Receiving Love of a Handsome Transvestite
Guilt

Alya was very sad. His sadness made him feel an unstoppable hunger.

Already since yesterday he has not been filled with food, so not his mood he. Coupled with activities that drain the energy earlier, making it even more hungry.

His feet were placed outside his room. He turned to look at Rian's room, which was already sealed shut.

Alya let out a long sigh, as he had already made quite a big mistake for Rian.

Alya couldn't deny that.

Feeling very hungry, Alya immediately stepped towards the dining table.

There, fried noodles are available that already look less tempting. However, because Alya was very hungry, he was forced to sit in front of the food made by Rian, and slowly devoured the food.

‘I'm sorry, Yan. I also do not know, why Morgan ngelakuin it the same me, his inner’, who keep chewing food made by Rian.

His eyes were accidentally fixed on a letter, which was in front of him. He looked on with a turbulent curiosity. He grabbed it, and immediately read it very carefully.

Looks like very bad writing. Nothing else and nothing, it's Rian's writing.

How surprised Alya was, because Rian could write like this.

“Rian nulis? Said he couldn't read?” murmured Alya, wondering to herself.

Out of curiosity, Alya read the letter she held. Although it is illegible, at least he can understand the irregular form of writing.

“I'm sorry, Alya.”

That's the only word on the letter. He felt more guilty, because he missed a moment like this.

“Rian has tried to apologize to me, masakin me, learning to write maybe, but he squirms I went home with Morgan,” muttered Alya, who felt very guilty with Rian.

In addition, Rian also saw a picture of him along with Morgan, which he should not have seen.

It made Rian's heart so broken.

Alya squeezes her own hair, as she feels very guilty with Rian. It made him upset, so bad he had lost the opportunity to start a harmonious relationship with Rian.

“Gue already thought she was the same Rachel, while I admit it was the same Morgan. I'm why, anyway?!” alya, to herself.

This is all he can do. He can only curse himself for what he did.

Alya's tears continued to fall, making her unable to do anything more at this moment.

“I'm sorry, Yan.”

Because it was no longer in the mood, Alya did not eat the food that Rian made for her. It was already unable to be swallowed, due to the guilt he felt towards Rian.

They need time, to both reorganize their feelings.

***

The morning sun teased Alya's sleep, making her forcefully open her eyes.

He looked around, looking at the room that felt very empty.

Empty, empty. There's no one here.

This is not his room, but the living room. Alya fell asleep in the living room, crying all night for her mistake.

However, he found his complete self covered with a thick blanket.

Who did it? Who else, if not Rian.

Although Rian was angry at Alya, but Rian did not ignore him at all. He still cares about Alya, because after all, Alya and himself have both expressed their feelings, each other.

His gaze was fixed on Rian who was struggling with cooking utensils. He looked at her fixedly, with residual sadness and guilt still lingering in his heart.

Alya got up, sat down on the sofa while looking towards Rian.

Seeing Alya who had woken up from her sleep, Rian looked at her flatly.

“Why is food not eaten last night?” asked Rian, who was a little cold with Alya.

Alya sighed in length, “Sorry.”

That was all Alya could tell Rian.

Rian could also only look at her, then immediately continue cooking the food for their breakfast.

Despite being angry though, Rian still cared about Alya. Unlike Alya, who really did not care about Rian in the slightest.

His selfishness was very high, making him able to easily be indifferent to Rian.

“Mandi first, or at least wash your face and brush your teeth. After that meal,” told Rian, Alya felt that what he ordered was indeed true.

Alya stepped towards her room, and immediately rinsed her body.

After rinsing her body, Alya immediately put on the comfortable clothes she was wearing. Today, is their training schedule at their karate club.

Alya stepped towards the kitchen room, and sat down next to Rian who was already prepared there.

“Have finished shower?” rian asked, Alya gave a small nod hearing that. “Where are you going today?” ask Rian again.

Alya felt very hesitant to say it, but he had to say it truthfully.

“Ke club,” Alya replied doubtfully, making Rian's expression become more bete just heard it.

“Meet Morgan again?” tanya, Alya looked at her with fear mixed with guilt.

One mistake made Alya feel guilty. He could not deny it, because he did make that mistake.

“Not, for practice,” denied Alya was flat, Rian looked at her deeply.

“If only for practice, can you promise not to interact with Morgan, more than the limit?” rian asked, trying to consider this.

In any case, Rian did not want to restrict Alya from doing his activities. It's just, he asks that Alya keep the boundary, between himself and Morgan.

Alya gave a small nod, “Ya, I will not interact with him, more than a limitation,” he replied in response, making Rian sigh with length.

“Yes already, I take you there. I also want to really practice, so that I can be what you want,” said Rian, making Alya a small nod to hear it.

Rian took the food he cooked. This time, it was not the fried noodles of the menu, but the fried rice.

Either Rian learned from nowhere, but he was already very adept at doing all this.

Alya looked towards Rian in confusion, “Lo ... learn from where?” tanyakanya.

“What?”

“Taste this,” Alya replied.

“Oh, accidentally saw the cooking on TV yesterday. I pay attention, and finally can,” said Rian, making Alya smile thinly to hear it.

“Keep, last night mail at the dinner table, learn from where?” asked Alya again, who felt very curious about her.

“Today I watched a children's TV channel. Coincidentally there was a learning letter, and I immediately noted on the paper,” he replied again, making Alya nod small to hear it.

Such was Rian's struggle to win Alya's heart back. Plus, he had to apologize to Alya for the misunderstanding between them, which made him feel guilty with Alya.