RING MY BELL'S
34. Tears
"Goodbye, to me, is tear
Even without my noticing, it comes into bloom around my eyes
Words I can't have enough now flow
The lingering love crawls on my face"
Outro: Tear - BTS
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Scorching Lazuardi began to wet the hemisphere part of Seoul. However, do not deny the rampage when the morning rays do not crave a glimmer of enthusiasm for the girl who dabbled in the activity of chewing morning meal.
Seemed inching away from the sight of the gaze that had earlier disturbed the peace of his soul.
Bella no this was thrown a series of questions that review about the tempest in the room last night. Even Bella's mind had much earlier interjected to condemn the insanity that surrounds her every action.
Right, and of course.
Bella remembers last night.
Everything—maybe?!
Do not immediately believe, because stupidity always stalks wherever Bella treads.
Yet...
Very clearly recorded in his lousy memory. The event that Bella wants to disappear, then burned at the last bed.
"What is mother's cooking not good?!"
Disband road—
The daydream that had been in Bella's mind. A second later disperse with the chanting of Sunhi's voice.
The woman of one biological child, trying to embroider a smile among the worries that overcame his mind. It is understandable, if Bella is manipulating the situation.
There's something gnawing at Bella's mind. But the girl was perennially expressing a smile review in both corners of her rannum.
Bella is not okay—Sunhi knows it.
"No, Mi. Mami's cuisine is always delicious, whatever it is", he replied while still faithfully stirring with a spoon, snack on a plate. Without the intention to propose chewing activities.
I want Bella to touch those two eyes. Who had focused his attention on him, especially at the base of his neck.
Ah, crap!
Remind Bella to be more careful must be careful, before actually sitting in front of three pairs of netra. With—what did that guy see, huh?!
Bella rearranged her clothes to cover up the patches of purplish rash that were clearly created over her night activities with Jun yesterday.
And again, and again,
Things that further anger Bella mengondok. When the girl next to Sunhi took a glance, to glance at the figure beside Jun with her eyes.
What the hell is that girl named Hyora?!
As far as Bella can remember, she had already applied her morning ritual to her physical cleansing. Don't get me wrong! Soaking in a bathtub puddle with guided wax aroma therapy, has become the consumption of Bella when the morning greeted her earlier. Even the fragrant musk has dominated the corner of Bella's body.
It's only right from building a well, Jun doesn't shift his attention to the girl right in front of him.
Bella is well dressed.
Where's he going so early?
"You haven't even touched her at all. How can you say that mom's cooking is delicious, huh?", Mounds of carbohydrates on Bella's eating utensils are still untouched, "Fast eat and spend" told Sunhi with motherly intonation.
"Yes, Mi. I'll definitely—"
It is not permissible to make an agreement to devour the morning meal today. Just because the vibrating ring of the phone is more hooked all Bella's attention.
Jun who saw the vibration on the table board, seemed to frown his forehead. Curious a thousand shadow—who called so early?
"Eoh, Uncle. Why?" Lirih Bella slightly pulled over to avoid the party who stole her conversation.
Uncle? Does he now have an old man?
Om-om?!
There was no word from the person whom uncle called on the phone. Forcing Bella to say, "What's uncle at home? If yes, stay there. I want to visit—"
Bella momentarily froze in place. Digesting the goals what the meaning of the other side's narration. Then without extending the thought of a kind of negative presumption, Bella immediately rushed away to obey the order of the caller.
"To the hospital, now!"
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The rapidity of hope and the series of swearings, together in accompanying Bella's steps. Bella's mind was already raging, when the hospital said it hit her hearing drum.
The recesses of her heart were getting messy when the worst thinking, impolite dwelling on Bella's mind. Her ripe lips continued to chant 'no', along the legs leaving a trail. In fact, the lookout of the tub as clear as morning dew is replaced with a chaotic sensor. It can be seen also, how the clear puddles that have accumulated in the fertilizer. Also synergized with vibrating pupils, want to spill all the fears that dominate the niche of Bella's heart.
Bella was scared to death.
Flat shoes that grieve anxiety on the floor of the hospital. Wishing his presence here, not to be the last time. Thankful that today is a moment of healing for all parties, especially for Bella's heart that seems to die swallowed by her own selfishness.
"How is it?", cried Bella hurriedly with a vibratory intonation, signaling an indescribable panic attack.
"Your father must be in surgery immediately"
Hearing the necessity, Bella's mind seemed to be hit by the waves to oscillate in no direction. Even his body felt buried by the lightning bolt, which struck the wall of his consciousness.
Bella doesn't want to lose—for the umpteenth time.
Nah!
That can't happen! Again.
His chest tightens not playing summarizes that statement.
"Calm down! No need to worry, leave everything to Uncle", said Hans trying to calm Bella. But it seems that the girl was powerless to be persuaded to throw her worries a little, "Uncle promise.your father will not leave you" he added.
A series of promises made Uncle Hans, Bella looked up at the giver of hope, "It must be Uncle! If you fail this time, I will hate you for the rest of my life. Remember that!", Threatened Bella who was avenged by the ruckus of a personal wrapped in doctor's clothes.
