Ringa
My Ringga Birthday's

That day he was on a birthday. On her special day, I was the first person to say a happy birthday to her and I also sent a special surprise cake to her office, a gift of poetry and prayer.

Happy Birthday my dear Ringga…

I hope you like the surprise I prepared…

my prayers…

may you be a successful person later, be wiser and what pean ideals will be achieved, amen

“Ngedate in Taman”

For the umpteenth time, I did the same with Lingga

That day we did in Surabaya Park. Exchange stories from the things of our routine to the complaints that we experience each. Even we strengthen each other when we are having problems, that is how our relationship goes through day by day. Although just meeting and ngedate in the park was very fun and treat our longing to meet. It did not feel like it had been almost a month my relationship with the Ringga, and still belong to the angels at that time. We know each other's characters and the one thing that made me fall in love with Ringga was his good character and personality.

He was a funny guy, caring, understanding and he always accompanied my days. No matter what, he was always a good listener. My days with him were fun and very happy. She was like a rainbow coming into my life, and everything became beautiful. This love is sincere and does not demand each other.

As long as I was in a relationship with Lingga, we dated like young men and women as usual (walking, watching, calling, video calling, and chat).

And I'm proud during the courtship that she can appreciate and respect me. We support each other, strengthen each other and whatever we experience we always share and find solutions how good. So our relationship is not just like dating people even like a very close friend.

This relationship I live and let it flow just like that. Even if one day we have to separate. Let this story be the best memory of my life. Even if I can't have it either. But before I was happy with him, having him for a while because our beliefs were different. But I leave it all to Lord YME. Whatever happens let it happen. He is happy so I am also happy, because love is not to be had, true love is stored in the heart and will not fade over time.

It was then that I realized that maybe it was not me who would be his life companion, and even our relationship would be short because of our differences. But we promise whatever will happen our relationship will remain good, even if later only as friends and no longer as a couple. That's the reality

which we received together.

I also write in my diary.

Dear Ringga #Thank you for being a part of my life, you fill day after day with beautiful stories. Thank you for making me a special woman, and I am happy to live my life by loving you.I Love u.. 🥰.