REINCARNATION GODDESS OF MEDICINE
145. Pain
Chang Rui felt perplexed by Nangong Li's extremely cheerful reaction, not looking like an ordinary person.
"Why are you so happy with this kind of trivia ?" Chang Rui asked casually.
"Because I don't have many friends or rather my friend there are only two, if we call each other names then we will become friends. " Say Nangong Li said with a simple but reasonable reason.
The two became closer to this conversation, Chang Rui also felt that this Nangong Li was a simple and honest person.
"It is not easy to become one of the members of the Empire, the amount of profit is not worth the danger. "Reply Chang Rui with a sigh.
This word was not given by him to Nangong Li but to Yu Cheng Qing who did not survive in this battlefield.
The Empire was a battlefield in itself, whoever the victor would be able to become a ruler.
Both women and men, as long as it can be a winner then it will be a Sovereign.
"You're right, it's not easy to live in the Empire. If it can be reborn then I want to become an ordinary person, not wanting to become a member of the Empire anymore. " Lirih Nangong Li's.
Chang Rui stopped his steps and raised his head to look at Nangong Li's devious gaze.
"Sometimes, although it is difficult to still have hidden blessings, as long as you live your life with gratitude then you will be fine. " Chang Rui replied gently.
"True, with gratitude....... " Nangong Li repeated the words Chang Rui said in a very slow voice.
"Since at this moment we meet unexpectedly and become friends with each other, then what do you want to do if you don't become a Member of the Empire ?" Ask Chang Rui.
"I want to become a Bachelor and become a low-class official who lives a comfortable life without having to come to the court of the Palace every morning and just write every verse well, I looked at my wife when I woke up and hugged her when I was going to sleep. " Said Nangong Li looking at Chang Rui right in the eyes.
The two stared at each other, Chang Rui feeling clouded by Nangong Li's pitch-black gaze.
"If only, if it could be reborn, then I would stay away from the sword as far as possible. " Nangong Li continued with a faint smile then walked over first.
Chang Rui fell silent and digested Nangong Li's words, these words were strange, again a strange sentence that awakened something within him.
Nangong Li could not even raise his sword, why did he have to distance himself from the sword that was actually never close to him.
Chang Rui never knew that Nangong Li was the King of Hell on the battlefield. No one lives under the swing of his sword.
It was said that he was cruel and heartless, so cold-blooded and savage. But, only Nangong Li himself knew in his heart that he was sorry.
Ever since his hand was stained with blood, it would never be able to be cleaned again, it would never disappear.
There's no turning back for him.......
Tens of thousands of souls on the battlefield shouted and wailed furiously, expecting his death.
Nangong Li would fall into a nightmare every night where he would wake up suffocating.
Remembering everyone he had faced, including Chang Rui who killed himself right in front of him and he watched without action.
His mother, did not send him to the Battlefield to make him score achievements but rather expected him to die on the battlefield.
Back in a half-dead state, at the age of 15 years where people will get married and write beautiful poems and get praise from people.
He, Nangong Li, was sent into the arid desert for an entire year and came back covered in blood, lying for an entire month in bed without any of his family visiting.
There was only Long Yu and Zhang Yue who continued to visit him and take good care of him, it was difficult for Nangong Li to be able to forget this.
The pain still lingered within him, especially when returning only to see that Nangong Xi was living a peaceful and prosperous life.
His rebellious grudges and madness, make him go back to the battlefield and carve his great name with the blood of the enemy.
He returned in great glory, all the gold and praise was given to him, but all his hard work was snatched away by Nangong Xi in such a despicable manner.
Nangong Li would never forget the grudges between them, Nangong Li would look for Nangong Xi personally after all this was done.
Chang Rui looked at Nangong Li's back who was getting further away with a complicated gaze, unable to understand why Nangong Li's feelings could change so quickly.
"I hope that we will meet again in the future. " Chang Rui said as she looked at Nangong Li's back.
It was raining heavily and Chang Rui stood right on the spot and sat on the ground holding his head.
His head ached like it was about to rupture, the thousands of memories that existed made Chang Rui feel that his head was about to explode.
Chang Rui could not tolerate this, normally he had an extremely high tolerance ability to endure pain.
But, this time it was truly unbearable, this excruciating pain was something that shocked him greatly.
"If I could turn back time, I would like a simple life. " Chang Rui said with a dizzy head before finally lying on the ground in a fainting state.
Nangong Li who had already walked first with his deep heartache did not realize that he had left Chang Rui alone due to being too busy with his own thoughts.
"Chang Rui ? Where is Chang Rui ?" Nangong Li asked in surprise because Chang Rui had suddenly disappeared in an instant.
"Chang Rui ! Chang Rui ! " Shouted Nangong Li.
"Idiot ! You left him alone behind. " Shouted Long Yu from behind him.
"really ?" Nangong Li asked in surprise and ran towards where he had come earlier, then was surprised to find Chang Rui in a fainting state.
Nangong Li knelt beside Chang Rui and held Chang Rui with a heart.
"I'm sorry, I was so busy myself that I forgot that I was walking along with you. " Bisik Nangong Li despite knowing that Chang Rui could not hear the word he said.
Nangong Li felt regretful that he was so careless this time, let alone when he saw Chang Rui's trembling lips.
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