Receiving Love of a Handsome Transvestite
Accepting the Whole

Rian was very surprised, and worried about what happened to Alya. He did not expect, if it turns out the word divorce, very deep for Alya.

“Sorry, sorry I. Sorry,” muttered Rian, while continuing to hug Alya tightly.

Rian felt very guilty, because he had said the thing that became the toughest trauma for Alya.

Alya's tears continued to flood her cheeks, with her voice already very different from usual.

Rian kept hugging Alya, letting Alya spill all her anger and pain, because of her trauma.

Nothing could make Alya like this, other than the trauma she had.

Half an hour passed, Alya already looked calmer now. Whether it was tired, or it was done getting angry, Alya was no longer crying.

Seeing Alya's calmer condition, Rian stretched his arms, and wiped away Alya's tears, which flooded the area around his face.

“Have it cried? Already angry?” rian asked, Alya ignored him.

Rian let out a long sigh, “I'm sorry, because I always make you sprain. I'm sorry, because I can't be what you want. I'm sorry, because I made your heart hurt too much,” muttered Rian, who tried to apologize sincerely to Alya.

Alya ignored, because her voice had also begun to run out. He could only bow, listening to Rian speak.

“Al ... horrified me, I will not be willing to do anything for others, except for the person I love,” said Rian, making Alya look at him.

“So, I'm the one you love?” alya asked, Rian nodded at hearing that.

“Gue don't want to lose you. I don't want to lose it a second time. Like you, I also had a deep trauma. I can't take care of the man I love until he loses his life. This time, I'm not gonna let it all happen the same. As much as possible, I will take care of lo,” said Rian, suddenly making Alya belittle in shock to hear it.

Indeed, Rian had saved him from the tragedy of the ring at that time. Alya also felt very indebted to Rian, and he was also very happy to be with Rian all this time.

Their togetherness makes Alya understand, that it would be very painful if we lost the person who is with us at all times.

Alya does not want to lose Rian, as well as Rian who does not want to lose Alya.

“What do you love me too? Lo jealous, wiggly I did that same Rachel?” rian asked, Alya shook her head.

“Gak know,” Alya replied with origin.

“What lo kelas, angry not clear because of the bad events squirm?” rian asked, Alya gave a small nod hearing that.

His eyes looked sharply at Alya, “That's a sign of jealousy. The same with me, who does not want to deket the same Morgan. I'm not happy to see you same Morgan street together, laughing together. I am also jealous of lo,”, he said, making Alya surprised to hear it.

Alya did not expect, if his bad feelings were a jealousy towards Rian.

‘Gue is jealous of Rian? Am I really in love with him?’ inner Alya, who until now did not understand her feelings.

“Al, we are angry with each other unclear. We are actually jealous of each other, but we do not understand the meaning of this feeling,” said Rian, trying to explain to Alya, about their feelings.

Alya let out a long sigh, as she felt very confused by what Rian said.

“Gue did not understand at all, what you said,” said Alya, trying to strengthen himself to talk to him like that.

I don't know what's on Alya's mind, he can't digest Rian's words at all.

“Lo don't know what I said, Al?” rian asked, giggling confusedly hearing Alya's words like that.

Alya shook her head, making Rian anxious to see her.

“Gue love you, and lo it must also love me. We are equally confused, and equally do not understand, the concept of affection!” rian said, Alya belittled and still denied Rian's words.

“Gue does not love lo!” refute Alya, who was still embarrassed to hear that remark.

They had both expressed their feelings, but Alya still denied all that.

That made Rian feel uneasy with Alya.

Quickly, Rian brought his face closer towards Alya, then kissed Alya's lips with a very deep feeling and heart.

Surprised to see what Rian was doing, Alya just silently stared, while glaring at the confusion with what was happening with them.

This feeling was so deep, that it made Alya feel very comfortable getting this friendly kiss from Rian.

Alya's heartbeats immediately sounded very clear, when they were still just uniting their hearts and feelings, through their first kiss.

Unexpectedly, the enormity of the feeling that Alya felt, was wide open because of the slight touch that Rian had given him.

