Sandriana, My Lovely Sist
Part 33's. Mommy Thinking Away Ahead

"You didn't tell Papi the results of your work but asked Sandriana directly."

"Don't pretend not to understand, Pi... Papi knows how I feel now..."

"What feeling? What does your relationship have to do with Dria?"

"Don't make fun of me..."

Sandro showed annoyed mimicry and it did not affect the Great Lord's calmness at all.

"Bapi just made sure that Dria is no longer your sister."

"Ahhh.. Everyone knows that now except Dria..."

"Dria has known papi's intention to carry out your mama's wish to match you."

Finally the Great Lord spoke. Sandro sat in a chair, it seemed like all the cells of organ tissue and organ systems in his body would respond the same to Dria's name, yes even love makes all the systems in his brain see Dria as a part of him.

"So my guess from the beginning is why is Deedee here not wrong? Why isn't papi blunt?"

"Boy is not a coercor, you know it. Your wife will live with you, it must be your own choice. Papi just brought Dria closer to you, the rest of papi just hope you see and find yourself the real woman you need..."

"Almost I married Emma..."

"That's why papi asked Dria to come, long ago papi can only persuade Rahmadi to allow Dria to come. But. From the beginning Dria was here papi was actually convinced that you had special feelings for her..."

Sandro leaned back now in a memory padded chair, a pair of chairs and a round table where his parents had been chatting away time together in the main room of this house, the chair he sat in was where the late mami usually sat.

"Why does papi remember bringing Deedee here, and why can papi be so sure about my feelings? I think you know at first I hated Deedee a lot..."

"Because you're papi's son, mami always said you look a lot like papi. If mommy's right, then that's what kind of woman you're going to choose, it's definitely not going to be much different from papi's choice, and it's on Dria instead of Emma."

Sandro who had leaned his head now closed his eyes, then said softly...

"That's absolutely true Pi, mommy became the benchmark for me to choose my real wife, and somehow I got into a serious relationship with a woman like Emma."

Sandro was silent for a moment, the wise Master did not want to interrupt him to choose to listen to his son. So the Great Master just looked patiently waiting for the next sentence from his son who was sitting while hooking his two hands in front of him.

"Seeing Deedee walking in all parts of our house, seeing what she's doing in this house, is like seeing a living mommy again. It felt nothing different to mami, even the cake she made was exactly the same. Papi knows, like Mami Deedee raising chickens too. I like to see her laughing while chasing with her chickens."

Sandro was silent again, still closing his eyes trying to visualize in his closed eyes all that was in the memory of what Dria was doing in this house.

"It feels like nothing makes me happier than what I feel because of Dria. I tested my own feelings many times, whether because I missed my mother so much that my feelings were biased like this. But what I found was that I became more attached to him, and I'm sure now that my feelings for Deedee were not wrong..."

Longing immediately made Sandro exhale heavily, fretting now settled in his heart, a state exactly the same he felt when mami and Dria left that time. Great Lord Harlandy sees the weakest side of his son now, losing Dria. If Dria could come again by his son's side it would definitely be the greatest source of strength for Sandro.

"Pi?"

Sandro opened his eyes looking at the Great Lord Harlandy...

"Mmm?"

Mr. Harlandy smiled softly recalling the conversation more than twenty years ago with his wife.

"Yes, since my kidney function is declared to be declining, my mother always suggests she will not live long, she will not watch you get married. Mom is worried about who will be with you for the rest of your life. When she found out Helena was pregnant, she said the baby would be her son too. How happy your mother is to know Helena's baby girl. Maybe since then there has been a thought to match you. Mami immediately brought Rahmadi and the family lived in this house..."

Two men with the same grief about a woman so adored then both fell silent, equally crocheting again the fond memories of the woman so loved.

"Mommy's luckier than mom..."

Sandro recalls Helena and how she asked him to think of Helena as a mother as well.

"That's why after Helena's health deteriorated, she felt so guilty. Mami always told papi that if mami faces the power, papi must realize her wishes about Dria and you..."

"Yeah... I know Pi, if I remember. mami who made my love for Dria firmly planted in my heart and memory."

"Do you regret that? Feel controlled or regulated mami?"

"No Pi, not at all, I'm just grateful that Deedee was unregulated like that I think I'm going to fall in love with him..."

Sandro smiled, talking about Dria inserting a beautiful taste in the recesses of his heart.

"Only... I don't know how to make Deedee feel the same way about me..."

"You have to fight for it, Dria told papi not to change her position as your sister... She just wants you as her brother..."

"Ah... Pii... I can't think of Deedee as my sister anymore... What am I supposed to do?"

"But can't teach you, you have to do it yourself, you're not a teenager who just felt love..."

"It feels like it's the love of my teenage years that continues today..."

Mr. Harlandy stood up leaving his son out of the room. Conversations like this are very rare, for a long time indeed he limited to over-regulating or patronizing his son, which is why they are very rarely quarreled, because they are very rarely, if Sandro needs to talk, he never hesitates to find his father.

"Pi?"

"Something good takes time and effort."

"How is it? Deedee is now in S..."

Sandro also stood up and chased after the papi, like a child asking to be taught how to do something.

"Find your own way... Papi chasing mami has to cross the continent, you only need to go a few hours from here. But don't force Dria, it's not good, and don't subordinate your work, you know, papi doesn't want you to be irresponsible just because Dria."

Mr. Harlandy walked into his reading room and closed the door behind him making Sandro know his father would not continue their conversation. Sandro returned to his room with a slight huff, who needs to become an adult now? He just needs Dria.

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