Reyhan, My husband
The First Way: Negotiation
Love is Never Wrong
My heart then learned to not beat anymore, My eyes learned to never look at you again,
My shindles are now only occasional, now,
But my heart is still settled in one heart, it's you.
Love is never wrong, though,
What's wrong is that I let this taste stay,
Until only wishful thinking brings us together, - Dian Rahmanaputri-Dian
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Satya, I'm sorry
I did love you once, but as it turns out, you are a destiny for others.
Ah, maybe, this is a good time....
"Nay, that,..."
Satya's voice resuscitates Nayla from her daydream. He blinked his eyes quickly.
Do not let Satya see the weakness of Nayla who still has a taste for her. That would further complicate his plan to unite him with Nina right?
"Nay, I love you.. Loves you so much.."
"Satya, I'm sorry....
But we can't always be together like this. Please, don't make it hard."
Nayla said with a full plea.
"I'm sorry Nay, but I don't want to lose you. I really love you..."
Nayla took her breath in. Every Satya expresses her love, it makes Nayla even more unbearable.
Had it been, things weren't this complicated, Nayla would have hugged the helpless man in front of her. Give support with great affection. But everything was different.
Nayla rubbed her forehead for a moment. Sari said right.
Convincing Satya was not as easy as her shadow. Satya is still clinging to her selfishness even though Nayla has forced her several times.
Eh Wait? Forced it?
Ah Nayla knows the reason now. Why did Nayla forget that Satya could not be forced?
Yes yes, now Nayla just remembered that the man in front of her, the more forced the more she became.
Satya would be easily changed if she was embraced.
Accompany him to walk alone on his path. Accompany him, even from afar but that's okay.
Satya cannot be left alone.
"Satya, what should I do for you to marry Nina?"
First step. Trying to get Satya to negotiate. Nayla did it carefully.
"Should it be Nay? Should ya say that to me ?" Satya answered with anger.
"Tell me, you still love me, right?"
"Sat, come on...
You love me, don't you? I want you to marry Nina... Why is it so hard to obey the wishes of the people you love?"
Nayla sure. Satya will give up this time. It was clearly visible on his face. Satya started to frown. That means, his stance is a little shaky.
"Nayla, are you sure you want my marriage to another woman?"
Satya asked with a wry smile. The world is so happy for him.
"I'm sure..." Nayla replied as she grabbed Satya's hand. Holding him gives support.
"Nina is no one else for me Sat, she is my best friend. He is like my own brother.
I'm really mad at you. You, how could you impregnate my best friend."
In a hurry Nayla wiped her tears that fell unstoppably with her index finger.
Then, Nayla looked into Satya's eyes. Trying to speak from heart to heart.
"I don't want to make you a coward who runs away from responsibility to keep you by my side. I beg Sat, please marry Nina.. If you don't love her, do it for me and for your future son...."
The clock already shows the time Nayla class started. In a hurry Nayla immediately stood up.
"I have to get back. My class is about time to start. Satya, please consider.
I'm ahead of you...."
Nayla runs small towards her class. Leaving Satya who was silent. Nayla's voice recording was just recorded clearly in her memory. Like an automati in his brain.
Satya wakes up when Nayla's body is completely lost behind a wall.
Shit..!