Return From The Immortal World
Chapter 492: Efforts to…
Despite the turbulent emotions within him, Tang Xiu kept his expression calm on the surface. He looked at the serious expression on Han Qingwu's face and nonchalantly said, "Despite whether I am an ordinary person or not, too, it has nothing to do with you either. Han Qingwu, I still remember telling you that you are you and I am me, right? I hope we can keep our distance between the two of us. ”
"But why ?!" Han Qingwu suddenly got up. There was anger on her beautiful face. She did not know why what Tang Xiu said caused pain in her heart.
"It's okay . It's just that I .. I look at you as my teacher. There is a generational gap between us. There are also some precedents. Because we met when I was your student and you were the teacher in my class in the past, which has caused so much gossip and slander. So I don't want us to be too close and misunderstood by others. ”
Staring at Tang Xiu intensely, Han Qingwu loudly said, "I am a woman, yet I am not afraid! You're a man, what are you afraid of, exactly? Anyone who misunderstands, let them misunderstand! Even if we live together without getting married, who cares, anyway? ”
"You…"
Even in her wildest dreams, Tang Xiu had never dreamed that Han Qingwu could talk like that. Seeing his angry expression, he immediately got up and said, "Teacher Han, we're all grown up. We need to see a lot of things through the obvious cleverness here. Even if you don't consider me, I believe that I have the right to speak for myself, don't you? If we get too close, it will affect me and .. and the feelings I have with my boyfriend. You also saw him coming to my place to live here, didn't you? He didn't say anything even though you came here late at night, but I'm pretty sure that he must have been irritated and irritated by it. ”
"You ...your boyfriend?" Han Qingwu muttered as she glanced in disbelief at the corridor where Mu Wanying had just vanished a moment ago.
"Yes, Mu Wanying is my girlfriend. "Tang Xiu steeled his heart as he nodded. "Don't tell me you don't understand? With her personality, how could she possibly stay here with me if she wasn't my boyfriend? It's just that we don't want to reveal it to anyone. But right now, you're just forcing me to say that, so I can only be honest and honest with you. ”
Han Qingwu raised her hand to cover her chest. He felt like he had lost something very important to him all of a sudden. Amidst that feeling of loss, there was also a piercing pain that was extremely difficult to explain in words.
"I .. I understand. ”
He turned and left. His expression looked extremely empty as he walked away, as if he had lost his soul, to the point that he did not take his parked car outside the courtyard and walked away with a messy head.
Tang Xiu followed her from behind, albeit calmly. After walking out of the courtyard, he noticed his increasingly thin back, and quietly sighed inside. He knew that Han Qingwu was Xue Qingcheng, but the memory of when he was ambushed in the Eternal World was something that was impossible for him to forget.
Therefore, what he felt towards Han Qingwu was extremely complicated. Thank you, hatred, loss. . All sorts of emotions flooded his heart. It felt like all kinds of emotions were constantly rising and surging within him.
"Sir, do you have a fight or something?"
Coming calmly to Tang Xiu's side, Chen Zhizhong looked at Han Qingwu's back with a somewhat pitying expression.
Tang Xiu nodded, then shook his head. After Han Qingwu's back vanished in the far corner, she sighed, “Some complaints and grudges are very complicated. Follow her! Don't let him get into an accident on the way home. ”
"All right!"
Despite realizing that he had no right to interfere with Tang Xiu's emotional problems, Chen Zhizhong kept carrying out her orders and immediately returned to the courtyard. He took his coat and put it on, as he walked towards the direction where Han Qingwu had just left.
As for Tang Xiu, he returned to the living room and discovered that Mu Wanying had come out of his room. He was now sitting on the sofa, seemingly pondering something, yet it was unknown what he was thinking. If it had been before, Tang Xiu might have asked, but now he did not feel like asking her anything, and only wanted to return to her room for peace of mind.
"I told you a long time ago that she likes you, Tang Xiu. ”
Mu Wanying's voice suddenly sounded behind Tang Xiu.
Tang Xiu's steps came to a halt as he turned to look at Mu Wanying, who was now standing, and calmly replied, "Sorry for using you as my girlfriend just now, just to get Han Qingwu away from me. ”
"Why did you do that? It shouldn't be necessary, right? ”Ask Mu Wanying with a bitter smile. '' Although I did not expect that you could be together with Han Qingwu, but using this excuse to reject her would hurt her greatly. ”
"There's something I've heard before, that complicated feelings between two people should be cut off constantly, he said, because it would be better to cut the tangled knot with a sharp knife and put an end to complicated emotional factors. I have my own life and he has his own. So I waited for her to find her husband, and then I would also build my own family, so that we would both forget each other's whereabouts. Do you know what the scariest thing in the world is? "Tang Xiu said indifferently.
"What's that?" Ask Mu Wanying.
"It's time! Time can heal and remove all wounds, but time can also make one forget many things, ” Tang Xiu replied.
A time?
