder is out of balance" he kept trying to hit Asdar who was hiding beside Ranni with his small mirror.

Ranni laughed at their silly behavior.

Asdar looked at Ranni silently and sighed deeply then laughed with them.

"Ell already, the lecturer has entered" Ranni stopped him and pointed to the front of the class.

For a moment the room was silent. They all listened to the presentation from the lecturer.

You may be wondering who Asdar and Elli are.

They are good friends of Ranni since she sat on the Junior High. They were very kind to Ranny. In this world Ranni has many people who support and love him wholeheartedly, this kind of life she has wanted so much for a long time. Having complete and loving parents, having good friends, and also a normal life.

But why does Ranni keep getting upset?

Perhaps he was still unfamiliar with such a life...

Ranni on this world seems very happy.

I'll assume it's a beautiful dream and want to adventure back into that dream world.

"I'm first, huh?" Arsal looked towards them.

"Where are you going?" ask Elli.

"I have another class today" she looked at her watch.

"Aren't you going to sign up for the organization?" he pulled Arsal's hand away.

"I've listed" he smiled ignorantly and let go of Elli's hand.

"ARSALS...!!!" he shouted at her with an angry expression.

Arsal smiled happily and raised his hand as if begging for mercy then ran away from them.

"Hahahahha, have you always been like this?" Ranni closed her mouth and spoke while laughing.

"He's always like this Ran.., he's the only creature that can't calm me down" he stared intently at the running Arsal.

Ranni just smiled listening to Elli as she tidied up her books and put them in her bag.

"You're empty after this?" Elli asks him.

Ranni nodded slowly.

"Ranni...., you really don't want to register in that organization?" he persuaded Ranni with an adorable look like a puppy who was begging for something.

Ranni shook her head slowly.

"Are you serious?" she looked at Ranni with an innocent expression while raising her pretty eyes

"I won't be persuaded by Ell" she stroked her stye cheeks.

"This time? Ummmmmm, please...!!" he kept trying to persuade Ranni by relying on her sweet gaze.

"No....!!" Ranni continued to shake her head and tried not to look at her.

"Ranniii.." she tickled him.

"Ran.., the people who joined the organization were all cool" he looked at Ranni.

"Ell, I can't. I'm not interested in music at all" she stared back at him.

"Then accompany me to sign up, who knows you suddenly feel interested" she continued to put on an adorable expression.

"All right, but it's just the tin, isn't it?" he asked patiently.

"Ummmm..," she nodded happily.

"Hurry up, grown-up Ell, your expression is so seductive" she smiled and ruffled Elli's hair.

"Thank you Ran, my love" she hugged Ranni tightly.

"Ell, let everyone look at us strangely" she tried to let go of Elli's hand that held her tightly.

"Smuch stupid" she laughed and continued to hug him.

"Do you know that homosexuals are now the warmest substance to talk about?" Ranni tried to persuade him to let go of her embrace.

"Hahahaha, then I let them think of us that way. You're my wife I love the most" she put her mouth to kiss Ranni.

"Ihhhh.., you're okay." he put his hand on Ellis' mouth and broke away and ran away from her.

"Ranni...., my dear...., you betrayed me? Don't leave me!" he shouted and ran after Ranni.

Everyone who saw them shook their heads.

"Elli the prima donna, she loves to make a mess" someone muttered and continued to observe them.

He was watching their behavior silently.

This is probably the normal world that everyone tells us about. There are no long tales, no tragic stories, and no regretful days.

But...

How's the world doing?

How are they doing now?

Is the sun already up there?

"Hi.., introduce my name Ellis Pertiwi. I am an active student of the medical school class of 2021. I want to get into this organization" Ellis introduced herself in front of the organization's board with a slight nervousness.

"What musical instruments can you play?" ask an organization manager.

"I can play a guitar but still not smoothly" he swallowed his saliva while bowed.

"Do medical students have a lot of free time..? You're the only medical student who signed up for this organization" she gave him a registration form and smiled.

"What?" he asked with a surprised expression.

"Hmmmm?" the manager was confused and looked at him.

"But my friend said he signed up for this organization. He's one of the medical students" Elli stared back at him.

"It looks like you're being lied to because you're the only medical student in this organization" she smiled and blinked one of her eyes.

Elli scrunched her mouth in disgust then she quickly took the form from the hand of the caretaker and directly exited the room.

"ARSALL....!!!!" he shouted in his heart while clenching his hands.

He scratched his head while stomping his feet against the floor.

"Don't Ranni just want to wait for me here?" he looked around and looked for Ranni.

The little rabbit may be lost and starving, the frozen world keeps burying life.

Ranni is seen walking down the hallways of the campus following a soothing piano sound.

He peeked into the room and saw the person playing the piano.

"Afgar?" he was very surprised when he saw that figure.

He quickly ran into the room and approached her.

"Afgar? Where have you been all this time?" she asked while trying to hold back her tears.

"Do you know me? I'm sorry I didn't know you" the figure spoke unconcernedly and continued to play the piano in front of him.

"It's me!!!" he pulled the man's hand to stop playing and looked at him.

The figure then stood up and pulled his hand violently and stepped about to leave the room.

"Afgar...!!" he screamed to stop it.

Afgar turned around and approached him with a flat expression.

"Sorry, my name is not Afgar. Is there no other way to tease me? I've seen people like you come to me and pretend to know me. You think I'll be fooled? You shameless girl!!" he spoke with a cold expression then stepped out of the room.

Ranni was silent and glued to see it. The person he had just seen was not Afgar.

The world is so horrible and cruel. I asked and begged to immediately erase all my memories of the dream.

This life is so much fun but please don't meet me with someone who looks like them.

I'm so tormented....

Everyone didn't believe me when I told them about my dream. They even advised me to see a psychologist. You know it hurts a lot.

I can't solve this puzzle. I'm not a genius.

Allow me to forget all those memories...

Ranni sat down to the floor and hugged her knees.

"I will stop crying for all the events that are associated with that dream or the world. I will definitely forget about it" he got up from sitting and walked slowly away from the room.