
"I admit that what I did to you was too heartbreaking and unacceptable, I did not try to defend myself, but I sought forgiveness from you"
Dirga words quite confiscate hearing in the ear alea.Napas as if choked, he scooped as much air as possible hollow chest as if the oxygen available on this earth will run out.
"What the hell is he, after all the vile things he did to me without thinking clearly, without first finding out the true truth, so as not to give me the opportunity to explain everything,so easily now he says he wants to ask forgiveness from me?Oh god, that's right" his inner self in heart.
Alea ignored that, preferring to step foot again to try to escape the man's nonsense against her.
But he felt that something was grabbing his shoulder from behind, when Alea's body stiffened, his hands clenched tightly, he bit his lower lip firmly until the blood came out under his own bite.
"I beg you, do not let me be like this, I am far from accepting you to hit as you please, you vent your anger on me, if it is not enough to satisfy you, you can repay all my actions to you 10x fold I am willing, I will,instead of seeing you ignore me, I can't stand it"
"I am not a god until you ask for forgiveness, please let me go" Alea tried to wriggle as hard as she could to escape the man's embrace but her embrace felt stronger, she felt the man's hand tremble.
"I was wrong, I was wrong, what can I do to make amends to you?please tell me" Alea heard the man's tone so low, and full of regrets.
"Return the baby in my womb that you forcibly and vilely lost his life"
"I'm sorry, forgive me for killing our son, I was so angry that I couldn't help myself and there were only dark clouds that controlled me completely"
Alea's lips trembled, her eyes widened to hear that the man already knew that the baby she contained was her own flesh and blood.
"Ckk, all my life, recently I witnessed for myself how cruel a father who could kill his own flesh and blood, a brainless animal can still treat his child lovingly,whereas you who are created by God perfectly actually have a heart like a devil"
"You're free to swear at me as you please, you're free to curse me as you please, I admit I was wrong, I was wrong alea, please forgive me"
Alea caught from her hearing that the man's voice was shaking, she felt the falling teardrops drenching her shoulders.
Yes, all his life, this is the first time he shed tears for a woman, it's because of the great love he has for her.
But unlike Alea, it has not been able to make her forgive for what the man did to her.
When the man's hand is seen stretching in the grip on his shoulders, it is also what he uses to be able to escape from his grip.
But it didn't seem like it was easy for him as the man managed to catch him back, he pulled out Alea's wrist and then carried her into his arms,
"Please don't shut up, I'm more receptive to your swearing than our relationship becomes like this"
"Take me off, let me go" Alea said as she struck the man on the back, she really did not want any more tears to shed just to cry over a dick like she was.
"Please alea, give me a chance to fix everything, my life is ruined without you"
Alea continued to wriggle with all her might to escape from the man's embrace, truly the words of apology thrown from her mouth felt useless at all for Alea because in her heart there was only hatred.
"Please respect my decision, I want to be alone first, is it not enough that you have completely disabled my body or do you still want to do more?"
Alea's words seemed like a hard slap for you to wake him up, how did he torture him mercilessly, but could he not get another second chance to fix everything?
Alea felt the embrace of the dirga stretch, she began to break away from the man's embrace, before she turned around, she saw the man's gaze full of fragility, seen tears rolling down her cheeks.
But for God's sake, it was nothing for what he did to her.
"Please leave me alone in the room, I'm so tired"
Again, the two's eyes met, but Alea's eyes ran to avoid the man's tanned look.
Dirga's eye bead caught blood on the bottom of the alea, his fingers tried to wipe the blood on the corner of the lower lip of the alea but before that happened, Alea chose to dodge by galloping away from the dirga.
Alea could hear a deep breath from the man behind her,
"Please do not hurt yourself, because it makes me much more hurt, if you are angry, you can vent your anger by hitting me all you want.you do not forget to eat a lot, I still have a lot of work that can not be left behind, I have a lot of work to do,so later in the afternoon I have to fly to Jakarta, the day I come back here again, you take care of your health, here it has begun to enter winter, I have prepared for you thick clothes for winter"
Alea was still reluctant to turn her face towards the man she was in, nor did she answer Dirga's words.
Alea heard footsteps getting further away from her and grabbed the door,
Czechkkk, czech,
"How do I say the words 'forgive me' when I know that those words are not enough for you? And how can I ask you to forgive me when I know that I too cannot forgive myself for my abominations against you and our child? But one thing you need to know, I will never give up until I get forgiveness from you, because it is the gentleness of your heart that drags me out of the dark world,up to you I feel life and without you my life is meaningless"
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