RING MY BELL'S
3. So Far Away
"I want it to appear like a mirage"
Far away - BTS
RING MY BELL -
Bottles of carbonated drinks containing alcohol, being a decoration of the house that seems to be inhabited by a human bent at the foot of the sofa with one wrist of its row stretched by the breadth of the floor and the other leg deliberately left bent to concentrate its sturdy arm strong creeping beverage cans that no longer contain.
Synergized with the sound of a soprano intruding into his dark space. Breaks into every cavity of life filled with various mental obsolescence.
The entire room in the outreach had been forged a flickering flat plasma light before him, not sparing the rays it also scanned the body of a creature that looked like it had no passion for life.
A pair of beads as deep as obsidian is more attractive attention on frame frames that are embedded comfortably not far from the TV screen. Not denying that his ear gap is still faithfully tightened his hearing to devour audio that sounds so loud.
Jun deliberately hardens the volume, so that it becomes more visible when the vocal of the news anchor who brought up the marriage of a son of a conglomerate businessman.
The corner of Jun's lips was raised sliced with various berserk ransacking the walls of his patience. Eagerly, he came into the realm of the magnificent event and saw how he would destroy all the excitement that seemed in every person involved in the stupid design. But what could Jun be if his heart was not in harmony with his bad intentions? There's no way she can embarrass her own stupidity, especially if Bella gets involved. Not wanting and more unwilling if it can damage Bella's reputation in front of the public.
No matter how much Jun proclaims his hatred of the former. But do not deny that there is a space for the girl who has filled the emptiness of her heart so far—ingin hate but still put the heart.
Although what Jun can do is only to damage the quality of his consciousness by washing his sanity into an intoxicating solution that he deliberately does to avoid all kinds of absurdities that accompany it. Inevitably make a nihilan, because all Jun gets is a piece of intimacy knitted with a pseudo-shadow that increasingly binds his consciousness—memories that do not want to lose Jun's attention.
"Rabella Kim—", Jun continues to repeat the name of the girl who has destroyed all the desperately neatly knit before Kim's person reveals the word 'DETUS', without a detailed explanation.
How hard the intelligent brain particles Jun rotates is it in finding the bright spot, but reality is so good at playing with all possibilities, "Should I do you?! Ruin your marriage, or ruin your life like you did with mine, huh?"
I don't know! What exactly is the basis of a revelation that will be frightening to those who hear it. Could it be just a baseless bluff, in order to calm the heart that does not want to lose someone who has been labeled as his right—threatan that sounds like a plea for Bella back into his arms.
Snarling "Argh!" it has revealed how much frustration has taken over the entire performance of his life joints. Also scrambling his legume mane in a haphazard direction, then skillfully Jun airs the former container of his drink towards a flat screen several inches in his radar— quite deafening, quite deafening, thus soaring coincided with the sound of screeches stuck in his throat.
The shadow when Bella showed a smile that was always glorified by her charm. Not willing if the happiness that raises a sweet smile Bella is intended not for Jun, but for someone who is none other than the figure of her husband someday—unlike before.
Seeing once again how that illusory smile had dominated the surface of Bella's face, the one blocked by the melt created from the can Jun threw earlier—sunggings that the girl showed to the public in her marriage network. Jun's heart melts instantly when faced with a situation that is able to make his world only focused on one figure, no other and of course a girl named Rabella Kim.
In fact, the girl is quite powerful in ravaging Jun's life with only a strand of words that can change the life order of a Jun.
Once more. Jun will not let his world be taken over by a man who should not contribute to the breakdown of his relationship and Bella. Which sane man would gladly give his woman, as far as the mind wanders in search of a willingness?
Before returning to pass a puddle of wine in a canister to lubricate his throat that feels choked, with a series of personal sentences Jun dramatized to re-burn the earthquake for himself to rise from the slump. Clad in a smile that looks like a character in the film who plays a psychopathic character.
"Wait for the play date! I'll get everyone where they need to be!"
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The self-grace that is summarized from the mirror reflection, is recorded in silence while looking at a flash of disappointment towards himself that is parallel to the sparkle of his display. Then it pours its breath with a million bountiful pressures, becoming pieces of mosquito that fill every corner of its recess.
Memory fragments that replay the chronology when he and Yunki pledge their sacred blessing in front of various pairs of eyes. Even presumably not just a figment, the expression that follows the sentence—regret will be the end of a decision.
It is true the fact.
Bella understood, if regret will not go hand in hand with the scenario that has become her hand line. Who would have thought that he would end up in a marriage bond with a man who has absolutely no place in him. Even foolishly, willing to sacrifice his feelings of love for reasons that are not yet clear.
"Miss Lee?", Call one of the women who was seen wearing matching clothes with the figure who dressed her earlier, appearing to decompose Bella's daydream, "You should change clothes immediately", said the woman shortly after getting a gaze full of questions from Bella, through the makeup glass before her.
One over. The thing that Bella must make it a habit to always accept it, if her Kim clan has changed with the husband's clan as the marriage that has been blazing for some time passed.
Rabella Lee's.
The name that sounds not so familiar to Bella's hearing cavity. However, the girl can no longer do much in terms of her new identity. It is time for Bella to present a spacious heart for this one problem.
Ah, naw.
Bella would rather have someone uphold the Kim surname than the surname she got from her husband.
Remind me, for whoever it is! Rabella Kim, will always be Bella's name. I would not be part of the Lee family. Whatever reason.
That, only!
"Alright", explained Bella who agreed to the woman's simple request while moving from where she gathered by transferring a dress that was as elegant as the one Bella was wearing during the ceremony— with a million reluctance.
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