Reaching Sky
Fear

This morning the sky left the meeting room just like that, when he received a call from bi Esih who reported that Cantika lay unconscious, after buying vegetables that used to roam in front of his house.

He did not care about the screams of the employees, who were astonished by his hasty departure and did not have time to say goodbye to them.

"Where is Cantika bi?" sky said, as soon as he reached his house with a sigh.

"Dikamar mas, accompanied by Mbak Sita." replied bi Esih, who was carrying a tray to the kitchen.

"Oh, okay bi." he immediately ran towards his room.

"Dad?" he said with a breath that sounded very heavy, approaching Cantika who looked very pale leaning on the bed board.

"You why the hell deck, make your brother afraid." he dropped his body beside Cantika, took a lot of breath, then turned to his brother, who was tidying up the medicine that Cantika had just taken.

"The doctor said this is normal, for pregnant women in the first trimester" said Sita, Sky just nodded with a breath that is still boring, until in the next minute he realized something.

"What did Sita say? tri-trimester pregnant?"

"Seriously speaking? which you_" he turned to look at his wife who was just silent with her pale face.

While Sita chose to get out of the room, let the couple discuss about her future niece.

"Darling, are you really pregnant?" tanya Sky who could not hide her happy feelings, in contrast to Cantika whose two eyes looked teary.

"I-I'm not ready to be a mother bang." she said softly, along with her tears falling down her two white cheeks.

The deg!

The smile of Heaven instantly faded away, he lowered his head in lethargy, feeling a feeling of tightness that suddenly filled his chest.

Whahuh? so, only he wanted his presence, the Inner Sky, which instantly re-created the immense fear in his heart, fearing that Cantika's love was not as great as his love, especially when they decided to get married until now not once did Cantika say that she loved him.

"Dad?" the sky with a trembling voice.

"Better brother out, I want to be alone."

The deg!

"Get out I said!" his jolt was quite loud, making Sky forced to relented, and decided to get out of the room.

"Why? what looks like a happy person like this anyway, instead of you saying you want to immediately have a Lang momongan?" said Sita who saw the sister leaning on the door leaf with the body sitting limp.

"Kalian_"

"It turns out he did not want his presence sis." as the sky then sobbed, covering his face with both palms.

"Cantika's not ready to get pregnant yet."

"So that's why you became like this."

Plaakk!

"Aww brother." protested Sky when he felt the pain on his shoulder due to a blow from the brother who was quite hard.

"Cowok is weak, you crybaby! wear a cry all over again, wonder brother same you Lang, it feels like brother does not recognize the soul to your man, lost where try?"

"When the time brother has problems with ex-husband brother, you know Lang who completed it from start to finish, then your turn has its own problems what, what, even like SD children who lack pocket money know not anyway."

"Kak_"

"Maybe Cantika was shocked, understand Lang! because this will be his first experience."

"Try ya later brother talk well with him, brother sure there must be a reason, why he spoke so."

"You wait here."

"Dek, Tika is Sita's sister" said Sita who now tried to knock on the door of the room in front of him several times and hoped if Cantika would talk to him.

"Sir." sahutan lirih from within.

"Kok even so looks sad this way anyway, should be happy dong will soon want to be the mother of the deck." Sita sat on the side of the bed right beside Cantika, tidying up some strands of Cantika's hair that dangled about her face.

"But brother's story, what's weighing you down?"

"Sister, I_I'm afraid I can't be a good mother to my baby sis." she replied with a puffy face.

"Decare brother, it's just your fear, I'm sure, someday you will be a loving mother to your child."

"You don't want him in your midst, as proof of your love, you know, the deck, the sky is expecting his presence, long before he marries you."

The deg!

Cantika looked at her brother-in-law, to find the truth through the look in her eyes.

"Yes, he really wants it, you know deck not all women are as lucky as you, for example this sister, for three years married sister has not even been given the confidence to have it."

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