Reaching Sky
Unbecoming
"I Love You." repeated it again.
The deg!
Somehow the sky made him feel like he was in the middle of heart gymnastics, with all the words of Heaven that had never crossed Cantika's shadow before.
"Tika, listen! Brother does not need the answer now, you will wait patiently, until you are ready." continued Sky while holding both hands Cantika feels cold.
Kissing both hands gently, Cantika felt the moist and chewy object from the lips of Heaven touch her cold skin.
"Abang, miss you."
Meanwhile Cantika who is still filled with disbelief, just speechless, with a tongue, turning his face in the other direction either have to do what.
Especially when his gaze met the Sky that seemed to hypnotize the whole of him.
"Bang!"
"What." Sky's soft answer.
"Actually what you want, I really do not understand" said Cantika lirih, because he was really confused by the attitude of the Sky at this time.
''What did you say just now was unclear?"
"Bring love to you."
The deg!
Cantika turned her face the other way, if only the expression of love Sky done a long time ago, she would be very happy and immediately embrace him right now, while saying that she also loved him very much.
"Did you forget something?"
"What, tell Brother if_"
"Don't forget, who am I?" Cantika looked back at him, with tears, the discussion this time might make his heart hurt again.
"His brother said I don't deserve my brother, my brother said I'm a girl with no self-esteem, who doesn't shyly beg for love with men."
The deg!
The sky was fixed, with a fast-paced heartbeat, Cantika's words just brought her memories back to six years ago.
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Flashback..
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"Don't you?"
Said Cantika who currently seemed to get a chance to get close to the Sky, because the young man no longer denied his existence, with enthusiasm he always followed wherever the man went.
Either to the futsal place, stadium, basecamp, and other places that often Sky come with Satria, Satya, Haikal, Andre and also Adam.
Today is precisely the birthday of the nineteen-year-old Sky, Cantika deliberately did not tell before if he would come to his house, on the grounds of wanting to surprise the Sky.
By riding his matic motorbike Cantika rushed towards the Sky house carrying a box containing birthday cake.
He was already looking forward to this day, where he would express his feelings once again to Heaven, after being rejected many times by him.
With a flowery heart and full of enthusiasm, Cantika knocked on the door of the house of Heaven, until the man who was very crazy it came out poking behind the brown paint door.
"Happy Birthday Brother" he said with a big smile, directing Cake he brought complete with a candle that lit above him, making the sky look at him with a twitch of wonder.
"Abang blow first, do not forget to make a wish ya." he continued excited, while the sky just obey with a little ogah-ogahan.
"Abang, where are you going? haven't cut the cake yet." Cantika held back the hand of the sky that was about to enter the house.
Seen the Sky clenched both hands, then turned towards Cantika, "Wika, can it not bother me for a day? after all you are not afraid if I do something with you, I am a man you know Tika."
"Dragon, I want to say something."
Not answering, Heaven stepped onto the sofa, then sat himself there, looking at Cantika who was standing before him.
"What did you say?" it sounds so sniffy.
"I_I love my brother,!" he said looking down, twisting his fingers, "I, I know you're tired of hearing it, but I, I really love you, Brother, I love you."
The sky sighed softly, then stood back up towards Cantika.
"When I've said it over and over again, I don't like kids."
"But Tika already big you know bang now, has entered High School, Tika also already got Pms, already not a child anymore."
"But I don't love you."
"Abang No need to love me, brother enough to be my girlfriend, I'm so happy! yes, please! anyway what less than me anyway bang, said my mother is beautiful, sweet, glesin, my friends also say so, most guys at school also say that I'm beautiful." cantika said with full confidence.
Sky admit, Cantika is indeed very beautiful, not only beautiful, but the little girl in front of him is very sweet and adorable, but _
The sky turned his face to another direction, he did not want to lose with the charm of the girl.
"Sorry Tika, but I can't."
"Why bang, tell Tika a strong reason why you refuse Tika bang."
"You sure you want to know why?"
Cantika nodded innocently.
"I don't like spoiled girls like you."
The deg!
Cantika was stunned, but the next second she was still trying to show her smile as if not affected at all by the words of Heaven just now.
"If you don't like it, Tika can change for you, oh yeah, then what else?"
"I also don't like girls who like to chase men, because such girls seem to mura han and have no self-esteem.''
The deg!
His throat was warm, with breath choked, both hands clutching tightly to both sides of the dress he was wearing to vent the feeling that felt stifling chest.
"So_ so according to Abang Tika look mura han?" he asked with a tone of voice that began to tremble, even his two eyes had been nourished by dew, which was ready to glide at any moment.
"Yes." Yeah."
The deg!
Instantly her tears washed her cheeks without stopping her again.
"Look! Emily Cantika Putri, for the last time I emphasize, that I am not interested in a girl like you at all, I would not have a spoiled girlfriend like you, and another who says you are beautiful! not at all, so start now!"
"Sway from me!"
Cantika's body was squeezed with a blank look, looking at Sky's handsome face with a sad look, but the man did not care at all, and turned his face the other way.
"Yes bang, Tika promise never again to bother you, Tika pray brother always happy."
In that instant Cantika ran from the house of Heaven, without caring about anything he left there, including his motorbike, because in his mind at this time he just wanted to get away, running as far away from the face of the Sky.
Flashback.
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