Sam
Guilt

"I have to how?" lirih Nada's. He grabbed a pillow and grabbed it. His eyes looked towards the room window, there were leaves that were swinging about in the wind. From the leaf, drops of water began to fall. The smell of asphalt evaporating against rainwater adds to the feeling of increasingly riled tone.

"Go, Mas. You didn't come I expected."

Yes, it was a very cruel word just coming out of his mouth, two hours ago. I don't know, the tone of the taste was like it wasn't his will. And he regretted. "You must be rained upon" he said unsettled. Get off the bed and walk to the window. Silence felt the sound of rain so disturbing.

From where Tone stood, his phone rang in succession. Curious tone is not usually there is a rain of messages on WhatsApp, from the online reseller group he has disabled a special sound so as not to interfere.

There was a message from Bella.

[Sam is in my house!]

[Where, dong. He's your name, Na. Are you really related to Atar?]

[Don't tell me you're the same Atar without telling me]

[Reply, Na. Sleep what fainted you!]

[Reply quickly, Na! I am confused as to what to answer.]

Surprised tone not play. How could Sam know Bella's house. Worse, Sam did not give up. Though he had been cruel to have driven Sam away when the rain was heavy. He will also marry someone. Though?

^^^[Jawab I will marry Mas Atar]^^

Why can I scapegoat Mas Atar in my trouble. Akh, the more stupid I am to drag him.

Wanted to delete the message but Bella had already read it.

Lama Nada waited for a reply that Bella never returned, making him restless walking back and forth. Sit standing up, then sit again standing up and so on until the time slowly begins evening.

While in another' place. After Sam came home from Bella's house, his former classmate, he accidentally did not open a raincoat. He left his body in the cold rain. He didn't care how he was cold. For him getting Bella's number, meeting with his old friend and getting Nada's story from him is a multiplied power for his way forward.

All that paid off, after getting an outpouring of anger Tone and words that he deserved earlier.

Why are you coming now. It's not that you're a coward running from reality. Not that you're the selfish king of selflessness! You know, how I was when you left? My days are like a road over broken glass. Staying in place or walking can be painful.

Oh one more thing, Mas Alsaki Sambara which I hate so much. I am the one who is better now. So please if you want to spread the charm and melanglang buana looking for many women.

"Tone, open your heart. Let us both make amends for our mistakes. Nope, no. We're not. More precisely, help me to make amends for that," he muttered on a matic motor that was speeding on the asphalt.

On his way, Sam had already thought of other things after this. Mr. Hardi has given a chance, just melt the heart of Nada. Let it go, even slowly as long as it doesn't stop. His intentions are round. After this, his mother, papa and brother, were his destination to fetch his blessing.

But, there was still one problem that was still so lodged in his mind. That is, the problem of Revi. How will his future be. How mental.

Thinking about all those problems, made Sam unconsciously drive his bike so fast.

Until ...

Brakkkk.

Sam fell on the asphalt. His vision suddenly blurred along with the pain in his left elbow. Until the screams mixed with rain water became the last time he woke up until lost consciousness.

*

"What?" nada said so Bella told Sam while at her house.

"Yes, Sam can't be lied to. The more we lie, the easier it will be if he guesses it. Sam is still the same as in High School, still able to read the look on people's faces. That's why he used to be the head of OSIS. But yeah," said Bella hanging up her sentence.

"But what?" press Tone so demanding.

"You yourself, right. He was deliberately benefiting Dita, his OSIS secretary first. He's a pacarin, but Dita. Let's easily overflow the duties of OSIS."

Tone was speechless hearing Bella's confession. There is no doubt about how Bella knew Sam. A classmate is also one of Sam's ex-girlfriends during the gray white–.

Tone shook slowly. "Can't think. He's the only one I feel strong, keep Sam away from me."

Bella quietly investigated. "What is the secret between you and Sam, Buna? I think you hate him so much."

Tone turned his face away and Bella immediately caught both cheeks. There was a single point of tears in the corner of the Tone's eye.

The tone lowered deeply and made the laptop as the base of his left cheek.

Yeah, they were chatting in the library room during the school break. Only that place looks desolate.

When Bella will ask further, the sound of the bell in class has won the entire school. Make anyone so spontaneous to stop the activity of rest and immediately visit classes for students and immediately docked to the office for teachers.

Bella and Nada go hand in hand. The face of Nada is not so sloppy. Repeatedly in greeting students Nada has been able to master himself. That's what the students like to him, always a cheap smile even though they don't know his sad face.

For Nada, creating a cheerful face is the main source of her strength to transmit cheerfulness to her students.

*

"Still grieving, Sam?" kusno asked after the administration. Take care of Sam's hospital expenses.

"Yes, Paklik. Is it raining outside? It just feels worse. "

"Living a spatter, it's not as hard as before" said Kusno while dragging a plastic chair to sit.

"Are there any additional fees, sir?" ask Sam.

"Nothing. Before the pen installation operation, there is a file that is not yet in your wallet. Trus just I antennas completeness of your administration earlier." Kusno massaged the base of his nose, "luckily it's not the same thing with the police, Sam."

"Which hit Sam, take the peaceful path so?"

"Yes. Royan is the same Akmal. He said that even if you were kicked out, you were wrong, Sam. You eat the road too. From the opposite direction, it doesn't sign right."

Sam nodded, though a little forgot how he could shake.

"How's Reva, sir?" ask Sam.

Kusno sighed. His heart was so sick considering the big trouble at home. Which father does not hurt when his daughter has to bear the burden at the age of 17 years. "The client feels like he failed to take care of Reva, Sam."

Kusno's hands scooped his face. "I'm busy teaching people's children. But, the child himself was even misguided," he regretted but the rice had become porridge.

"Maybe Reva told the story and this morning the boy immediately came to bring his parents. Next week Reva wants ijab,"

"Reva dropped out of school?" sam asked so surprised mixed with sadness.

Kusno shook his head, "You know how else, he must be embarrassed. Not yet, the psychic must be inferior. Let it be tomorrow after the child is born, just after the package," Kusno said.

Sam did not dare to. Seeing that Kusno was so pale, Sam could feel how the trouble was coming. Added with himself.

Sam clenched his hand. This was what Mr. Hardi was like at the time. But why during his visit to his house he was not beaten or anything. They even get a friendly welcome. Has Nada kept it to herself all this time?

The more tight Sam's chest thought of this. Riled on his face even to read by Kusno.

"What's wrong with you, Sam?" kusno asked as he stood up, "your father doesn't say anything, you don't have to worry." Kusno wrongly guessed to make Sam more guilty.

"Sam would like to apologize, Paklik. Sam adds to the problem. Sam should be able to help us solve Reva's problem, but Sam was doomed."

"What are you talking about, Sam. You are my son too. It's only natural to take care of you. Moreover, your parents are far away. As long as your parents aren't next to you, you're my responsibility."

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