Reunite
Deep regret

"How do I say the words 'forgive me' when I know that those words are not enough for you? And how can I ask you to forgive me when I know that I too cannot forgive myself for my abominations against you and our child?But one thing you need to know, I will never give up on getting forgiveness from you, because it was the gentleness of your heart that dragged me out of the dark world,up to you I feel life and without you my life is meaningless"

After that there were footsteps getting more faint and the sound of the door closing left alea alone in the room.After making sure that the man was indeed gone, finally alea could breathe a sigh of relief, he said,because the existence of Dirga makes it just to breathe it feels difficult.

He stepped back onto the sofa in shaky steps, why did he suddenly feel like his legs were not powered up,even to walk towards the sofa that is not too far away he had to drag his legs.

He sat back with his legs crossed and propped his chin facing out the window.Alea opened the window of the room so that the wind could enter to give a fresh feeling in him.

It is true that some people say, that there is a time in your life, you just want to be alone with the soothing wind, telling everything that holds up the heart and then he spills it in tears.

Alea's thoughts floated on the terrible event.He still vividly remembered how the man forced himself to take drugs gynecologist and all his cruel treatment punished him without mercy.

He really did not think how could he who used to say arrogantly that 'I belong to him' and say such beautiful words of love in the sense of hearing alea, he said,fused only because of a mistake that was not made by Alea and not necessarily the truth.Then for what love is there?if it was just to hurt? isn't love based on the trust of two people?if there is no faith in each other, then what is love for?

Alea suddenly felt a drowsiness that swept her eyes, because she could not be held back anymore, she fell asleep still in a position like that.

Dirga who saw from the outside of the door immediately galloped in closer to the woman who had fallen asleep.

Yes, he is the culprit behind it all, dirga deliberately gave sleeping pills to alea so that he could have a little time to embrace his woman tightly without rejection from alea.Let's just be selfish, he was selfish,it was because he had missed his woman so much all this time.

Dirga carefully lifted her body to enter the strong arms.

He walked to the bed in front of him to then gently lay down alea's body with one hand still holding the neck behind alea so that she would not be disturbed in her sleep.

She gently stroked the beautiful hair of the woman, then down to the cheeks and ended on the lips alea.Dirga saw clearly there was blood on the lower lip of alea, and,soon she gently brooms the lips of Alea and again remembers her cruel deeds to the woman she loved so much.

"I'm sorry if I'm selfish, but I really can't live without you, I've never felt this bad in my life, if the way I showed love to you was wrong,but really I can't live without you, I've never felt this bad in my life, I'm sorry if the way I showed love to you was wrong, sorry if I selfishly locked you in here so I could always see you,because honestly I'm afraid that if I let you go, you'll stay as far away as possible so that I can't find where you are, let's start over living here together, together,I will wait until you are ready and forgive all my mistakes to you, I love you dear" he said softly as he looked at the beautiful face of his woman who was so deep in his sleep.

Dirga realized that he was so selfish to bring Alea to stay by his side, but because of the magnitude of love for him to make his brain sanity as if he was sidelined.

The other hand for her to support her head, while one hand she used to gently caress the cheek of alea.She brought her face closer to the lips of alea then dirga kissed in her lips gently, this time no longer rough, no longer rough,there's just an apology kiss, a regret kiss,

As soon as she let go of the kiss, her brown-eyed bead looked at the shaded face of Alea, who was at peace while asleep.

He did not realize that he was completely in love with one woman, but because of his stupidity, because of his temperament, made his woman seem to be getting away from him.

'Really, living in remorse and guilt feels much more painful than death'

Dirga grabbed her waist, then her face planted diceruk neck alea to inhale greedy body scent that very much he missed.

He briefly peeked alea's neck, while saying a thousand apologies for tearing her deepest wounds.

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