Ringa
Introductory Period

Once I was a little irritated because I chatted and he didn't reply. It only scares me if something bad happens to her. And in the end after she gave the news and after meeting and seeing him. My anger is less and I am not angry. Maybe that's called love.

I am blind to everything. And it is love that makes me weak or strong. And I realized he was able to change my mood for good again. In a simple way he tried to comfort me. That day I was kangen with him, kangen chatting with him, kangen joking with him, a feeling of longing so great, until it felt sad.

Indeed at that time I rarely chat or vc him. Because I'm afraid to bother him, because every day he has to study for tests. But when I talked and joked that he missed it, I became excited again. Whereas before what activities I live feels ordinary there is no spirit and happy, but after chatting with Ringga. I feel like I'm alive again.I feel love.it can indeed make people feel alive, excited and happy again. That's how I feel. Like a batray hp that needs to be charged when the batray power is weakening, so with my heart, without intense communication, maybe slowly my feelings will fade by themselves. But at that time he always tried to keep in touch with me, even though the schedule was tight and even at night he always took my phone.

He said “but if you don't video call a day crazy two days and if you don't video call two days crazy four days. Maybe meaning. If I don't communicate then I become a strange person and half a bit away from him. And I'm happy that he's making time to call me.

But I really love him. That's how I feel, I'm jealous, and sometimes I'm afraid of losing it. While she was with me, she was also once close to our classmates, but she would rather have a relationship with me than with others.

But actually many girls who deletin he menemen office. His playmates too, I'm honestly jealous. But many times Ringga always gave me the understanding that he only loved me. But still the disbelief came. I feel like there is nothing interesting in my life. Lots of pretty chicks pedekate with lingga. And I'm always jealous, understandably.maybe they're prettier and smarter than me. But still he can always convince me that I am the best. And I don't want to disappear from her life. And he told me he didn't need a pinter or a pretty girl, who he needed someone who would understand, accompany, accept what she was and be nice to him, one of them to oik’an (ridiculousness) that I have, when I was with him sometimes I look very stupid, but that's exactly what he likes.

Once upon a time after I walked with him, then I took a break and got on my bike.

"Why ndutts...." And I said, "It's like my bike broke down this Ringga"

He just smiled and looked at me, I was shocked by his expression, obviously I was panicking at the time, uh but he was just a smile looking at me.

Then he said, "Where can be at the stater ndut.it keeps your bike still down" he said while laughing at my silliness.

Dammm... well, I also realized going to"oik"an me that day, embarrassed yaaa.. sure, but I smile my own smile and menstater back my motor while laughing wryly because of shame😂.

Dear Ringga #Thank you for this love, I am happy to live my life by loving you. This togetherness I will remember forever... :*