Sam
Be aware of Heart

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Although Sam looked indifferent and always stared at Nada flatly, it did not hold true as it seemed. Sam still often asks classmate Nada, where Nada went after school.

His habit of gathering at Dika's place was his routine. Not just to gather with the brandal's but there are things that are more interesting when he can see the beautiful face of the front occupants of Dika's house.

"Udahlah, Sam. You're honest what's wrong, anyway, same tone." Dika hits Sam's knee with a thick book.

"Honest for what? I'm just going along with your story, son." Sam still has the prestige to confess.

Both are in the library. Sam said to sleep or just calm the mind there. Though he deliberately sought an excuse not to accompany Mika to the cafeteria.

Dika turned his eyeballs. His best friend still kept his pride high. In fact, by admitting feelings, one will not be looked down upon by others, is not it.

When Dika was silent and did not pry his personal things anymore. Sam piled both hands together and made them into pillows. He put his head there and began to close his eyes.

Just a few seconds Sam closed his eyes, a voice he knew was disturbing hearing. Someone's crisp laughter from behind the bookshelf made Sam sharpen his hearing.

She faintly heard the voice of a man so praising the ability of the girl because of the sharpness of memory.

Sam glanced forward, there were two-meter-high bookshelves as book storage.

Right on the sidelines of the book there, Sam saw Nada was tidying a little hair out on his forehead. Her jaw hardened and her hands clenched, as even the hands of the man she knew were not reluctant to tug at Nada's hijab. Intend teasing him. Of course the voice of the veiled girl was a little high. From his voice came the sound of protest from there.

Furthermore, when Nada had already exited the hallway of the bookshelf with Arka behind her, making Sam's eyes open perfectly. Want to get closer. However, he could still control himself not to embarrass himself. If he feels angry and does not accept, then on what basis?

Sam slowly straightened his seat and was instantly shocked as Dika smiled disdainfully.

Damnit. I'm sniffed.

"What?" sam whispered as Dika alternately looked towards him and switched where Nada was sitting.

"Nggaaaaaa. Just want to see," said Dika with a little chuckle.

Be late. Dika has caught the wet body movement and Sam's reaction. Whoever it was, would have concluded the same thing. So clearly the look does not like printed on Sam's face that looks more tapered than the previous year. Looks like this time Sam has to be honest with Dika.

Sam was still staring at Nada from the side. Tone was unaware of it and focused more on the book in hand. He seems to equate the contents of the book that was brought with the contents of the book he took from the shelf. Sam draws a conclusion if Nada is making an assignment and deliberately looking for references from the assignments of Smaba alumni.

Arka is still looking for opportunities. Because many times Nada looked at him sharply to warn him.

"Ka, me, it's serious. Don't bother me, deh." Tone uses the book in his hand to gently hit Arka's arm.

"Yesterday, we're not going to Sekaten, Da. Tonight so, yeah."

"No, Ka. I'm sorry, you're not letting me out tonight."

"Now turned into a house child, you! There's Via's girlfriend too. Not your money?"

"No, Ka. I don't want to, don't make it, deh."

From a fairly affordable distance, that's what was caught in Sam's ears that began to blush. His eyes kept locking every movement of Arka and Nada in front of him.

Apparently, Arka in front of him was persuading Nada to ask him to walk again. Conscious Tone began difficult to be invited 'walk'.

Atar's presence in the doorway and approaching Nada made the heat that had been surrounding Sam slowly fade away.

The tone seemed to sparkle and immediately carried the book in his hand on Atar. Apparently Nada was asking Atar to give an assessment of his work.

Sam was a little relieved to see what was going on up ahead.

"Wink, Sam," Dika quipped with a knotty smile. Making Sam snort with the netra doesn't switch from there.

There was a sense that he wanted to explode right then and there. Seeing Nada who laughs crisply and his habit of pounding the shoulders of his interlocutors makes Sam miss the treatment of Nada to him.

In his silence, Sam was like being covered in ridicule from his friends.

"Don't be cool, Sam. If you like it, say. First hunt another new geger geden, Kowe!"

"Once in a while, you shoot girls, first. Believe this. The world will be fine, huh."

"One more thing, dark doesn't mean bad. There are stars and moons that together make the universe beautiful."

Sam clucked when he remembered the brandal's friends mocking him at the time. They were suddenly poetic deliberately to re-roast him.

Finally Sam stood up and took a step with Dika tagging along behind him. There was a sense that he could not describe seeing Nada look familiar to the others. Moreover, that person was Atar. He lost his confidence if he was going to compete with him.

Sam knows the nature and attitude of Atar. Enough to know him for three years, Sam has been able to recognize the advantages of his old friend.

Anger, wanting to scream or grab whatever is around him. Until finally, Sam accidentally nudged Arka's shoulder when passing through it. He also had time to see Nada's eye bead was wide because of it.

Shouted Arka who wanted to protest he could hear. However, the voice was suddenly silent after he could hear if it was Atar's voice that stopped him.

From that afternoon, Sam was really worried about her. Even when the sun has been replaced by the moon as the light of the Earth, Sam still feels the mood is really bad.

The books in front of him were simply ignored. Intention wants to learn. However, it is precisely the shadow of the face of the tone that appears in front of his eyes.

"Is this the definition of being in love?? It seems this stupid as it feels. Akkhhh! Damn, my love is one-sided. He doesn't like me at all. Love makes a fool of sudden turn out."

"Mas! Same call bude, huh?" Revi's voice was heard behind the door of his room. Who his cousin was talking to.

"No" replied Sam. He was already wary if his nephew would go into his room and mess up his activities.

Rustic activities.

*

A thrilling day has arrived. The national exam is now in sight.

School was quieter than in the days before. Of course because of the reduced ten and eleven occupants who have been liburized.

The exam that is being conducted in the twelfth grade simultaneously is very stressful.

Like exams in general. This graduation exam is a measuring point in the ability of students to absorb the knowledge provided by the father/mother teacher.

In the absence of about four hundred students there. The atmosphere in the school becomes more conducive and calm.

The day of the exam was well passed.

This is the last day of the exam and Sam and his friends accidentally go home. They deliberately linger in the parking lot for just a light conversation.

"Duhh, I'm sorry why not just answer B. Huh, because of kowe Yan!" The voice of Akmal protest is heard blaming Royan who is now also busy checking his phone. Apparently, they are looking for the right answer in the search application.

"Ck. You guys, who've been late, yes it's new." Dika snatches Royan's phone and pockets it in his pants pocket.

"Wooy! Hp me!" Royan tried to pick up the phone in Dika's pocket.

Until the chase action is not clear can not be avoided. They look like little kids fighting over toys.

Sam watched both. In his mind he was so sad, how was his life after this. Last night Bang Ali called him. Providing the option to attend the police academy. That was how Sam avoided it. The second option, he will take a lecture in the papa working area and that means he will leave Java and have to fly to Sulawesi.

A difficult choice.

It is not sad to part with friends. Nor sad because it has broken up from Mika. But he was increasingly aware of his feelings on a figure of judges named Nada Gantari.

*

The quiet day has now been enjoyed by Sam. The completion of the exam and the stay to take care of this - it's to school is his daily life these days.

The presence of ten and eleven residents makes the atmosphere that Sam longs to be treated.

If a few days ago Sam could only see Nada from the terrace of Dika's house or accidentally. This time he could make anytime he wanted to see the face of ketus that he secretly always missed.

I don't know when that started to bother him. To be sure Sam is now starting to gather his courage to approach Nada again. Moreover, seeing him constantly followed by Arka made his mood riled up.

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