Receiving Love of a Handsome Transvestite
Gravel of Life

There was the sound of Alya's stomach being quite loud, making them chuckle at hearing it.

“Hungry, yes?” asked Rian gently.

This was the first time, Rian spoke this softly with her.

Alya's face reddened, so shy he heard Rian's question. As a result, he simply nodded while holding back his embarrassment in front of Rian.

“Gue cooked this. We eat, yuk!” take Rian, make Alya look at him while giving a small nod.

Confused by their situation like this, they looked at each other.

“How do we get out? We don't wear anything,” asked Alya, who felt very ashamed of Rian.

Rian grinned, “We ‘kan already ngelakuin it, what else is shy?” tanyanya, suddenly made Alya upset to hear it.

“Yes to be ashamed, lah!” alya snapped, Rian could only grin at hearing that.

“Yes already, I took your clothes,” said Rian, while extending his hand towards the table next to his bed.

Because it was too difficult to reach the shirt, Rian shifted his body which was still wrapped in a blanket. He is also still reluctant to show what is on him, because honestly he is still embarrassed.

His hand was still trying to reach, but he instead nudged Alya's bag, which was not far from his shirt.

The bag fell, so all the contents fell apart and fell down.

“Yeah, fell ...,” muttered Rian, looking down at the floor.

His eyes glared, shocked by what he saw before him.

Alya was angry that her belongings had to fall to the floor. He was also angry, because his cellphone was also slammed onto the floor.

“Ih, lo be careful, cake! That's my stuff falling, huh! My phone is also down!” snapped Alya, but immediately stopped because he saw Rian whose expression was completely different from before.

His face looks red, so bad Rian saw a piece of photo that hurt his heart.

Alya gave a sigh, because she was only aware of what Rian saw. He didn't understand, why when Morgan kissed him earlier, it was taken by the camera in the photobox.

Alya looked in shock at Rian, “Yan .. This is not like the lo-” one

“Close your eyes, Al!” rian snapped, which slashed Alya's speech.

Alya felt extremely shocked, frightened by Rian's expression like that.

Having no choice, Alya closed her eyes. Rian immediately stepped out of the blanket, then immediately picked up a small towel for him to wrap around his waist.

His feelings had completely exploded. Rian felt very upset, and could not control himself.

“Argh!!” shouted Rian, who punched the wall with his firmness.

Hearing the voice, Alya felt very afraid, because it turned out that he had made Rian angry like that.

Alya opened her eyes, and found Rian banging on the wall in front of her.

“Rian!” cry Alya, with tears that have flooded her face.

Alya stepped towards her front, then grabbed a small towel and wrapped it around her body. He immediately scattered towards Rian, and hugged him very tightly.

“Wait, I'm still not finished!” prune Rian, while still hitting the wall again.

His delicate hand, turned into a hand covered in blood. Lots of scars, and also blisters there.

He was very upset, because it turned out Alya had done that with Morgan, before doing it with him.

Alya looked at her confusedly mixed in fear, she felt she could do nothing more, because it was indeed her fault.

If he feels content to hurt himself, Rian stops what he is doing. He was very upset, but he had already spilled on the wall.

The rest, still he pendam partly, because he does not want to forget it just like that. However, he also could not be rude anymore to Alya, because he did not want to see Alya cry like that anymore.

Rian attempted to detach himself from Alya, and looked sharply at Alya.

“Al, already know what?” rian asked, Alya nodded with a very heavy roar of tears.

Rian let out a long sigh, “Gue has never done that to Rachel. Why would you do that to Morgan? Even before the same me,” he said, made Alya look at him with sadness.

“Sorry, Yan. Not me. I didn't mean to do that. It was ... it was accidentally photographed, and Morgan did that. I did not admit it at all,” said Alya, trying to defend himself.

Rian let out a long breath. His mind was very confused, because his hatred of Morgan had increasingly peaked because he saw the photo.

“Udah night, Al. Let's just take a break. Where to tomorrow? Let me drop off,” said Rian, who is still trying to be patient with Alya like that.

Alya felt very guilty, because instead of wanting revenge, it turned out that he even hurt Rian.

They just want to start a friendly life, but they already have a fairly heavy conflict at the beginning of their relationship.

“But how is this problem, Yan? I do not want to make you hurt and misunderstand,” said Alya, making Rian feel a little furious to hear it.

“In this way, you have succeeded in making me hurt, Al.” Rian looked at her sternly, making Alya like a fright when he saw such an expression of Rian before him.

Not wanting to frighten Alya, Rian immediately turned his body towards the door.

“It's been night, Al. Rest, yes. I've cooked the food, if you're laper. Eat everything, I don't eat,” said Rian flatly.

Rian stepped out of the room, with Alya who could only look at him softly, while still crying.

‘Why is everything like this? Why when we have received each other, there are problems that make us so tenuous again?’ inner Alya, who felt very worried about their relationship going forward.

Just stepping a few steps forward, there were only obstacles that made their steps have to be stopped temporarily.

This is what is called life. There must be salt acid that they have to swallow, so that makes them a better person.

If they can get through it, eating them will feel the joy of love in the next step.

It is precisely this kind of thing, which keeps their relationship lasting and also romantic. Small problems like this, make them aware of mistakes that should not be repeated again.

Feeling that she could no longer think, Alya immediately stepped into her bathroom. He let his entire body be exposed to running water, making him feel calm.

His guilt towards Rian, indeed could not be muted just like that. At least this time, they should have their own time, to receive each other back.

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