Sacred In Stain
Fairy Tale Before Sleeping

Chapters 158. Fairy Tale Before Sleeping

The silence lasted long enough. Khalisa folded his lips, somewhat regretful of the question he said when he got a silent reaction from Yudhis.

"Sorry, I'm so sassy. I'm sorry," said Khalisa not feeling well.

Yudhis shook his head slowly. "Don't apologize. The expression on his face is also not horror so," he said with a smile.

"Don't forget my question. Consider it never heard. My soul suddenly didn't know. Again, sorry."

"Of course, don't keep apologizing. Lebaran is still far away," he joked. "It's only natural that you think so. Because it's not just you, I've had similar questions from my friends too. But, my answer might not be satisfactory, would you like to hear it?"

Khalisa reviewed a wry smile. "If you feel uncomfortable, don't answer. I don't want to force."

Yudhis kissed Khalisa's crown, inviting the woman in his arms to look up.

"I'm not a little boy who immediately sulks with this kind of question. Even so, you also know, this question is quite sensitive. As the one with the fate of the past is almost the same as mine, you definitely know very well what it feels like to be asked this kind of question. There's a weird feeling that's hard to pin down, right?" clearly Yudhis stroked gently Khalisa's hair which he removed when he was with him alone.

Khalisa's head nodded in understanding, her beautiful face expressing regret for the error of her boneless tongue. Yudhis statement is one hundred percent true, whenever anything related to the past is revealed, there must be another oddity in the heart that honestly is difficult to express in words, he said, it can only be felt and it's really uncomfortable.

Khalisa looked at Yudhis unblinkingly, watching closely as her husband's mouth spoke. "Then, what did you do?"

"You can guess easily. Yes, I realized my wish after being able to work alone. Searching with various efforts on the sidelines of the busy schedule of building my LBH office. Looking for information to and fro secretly without telling mami and papi. Though I have not lacked recognition nor affection since I can remember. That side has appeared so great, not satisfied if not yet achieved the intent. I kept looking like a madman, and even Ghaisan helped me dig up information from all directions."

Yudhis paused his explanation for a moment, staring straight at the ceiling of the room.

"Nearly six months I've been looking. The result is looking for only inaccurate information. Even more searched and dug up, even a lot of painful information I got. Not the satisfaction I expected. Until I finally ventured to urge Aunt Anggi. Wanting to know the real story, because of my findings on the outside, many points are not the same as my family's statement, many are out of sync." Yudhis let out a rough breath.

"Finally, Aunt Anggi and Om Juna explained plainly because I forced. And at that time I understood, that what they did all this time by covering up reality was actually just because they loved me so much. Sometimes, not knowing the truth is better in some ways."

"I mean how?" Khalisa wet his lips, waiting for Yudhis next sentence, making his curiosity become.

Yudhis seemed to be preparing himself to continue telling stories, like he was stringing words. "Telling the ugliness of the dead is not recommended, but since you are my wife, you deserve to know about this. In the past, my mother's association was not good, involved free association, and based on the information I got from the information I dug and from the information Om Juna who had once sought by exerting power, the result was the same. My mother slept with many men at the same time, so she herself did not know, which male seed eventually grew in her womb."

Khalisa was stunned, his eyes scooping apologetically, inching to embrace Yudhis tightly as a consolation, which must not be easy to tell this kind of thing gliding from the oral.

Seriate.