Sandriana, My Lovely Sist

Sandriana, My Lovely Sist
Part 38's. What's Wrong?


“Dee..”.


Sandro stopped, staring wholeheartedly.


“Iya?”


Dria was slightly fixated on seeing Sandro's gaze on her, something she had always pressed to the bottom of her heart, something her heart realized about Sandro's sister now strengthening and making Dria realize something. All the realities are connected about how Sandro treats himself so far, he must admit that it is not just the love of a brother, actually his heart continues to deny the existence of love.


It didn't take thousands of words to describe the sense he had for Dria, Sandro's deep gaze was more than enough to reveal what was in his heart, a gaze so open right now, that it was so, not covering up anything else that had grown long ago in his heart. Sandro didn't want to hold this feeling for much longer...


Sandro nodded when he saw Dria's eyes as if demanding the truth that their understanding is the same, that the love that Sandro means is himself.


"Deedee. you're the one you want.only you're the one you love from the beginning love is here, it's just you..."


Sandro pointed at his own chest, saying the words softly and there was a tremor in his voice showing the earnestness of his words. For the first time he expressed love for a woman and never thought that she was someone he had seen since the first day the girl was on this earth, a little girl whose presence makes her learn to love and care, someone who is a source of happiness for her.


Dria felt all her hair bristling, a sentence that she did not want to listen to anymore from any man, why should she hear from her own brother, from an older sister whom she loved so much. Suddenly Dria felt pressure in her mind. The decision has been there for a long time, as it has been systemized in his mind about not receiving love again in his life, so every time there is a man who tries to approach him reflection of his attitude is rejection.


Dria immediately ran away from Sandro with the emotions that had surrounded her, fear, sadness, even the disappointment of anger and shame in the past are now emerging. His feelings soon become so bad that Dria does not care about Sandro's call and runs without direction just want to go as far as to leave Sandro. Disappointment deepened because Dria could not accept that it was Sandro, why should Sandro the older brother who said it, the closest man and always the place where he poured out all the things in his life now. Tears soon filled his entire face.


Sandro gave chase, and his long strides allowed him to catch Dria's hand in a split second. Dria revolted, trying to release Sandro's hand, with all the emotions that controlled her heart as if Dria gained more power so that her strength was comparable to Sandro's. For a moment Dria could break away and run again.


Seeing the state of Dria who was crying with sadness and looked so depressed full of emotions, Sandro immediately grabbed Dria's body and immediately hugged her tightly. Dria was still in a rage and Sandro had to exert his strength not to release Dria.


“Deedee... don't do this. yes... don't be angry brother says this.. brother please don't be angry...”.


Sandro's words made Dria cry with a voice that was not held back anymore, Dria's crying voice sounded heartbreaking, and Sandro was brought to the situation when their mother came home, dria's deep sad voice was the same as back then, and it became like thousands of needles piercing Sandro's heart, she did not understand nor was she surprised why Dria's reaction was this great when she heard her declaration of love.


“Dee... sister does not want Deedee like this, forgive sister..”.


Dria was still crying violently and Sandro immediately regretted having said it about his love.


“Deedee... dear..pardon the feeling of a sister like this for you, forgive ya... sister is unable to refuse it Dee... forgive sister... don't cry Dee...”.


Wanting Sandro to kiss or do other affectionate actions to calm Dria down but she was afraid of Dria's next reaction, Sandro's mind immediately confused and anger at himself stirred up his feelings. Time became so heavy passed because Sandro did not know what to do other than just hug Dria alone.


“Dee... say something, it's okay Dee refused brother, but brother wants to know why Dee became sad like this.”.


Sandro resigned Dria refused her love, although her heart hurt but she wanted their relationship to remain the same, and now there is a curious intrigue to know why Dria reacted like that.


Slowly Dria's strength loosened and no longer tried to release Sandro's embrace, Dria's body which she felt no longer in contact with her embrace made Sandro reflexively rubbed Dria's head gently, all her senses were like wanting to treat Dria lovingly, because that was all that came to her mind.


There was Tety who opened the door welcoming them with a look of wonder and a hint of panic. Sandro gestured for Tety to leave them, but Tety complied even though she was worried. Sandro led Dria to sit on a black minimalist leather sofa. Sandro sat down with Dria but now kept his distance.


“Dee... stop crying yes.. sorry to make you sad this way..”.


Dria tried to stop her crying. The feeling became mixed, was so wanted to run away from Sandro and now do not want to lose the affection of an older brother.


“Kak... Sandro's sister.. ka.. ka.. kak make Dee... why you should say it...”.


Stammered Dria was still trying to control the emotions in her chest and trying not to cry anymore.


“Dee. Brother tried to hold this back a long time ago, considering thousands of times to declare it."


Sandro stopped and took a deep breath, a feeling of sadness had prevailed because he could not love Dria as much as he wanted. Sandro then continued again in an increasingly low voice...


"Now brother will not force the feeling of brother, enough Dee already know it.. not what's like this Dee, still be my sister yes..don't stay away from brother.... don't get angry ya?”


“Dee is not angry brother.. Dee just does not want sister to turn into another, sister should not love Dee, do not have such feelings.. Dee does not want to be like that.”.


Dria sobbed again, Sandro grabbed Dria's head in his arms, somehow her heart now. It had always crossed her mind this possibility that Dria rejected him, after facing herself again she could only blame herself.


“Alright.. but, can you tell why you can't love you Dee? What's wrong with that? Mami and papi wanted it long before big brother realized sister's love..."


"Dee is wrong... Dee doesn't deserve that..."


Dria stood up and walked into her room leaving Sandro fixated on Dria's last sentence...


"What's wrong with you, Dee?"


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