I don't know where the conversation of the two different generations adrift. But they were thus dissolved in a joking salter, which brought Bella along to laugh in bitter. It was her lentic finger that removed the trail of melted tears, which was not known since when the girl broke up in tears.
Jeez, Bella didn't even realize she was getting carried away until it was this dramatic.
And—Uncle Hans saw me crying?!
Ah, gone is the authority of Bella, who has always held her high regard.
"God, in such a situation, you are still ashamed to cry in front of me?!", complained Hans who looked at Bella was breaking down the tears that had fallen.
"Why is it still here?! Is Uncle waiting for father to die first, just operate it?!", protested Bella amid the clear twinkle that is still left in the spotlight.
"What are you talking about, huh?! Uncle will only control the operation, there will be a more reliable doctor who will handle your father" explained Hans correcting.
Bella's confused.
Who was that good doctor besides Uncle Hans?
Lalu—
"Who?!", Bella asked, "Why not tell me first?! I told you, don't add anyone to know Daddy's alive. Does Uncle want to break this secret, and destroy everything?!", upset Bella felt that she was not considered to be his existence.
Hans could only smile.
"You'll know the outcome later. He never disappoints", she said understandingly, "He is a trustworthy person. Uncle sure, the doctor is good at holding promises", added Hans dispel all doubts that settle in Bella.
Then, why did he make a promise, huh?!
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Bella does not know how else to rearrange her life, when the road to her but already on the edge of destruction.
Losing will be much more painful than accepting the suffering itself. It would be much better if he disappeared from the face of the earth. Rather than having to witness, how loved ones slowly left him, one by one.
Bella can no longer see a very important figure in her maturing process, having to leave her again. Without knowing what Bella must do, to prevent the catastrophe that surrounds the corner of her life.
Bella had long since told the mommy's departure. I don't know how many tears Bella spent just lamenting her own fate.
And now....
Does it all have to happen again?!
Bella is not too ready to repeat the heartbreaking scenario again.
What's wrong with Bella in her past life?
Is Bella a sinful girl? Then the misfortune befell on Bella's current reincarnation, Rabella Kim?
Jesus, Bella! What are you thinking, huh?
Stop bragging! Focus on the current situation and situation. Presumably chanting all forms of plea, which must be Bella perioritas right now. Instead of thinking, what is it like to lose the endless.
"You hungry?"
Bella looks up.
Found an existence that he had been waiting for for several hours to pass, in the unrest that struck. And what he got—
"How's the operation going?", asked Bella in grief.
He also stood up with a gas, waiting for a miracle to come in a series of sentences that hoped to eliminate all the chaos of his heart.
"Uncle wait in the hospital canteen"
The man called uncle had no freedom in creating the trail. When Bella's words interrupted her scale, "Uncle! I don't want to joke right now", ketus Bella does not want a pleasantries anymore.
How could in such a precarious situation, Hans still take his second to uncover a joke?!
Even the words of the middle-aged man only forced his heartbeat even more crazy in herding the race.
There is only a breath of silence.
Quiescent.
In line with the views that clash with each other in order. For Bella, she did not know what the meaning contained in the eyes of the man she called uncle. Another case with Hans, who saw the vibrations propagating on the girl's pupils in front of him.
With a glassy twinkle ready to explode if the bad thing Hans chanted to clarify Bella's question through the intermediary of his eye sensors.
"Operation succeeded. You don't have to worry" Hans finally told me. For not having the heart to destroy a glimmer of hope from Bella.
Huhh... Holy hooch!
Mercifully.
I am glad to hear good things like this. Bella also did not have to worry for long, when Hans' gaze reviewed an honesty.
Her father is fine.
This was more than enough to erase Bella's grief.
"Then let's eat. Uncle has been hungry since, you know?!", take Hans with his legs turned around to reach his destination.
But that doesn't mean anything to Bella. The girl still faithfully stood where she stood. In line with the trail that Hans left, Bella also flipped her body—push the direction where Hans created the step.
At the place where Hans stepped, the man suddenly slowed down the footing process when he could not find the footsteps following him. Even as if justified by a hunch, Hans found the existence of the girl who stepped further and further out of reach. And only resigned help that Hans was able to do.
While on the other hand, Bella seems to be aggressively widening her steps. By seeding mixed feelings, which filled every corner of his niche.
But the legs wrapped in flat shoes it must give up the rate of massage. When another figure shows his presence with other doctors, walking towards Bella, after leaving the recovery room post-surgery.
Bak was struck by lightning in broad daylight, Bella was made dumbfounded to see who the pair of eyeballs were looking at. Even as if required to widen the net opening, when people who tried to avoid him throughout the morning, now stand exactly a few steps from where Bella gaped.
Bella had no intention of believing.
No. gabe.
Even when the voice was in tranquility.
"Your father is fine..."
Instantly, the tears slowly with a definite movement, seen surfing ria wet the chunks of his cheeks. As if no longer care if the defense collapsed in front of the man in a medical dress.
Bella's lips are silenced by thousands of facts. Cannot follow word. Only able to show chaos in his heart, through melts of pain.
So reliable doctor it—
Jun?! He operated on Daddy?
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