RING MY BELL'S
9. Hold Me Tight
"Farewell breaks me like a tide.
I know it's gonna be over soon, but I can't let you go"
Hold me tight - BTS
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"You're a jerk, Jun!"
Bella's judgment sentence continues to revolve in Jun's memory circle. For some reason, the hateful mockery that was thrown from her former girl seemed to be defined by something that was supposed to get the guy from Jun.
Jun laughed sarcastically in the dark of his solitude.
Let him be labeled a freak, or even crazy. Too indifferent to the environment that does not show good faith in the continuation of life Jun later— without the company of girls who do not want to escape from the june memory.
Lately there have been a lot of events that have made Jun some sort of uneducated person. Often smiling in sorrow, full of self-deprecating laughter.
Benak Jun ceaselessly repeated the presumption that underlies the breaking of the bridge between himself and Bella. What mistakes he made, causing controversy between their romance? Did he have a special relationship with another girl? Or is there a chance that Jun has made a fatal relationship with another girl without her memory, which will bring calamity in the future?
As far as Jun could remember, the Jeon man was convinced that he had never resorted to violence in his love affair with Bella.
Ah, it is felt that all the presuppositions that do not have the basis of accuracy, can not be considered reasons that justify the rift of their love. Because it needs to be known with certainty, that in the big dictionary Jun, Jeon's person will not apply the basic concepts that lead to things that smell 'infidelity', or things that can hurt Bella. That sensitive word is not Jun's style. Moreover, the man surnamed Jeon did not once arouse the intention to obtain another heart patch. Only Bella is. Rabella Kim is a dream for every niche. Not another girl. No. gabe. Jun doesn't want another girl. Just Bella.
But all that was just wishful thinking that was referring to the direction where Jun was already too late. It's too late to bring Bella back into her arms.
The ring inlaid with a simple jewel is the real proof. That Jun was indeed not playing around for her was planning on interrupting a girl, which placed her position on the deepest guard in her heart.
Who would have thought that the day that Bella got her wedding was, Jun had planned to propose to the lover formally before a witness whose presence in the history of romance Jun and Bella had lived all along. His mother, Jeon Sunhi.
Really, the poignant scenario is unmatched if juxtaposed with the romance cinema that Jun played.
A small circle covered with gold that is suitable to be pinned on the sweet circumference of Bella. In fact, creating a taboo effect to be realized in the near future was never felt to be circular on any girl.
Already lost. Annihilated. Crushed. Dropped by large waves that roll hope makes useless fragments to consider were maintained.
Jun understands. Too understand, must be how to deal with everything that is not allied with him. Disappearing is the best way to keep himself away from the invisible evil that's an unrelenting memory of stealing Jun's attention.
Memories that don't intend to say goodbye
Therefore, Jun must negotiate with himself to eradicate his doubts about the former.
Women's clothes accessories are considered no longer useful in all aspects. Throwing away things that certainly do not have meaning, maybe the option that must be done Jun lightly lest his hope be carried away by dust currents.
"You don't have to regret it, Jun! Believe that! It's best for you, if you want to forget it soon. Throw away everything that concerns the girl! And you will never regret it!", Racau Jun had a raucous tone, with himself sitting resignedly, grasping tightly the ring that was hiding between his palm.
Hiding his face behind his arms, with a sobbing that was heard intruding into the silent room. Looks like someone who has no passion in continuing the journey of his life.
Right, you'll never regret it!—hopefully.
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Don't blame, if there are parties who make a mockery and merta swear full of frustration. When you see there is a figure behind the steering chair has been unfortunate across the stretch of highway with reckless mode. Also impressed to muddy the atmosphere of Seoul traffic, when the man dressed in familiar clothes channeled the sound of a horn, which is so deafening with emphasis—looks impatient to get to his destination soon.
"Hey, asshole? Can't you drive right?!"
Yes, so far such a phrase that includes Bella's journey that feels never find a point until. Even a myriad of insults all zoo residents came out without gaps, becoming a welcome from road users to just resuscitate the people behind the steering wheel.
However, this does not mean anything to the girl named Bella. As if deliberately paying attention to all his hearing to not pierce the noise that litters the hole.
To hell with the circumstances surrounding his entire corner!
Bella's focus is only one. Arriving at the airport just in time, before he is haunted by a sense of regret that never gave Bella space to end it.
"Jun will continue his studies in the United States. And today is the flight schedule"
The sentence that informs that his life companion will go far abroad, in fact creates a side effect that is very dominant for Bella. The girl was made up in the fog about a problem that forced her to devote all her attention—only to stop the pace of Jun's departure or at least Bella was given a strand of farewell greetings from her.
"*Actually I promised Jun not to tell you this matter. But I feel guilty about you and Jun too, if I just keep silent to see you like this"
"Go! Goodbye to Jun, so that there will be no more regrets between you*"
No matter how much water discharge, it had dripped from her contest, which Bella spent only to lament her grief. Kala recalled that if he would not be able to meet his ex-boyfriend in a period that was not yet fully Bella could estimate, the number of days that would pass without Jun's figure accompanying his path.
His vision is blurred from the net range, because it is blocked by a fog of pain that never dissolves. As if not a barrier for Bella to blend her vehicle among other drivers. Do not forget to advance his iron horse in speed on the verge of normal limits—do not care how a series of horns that ask him to drive in accordance with the laws and regulations of the track.
Doesn't everything have to fit the needs? Even so, Bella applied to control her power on her mount. Smash the black expanse with a speedometer fixed at the nominal number that Bella needs. As soon as possible so that he can catch up.
One to ten seconds passed without any significant problems, until finally the sound of a squeak between the wheels of the car and the passage of the exit with a blaring sound. When swiftly and on time, Bella thwarted the efforts of the accident that involved her if only not responsive enough to step on the brake pedal with the pounding pounder of her life that was no longer hammered on normalcy.
Traffic jam.
What obviously happened was because of a fatal accident that was a few meters from where Bella wheeled vehicles stopped her speed.That is if the information that Bella was able to capture from other road users
That kind of shitty thing that's looking for trouble with Bella. I don't know why his situation and condition are so hostile to Bella. Was she really destined not to meet Jun before the man flew along with their bad memories?
Ah, crap!
There is a diversion of traffic flow, of course. Where Bella had to turn the wheels of her car, to avoid a sudden road closure. And more unlucky than anything, when knowing that the distance traveled will increasingly take a fairly large amount of time to confiscate the clanking of minutes.
Although it can reach the airport in less than thirty minutes, that second Bella was sure if she would end up on the worst trip of her life. Because Bella does not really believe in her own ability to reach her destination with a set time.
Time and distance that do not allow to be achieved simultaneously without a constraint.
"God! What am I supposed to do?!", he said with his brain scraping the evidence so that he could find a way out that was beneficial to himself.
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