Mu Wanying shook his head, “If people could live for a millennium or even ten millennia, I might be able to accept your opinion. However, the lifespan of humans was at most only a hundred years. Even for some feelings that were too deeply carved into one's bones and etched into their heart, the passage of time, even decades, would not be enough to erase them. In their hearts, their pain would be remembered forever, and their love would always be buried deep within. ”
Tang Xiu was silent.
He knew that Mu Wanying was right. The grand and extraordinary words he said were only to convince himself to forget Han Qingwu, yet how could he forget about it?
Suddenly, he felt somewhat ridiculous and ridiculous, thinking that the idea of deceiving himself would actually cross his own mind. Looking at himself in the mirror now, he realized that even if he had the intention to live the way he wanted, now it seemed that it would be too difficult.
"Huh? Do you have a fever or something? "
Tang Xiu did not want to elaborate further on this particular topic, as he deliberately raised his hand to touch Mu Wanying's forehead and said with a smile.
Mu Wanying smiled faintly. As if it seemed to defeat Tang Xiu, he still continued drilling, “Don't try to change the subject, right? I have no fever, I am very healthy and sane. I know you're a bit helpless because you don't want to be involved with so many amazing women. If you marry me, you can have a reason to justify yourself to them. So why not do it? "
The smile on Tang Xiu's face slowly faded away. She looked at Mu Wanying's extremely pretty face as she stepped back and shook her head, "Sorry. I can't give you my feelings. ”
“We can put aside sentimental issues for now. I believe that as long as I can have your body, I can sooner or later also have your heart, ” Mu Wanying said.
"Can you really have my heart if you can have my body?" Tang Xiu shook his head again.
"Maybe not, but how can I know if I didn't try it?" Said Mu Wanying. "If I win, then you will be entirely mine. And if I lose, I will still admit it, regardless. ”
Tang Xiu turned around and climbed the stairs, leaving only a few words for Mu Wanying, "I don't think you need to try it again, because someone has mastered my body, despite not having a heart. The problems that gnawed at my heart still could not be released, and even if there were more people knocking at my door, I still could not give them my heart. ”
Mu Wanying froze, dumbfounded.
Everything she said tonight all came from the bottom of her heart, yet she never expected that Tang Xiu would unexpectedly give such an answer.
Who'sis that?
He really wanted to find out who that person was. She felt somewhat envious of the woman who could obtain Tang Xiu's body, even though she couldn't get her heart.
Tonight, Mu Wanying was struck by insomnia. So was Han Qingwu.
As for the person who lost his mind, Han Qingwu walked aimlessly and prolonged for a very long time. He is conscious of being hit by a car in the driveway, and is rescued by Chen Zhizhong who came to the rescue.
After he returned to his place, Han Qingwu soaked in the bathtub for a very long time. It was as if a Death qi bulb had him enveloped. Then, still confused, she crawled out of the bathtub and laid herself on the bed in pajamas with her eyes open until dawn.
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The next morning, Tang Xiu went to the campus. After exchanging a few books in the library, he chatted with Yue Kai, Xue Chao, and a few others, and then called Chen Zhizhong to start his journey back to Star City.
The South Gate of the City …
A good fragrance flowed into Tang Xiu's nose just as he entered the house, causing his heart to turn calm especially at this moment.
A family must have the existence of a mother!
For the 10,000 years she lived in the Eternal World, she had always dreamed of returning home and smelling the scent of food her mother had made after she struggled in the outside world. Back then, he had always wanted to see that familiar, see his immortal young face. Suddenly, he realized that he was really laughable for having such chaotic feelings. No matter what he had encountered in the past, he had already returned by now. He really lived in the same world as his mother.
"Xiuer, where's your luggage?" Tang Yunde asked with a laugh as she walked down the stairs, as she looked at Tang Xiu who returned empty-handed.
As of now, Tang Xiu did not want to tell him the matter with the interspatial ring, so he casually made up an excuse. Nevertheless, he actually felt the ward inside. One regret is never feeling fatherly love in the past. Not only can she return to her mother's side after her return, it is also made by her father's love. This was all the reason why he felt warm inside.
"Dad, where's Mom?"
“He is cooking in the kitchen. We know you'll be back. Even if I told her that I would handle it, she simply rejected everything I told her, "tang Yunde said smilingly.
Tang Xiu smiled and walked to the kitchen door. There, he saw the back of his busy mother, Su Lingyun. As if he had heard the sound of his footsteps, Su Lingyun turned her head towards him.
"Xiuer, you are back !!! Wash your hands . I'll quickly fry the dish for you! "
"Alright, Mom!" Tang Xiu replied with a smile, and then turned to the bathroom with a happy expression on his face.
The dinner was attended only by their family of three, but the atmosphere was harmonious and filled with joy. Not only did this kind of atmosphere fill Tang Xiu's heart with warmth, even Su Lingyun who recalled the last days was affected. Certain moments made his eyes redden, but his smile was dazzling.