Unlike Morgan's kiss on her, this afternoon. He did not feel the same feeling at all, with the feeling he felt with Rian at the moment.

From here, Alya could already feel, if he really fell in love with Rian.

They both let go of the warm kiss, then looked at each other, with equally timid views.

“Al, I love you. Why aren't we both happy? We are also married, although it is still not recorded in the country,” said Rian, suddenly making Alya beliciously shocked to hear it.

Just this time, he was touched like this by Rian's speech.

Alya smiled sumringah, “I really don't understand this feeling. But I also can't live without you. I also want to give you, kok!” he said, immediately made Rian look happy to hear it.

“Lo receive me?” rian asked to confirm back, what Alya said.

Alya gave a small nod, making Rian deliciously happy to see her.

“Yes!”

Rian did the celebration, because it turns out his feelings do not clap one hand anymore.

Alya accepted it, making Rian feel very happy and happy.

They hugged each other, because they felt that nothing could hinder their feelings anymore.

“Finally, this feeling is reciprocated. At first I also did not know that this is love, but because you ngusir me at that time, and lo deket same Morgan, I feel very jealous!” said Rian, who already did not want to hold back his feelings anymore.

Alya felt very comfortable, being in Rian's arms. He didn't listen to what Rian told him.

“Al?” call Rian, make Alya aware of the situation.

Alya looked towards Rian, still tightly hugging Rian.

“Why?” alya asked confusedly, Rian smiled as he looked towards her.

“Lo not horrified that I said earlier?” rian asked, Alya grinned as she shook her head.

“What did you say?” ask Alya back, Rian shook his head and just looked at her with a deep gaze.

Rian again kissed Alya's lips, trying to express all his feelings through the soft touch he had.

Alya could not resist at all, and instead enjoyed every touch that Rian gave her.

Rian let go of his kiss, and looked inwards towards Alya.

“Gue said earlier, I love you,” he said, making Alya pounding again to hear it.

This feeling was more powerful he felt, because he was increasingly convinced by his feelings for Rian.

They both smiled, and hugged each other again.

Rian's feelings towards Alya, were already deep. With just a touch like this alone, he already felt very confident in his feelings.

Rian has chosen Alya, and Alya has realized her feelings for Rian.

They are both getting drunk on romance right now.

I don't know what made Alya fall in love with Rian. However, one thing he knew, he could not live without Rian at all.

So happy and happy Rian, he immediately kissed Alya's lips again. They vent all the feelings they have, to a much more advanced stage.

They both forget, and get drunk. Every touch Alya received, made her want more and more.

Rian carried Alya, without letting go of her kiss. He walked towards Alya's room, and threw Alya onto her bed.

They momentarily stared at each other, with doubt clearly visible from Alya's eyes.

“Gue is still not ready to have a baby,” said Alya doubtfully, because he still has to pursue everything he aspires to.

Rian let out a long sigh, “This will not make you pregnant,” she said, trying to convince Alya about this.

Alya tried to be confident in Rian's words, because he also wanted this very much. Moreover, they are also legal to be husband and wife.

This is the first time, they did it. There is still a lot of awkwardness and confusion, which hit them.

However, their instincts made them understand, what they would do next.

It was a beautiful night, with activities that drained sweat.

Because of the pleasure they have just felt, they become reluctant to stop it, and do it again and again.

There was no doubt in Alya's heart. He has chosen Rian, who is better than Dion. Even at this moment, it felt like he could no longer resist whatever Rian wanted.

The long night they passed, until now they lay down and embrace each other, still with a state of not wearing a single cloth.

Long blankets covered their bodies, who were still sweating so tired of doing things that aroused their lust.

Rian stroked Alya's face, with Alya still hugging Rian tightly. Sometimes Rian kissed Alya's forehead and head, because Alya had allowed himself to feel the heaven of the world.

“Thank you,” whispered Rian right in Alya's right ear.

Alya who was tired, could only nod, with her eyes closed.

They can already accept each other. The next question, they will face it together.