Reunite
I don't want to see you

For a moment gisel hesitated by the urge of his own curiosity.He tried to convince himself.So many questions in his mind, is he hearing everything?even if it turns out that reality is too painful?or is it good that he retracted his words earlier, then closed his eyes and ears, pretending not to know anything?however, his great curiosity overcame the fear in him in order to prepare himself from even the most bitter reality and inevitably he had to be ready.

"I can't promise it but I prefer honesty to lies"

(i can't promise it, but I prefer honesty over lies)

Next to the dirga hand looks clenched tightly, he must be prepared for the consequences that will be faced later.Before he again began his conversation, as much as possible derga inhaling the air with deep and greedy, before he began to start his conversation again,as if after this even to breathe alone felt very difficult.

"It all started from my jealousy that blinded my eyes until I had dark eyes obliterated by forcibly the baby in your womb that I thought belonged to that damn man but in fact the baby was mine and I I deeply regret what I have done to you and to our son"

Pupil gisel eyes perfectly rounded, his body feels so stiff.His chest feels so tight to hear all the words of the man on his.

She was pregnant before?and the baby was just wiped out by the father of the baby?how can there be someone who has no human side at all?really, he's not human, he's like a cruel demon.

Unknowingly rubbing his flat stomach, his eyes felt sore until unwittingly his tears dripped just so wet his cheeks.

"How can you be cruel to us, where is your human side?then do you want to kill me now if I rebel?say it"

Dirga saw her woman's body shaking violently, her eyes staring at her nyalang full of anger.

"I'm sorry alea, forgive me, I'm really so sorry for what I did to our son, it's all because I was so jealous to see you close to Rashad and I had misjudged,you know how much I always tried to punish myself for my treatment of you, for the wounds I inflicted on you, I beg you, give me one chance to start over with you, to make amends for all my wrongdoings to you,what do I have to do so you can forgive me alea, really, don't make me feel more tormented, I'd rather be stabbed by you if you're satisfied than see you move away from me,it makes me feel a lot of alea pain"

"Whatever the reason, your action cannot be justified!"

(Whatever that is the reason, your actions cannot be justified!)

"i know's...I know, I am not trying to defend myself and justify my actions, nor am I trying to bestow my cruel treatment on account of others,I know I'm easily consumed by incitement without thinking clearly before finally regretting it, you know my past was so full of darkness, so dark, so dark,and then the presence of you in my life that brings light to me with your gentle attitude, with all forms of your affection, makes me slowly want to try to be better because I want to keep myself strong with you"

He saw his woman getting back away from him, he tried to approach her but he saw that Alea was getting farther away as if it could not be reached, he was so devastated by her refusal.

"Anything I say won't change your hatred for me, will it?I've been trying to be honest with you, I'm a jerk, a son of a bitch, a devil, cruel, all the bad things are in me, but you need to know my love for you is huge,if you want me to make amends to you by going to the bars, I'm willing to tell me what I have to do so that at least a little bit of your heart is moved to get forgiveness from you"

dirga said in a low tone, he really already felt at the end of despair.

"I want you to stay away from me, I don't want to see you in my life"

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