
Shalunna heard a voice behind her, thinking it was the waiter carrying the food, but she did not turn around to see who had entered her room. He just said lightly, “Put it there first. I'll eat it later.”
Seeing the woman's state Kaif frowned. “You've been eating alone in your room lately? Are you afraid to see me?” ask Kaif.
Shalunna was surprised to hear a familiar man's voice and she looked back to see, and it turned out to be Kaif. He instantly became more and more frightened and immediately took a step back, looking at him warily.
“I've... I have gastroenteritis and I don't feel well. I fear I will disturb everyone when I eat with you guys.” Shalunna said slightly stuttered.
Shalunna subconsciously placed her hand on her stomach and exerted a little energy. She would never tell Kaif that she had a child in her womb, or this man would torture her even more cruelly.
"Gastroenteritis?" kaif asked looking at the face of Shalunna who was clearly much thinner.The woman looked so thin now that she looked as if she could be blown away by a single gust of wind.
"Because you're not feeling well, I'm going to call the doctor so that no one thinks that pratama has abandoned you" Kaif said, taking her phone from her pocket.
Kaif who was about to call the Pratama family doctor, Shalunna was surprised by Kaif's actions and she immediately got up from her place stepping closer to Kaif.
“No need Kaif, I've gone to the doctor. He said nothing serious. And the Doctor suggested I just need to take the medicine on time.” Shalunna said
In his current condition, if he checked himself into a doctor... Kaif will know that she is pregnant.
Shalunna could hardly imagine what would happen if Kaif found out about her true state.
"Are you sure?" kaif asked to confirm Shalunna's unwilling desire to call the doctor, Kaif looked at her confused face, and felt that something was wrong with her.
"I'm very sure." Shalunna nodded quickly. After a while, the waiter came with the plate. When the maid saw Kaif in Shalunna's room, she lowered her head.
"Young Master." said the waiter.
“Hmmm.!”
Kaif snorted in response. Shalunna looked at the chicken porridge and some light dishes in front of her. It was already a dish that he thought was light and best suited to the nutrition standards mentioned by the doctor.
However, every time he saw the food, he still felt a little nauseous.
"Then I will see you eating your food" Kaif said with no intention of leaving. Instead, he sat down in his chair and looked at her casually.
It was Shalunna who did not know what he meant, so she was nervous. Does Kaif know the secret that Shalunna is hiding.?
He just ate. What does he need to see?
“I'll see if you eat well. Don't go on hunger strike when I can't see you. I don't want to see anyone starving to death in the Pratama.” residence Kaif said flatly.
Hearing Kaif's words, Shalunna was a little awkward, she lowered her head, and began to eat slowly and gracefully.
Kaif looked at Shalunna who was eating. When the woman was eating, she had good eating etiquette, and she looked graceful. Unknowingly, Kaif did not think that she was waiting for him for too long or was bored, but the man faithfully watched her.
In order not to arouse the man's suspicion, Shalunna ate a mouthful at a time in order to avoid vomiting. He thought Kaif would lose her temper and leave because she was tired of watching him eat sluggishly, but Shalunna thought nothing of it, The man just sat there and kept watching him eat.
In the end, he felt a little embarrassed under his supervision. For Shalunna What happened in this man's mind was completely beyond the comprehension of ordinary people.
After eating about half of the plate, Meredith felt her stomach full and was about to pack it, while Kaif looked and said coldly, "Is that all you eat?"
“I can't digest it if I eat too much. The doctor told me about this.” replied Shalunna.
Shalunna quickly said the reason she had raised earlier.
Hearing that, Kaif did not ask any more, she got up and her legs would go. Before he left, however, he said, "For the sake of your recent illness, I'll let you go this time, but don't think this is over."
After saying that, the man left.
Hearing his words Shalunna smiled bitterly. Should he say that Kaif is so inhumane? At least, she did not force him when she was pregnant.
After dinner, Shalunna quickly felt tired, so she went to bed early. Maybe it was due to the influence of pregnant women. He is easily sleepy after eating.
Shalunna chose to sleep for a while and then dream.
In his dream, a handsome and adorable baby appeared, hugging his thigh and sweetly calling him “ibu”. Shalunna hesitated for a moment and was about to lift her up when she suddenly started crying loudly.
"Mom, why don't you want me?"
"Mom, this is so painful!"
The cute baby in front of him turned into a lump of bloody meat, leaving only one mouth open and closed. Shalunna awoke in an instant from fear.
The dream just now was so terrifying that it made his heart almost jump out of his chest. He breathed in some fresh air.
However, the thumping feeling did not go away, but it became increasingly obvious.
He thought it must be because he had just been looking for a lot of info about aborting a fetus.
She just found out that aborting during the first trimester was cruel. A pair of tools that were like steel pliers would enter his body and crush the baby in his womb. Thinking about it made him shudder in fear.
Although it was only an embryo, there was no consciousness.
Shalunna inevitably felt a deep sense of sadness. If this child was not that boy, but Kaif's child, she wouldn't be so determined. Although the moment of aborting would injure his body, he still had to do it.
“Not that mom doesn't want you, but..” Guamam Shalunna didn't finish her sentence.
She did not want to give birth to the son of the man who had taken her honor.
That night Shalunna could not sleep. He was always afraid once he closed his eyes, afraid that the child would appear again in his dreams.
Bebehari then the day that Shalunna would bury the baby arrived.
Shalunna single-handedly walked to the hospital in a daze. The doctor examined him again and frowned. “You're still too weak. Aborting can be very detrimental to you. Does your family really support you.?” ask the doctor to confirm the state of Shalunna.
Shalunna just gritted her teeth.
"Yes." replied Shalunna with a still-undecided feeling.
The doctor shook his head and took him to the operating room. Shalunna lay down on the operating bed, took off her pants, and felt uneasy because half of her body was not wearing clothes, which made her very awkward.
Shalunna looked at the small embryo on the screen and she felt very depressed.
“Open your legs." ask the doctor.
Cold and hard objects entered his body. Sensing that, Shalunna frowned, for her it would probably feel very painful. At this moment, the doctor shook his head. The doctor made sure again and said, “No, in your current situation, there is a high chance of severe bleeding after surgery. Where is your family?”
Shalunna shook her head. “I can sign the notice myself. My family is too busy. They don't have time to come.” said Shalunna chose to keep lying.
“I can't do it without your family here. Hospital can not take responsibility.” The doctor shook his head and helped Shalunna stand up from the operating table.
Knowing the Doctor refused to help her, Shalunna anxiously grabbed the doctor's white dress. She said, “No, I can't have this child. Please, do the operation for me.”
“Sorry, although you may have some difficulties, we cannot perform this kind of dangerous operation without the consent of your family members. Once your uterus has shed a lot of blood and you are in danger, no one can be responsible for it. Stop begging like this. It's free that your request will be rejected."
The doctor refused firmly. Shalunna could only sit down from the operating table and put on her pants. His hand was placed on his lower abdomen and he could not help but clench it.
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