Sandriana, My Lovely Sist
Part 46's. Ambiguities
Life is going better. When following Dria's state, Sandro finally did the same way as before to get into Dria's heart. For now Sandro does not force or seek an opportunity to declare his love. Sandro just increased the intensity of their communication and every week never alpa again for a weekend with Dria. It worked before, made their relationship closer, and it works now.
They are both on the site of making a new house, a house that in Sandro's plan will be their second home in the future, the main house is of course still a big house that has certainly been passed on to him. Papi includes parents who do not want to live apart from his only son Sandro, as well as the father. Their parents have no plans for a second marriage. So Sandro had already explained his idea to one of the consulting offices that he entrusted to handle the design of his house.
“Papi and dad will each have a private area in this house, not just a bedroom but some private room they need so they are free and comfortable.”.
“Wah... What will his house be? Dee has a private area.. Brother too, what will his house be like?”.
“Will as we need, a comfortable place certainly for the family..sister already calculated for the area of children as well.”.
“Kids?”
Dria asked, her instincts grasping an intent.
“Ya... we will get married and have children right?”
Dria broke away from Sandro's embrace, uncomfortable to hear this discussion.
“Think for the needs of Sandro's older children only…"
Dria is still trying to deny the concept of ‘our children’ in the words Sandro is their children both not with other couples. In a variety of winged sentences Sandro always inserts a flickering about their relationship. Dria who was afraid of Sandro was offended and became injured like the past often let alone. But this time Dria tried to show a little rejection.
"You're going to have kids too, right?"
"No. Brother who must get married as soon as possible. Papi already wants a grandson... Dee has no plans to get married so where might have a child."
"Now you have no plans to get married.don't say there's no plan, Dee..."
"There is no..."
"Nothing is certain in the world, we humans are always changing and we don't know what lies ahead..."
"But Dee is indeed..."
Sandro pinches Dria's nose to stop Dria from talking.
"Sister. Dee's nose is broken..."
Dria rubbed her nose. Sandro laughed and ruffled the hair on Dria's head in a fit of anxiety.
"Haha... Broken huh? Where's?"
The pouting Dria made Sandro laugh even more and then hugged Dria's shoulder and led Dria to walk to another part of the land. Dria immediately let go, then said in an annoyed tone that wasn't really upset, there was a real happy feeling hidden behind it...
"Sister Sandro must have a lover in order to do anything to her, not to me..."
Sandro pulls Dria new again and embraces her more tightly without responding to Dria's words. Dria never refused again all the affection she gave. Every meet and will be separated Sandro has often given kisses dear, expressions of attention and love through touch accustomed Sandro no longer rejected Dria, make Sandro sure that Dria's heart is actually also filled with love for him. Only verbal denials are what he still hears and they have no effect now for Sandro.
“What house in this house need to make a swimming pool? Brother forgot to ask you that time.. In his design the architect included it...”.
“Ahh... big brother does not like swimming right? Dee also does not like... why make a swimming pool if not used?”
“But maybe one day our children need..”
“Kids older brother...not our children..”.
Dria releases Sandro's embrace.
“Haha... why be sensitive.. alright... big sister children... but big brother will teach them to call you mami... You will also take care and raise them later, so it will be your children... it's the same...our children..”.
Dria smiled wryly. He was still reluctant to throw a partition in the heart despite knowing all the intentions and treatment of Sandro for him, and selfishly he also enjoyed it now and sometimes even realized after some of his indulgence laughed at Sandro.
Dria did not reject Sandro but could not also eliminate the shame and fear about his existence, the self-worth that was successfully instilled by the mother and she had forgotten because she was lulled by a sweet offer first. And very firm in his heart the principle of not wanting to be rejected and humiliated.
“So I've never heard you say you want to have a lot of children...forget?”
Sandro spoke a moment later, still reluctant to let go of the topic about the child.
“Ahh? No, Dee doesn't forget. Dee once blamed Dee's circumstances for being born as an only child... miss big brother that time but big brother was far away and Dee realized big brother was not Dee's big brother. So Dee never had a heart desire if if married want children Dee not experience as Dee experienced.. but already brother, do not need to be discussed yes.”.
“Iya. It happened in the past, and it will not happen now and later. We will never be lonely again, we are already together now.”.
Sandro grabs Dria's hand now and grabs her and brings Dria back to the store, disrupting Dria's busyness to accompany her to see the preparation for their new home construction, yes it is their home even though verbally Dria does not want to say it but every talk about the house Dria looks enthusiastic.
It's enough now though it often feels Dria's ambiguous attitude but Sandro is increasingly convinced she won't be back to zero for their relationship journey. It's only a matter of time for the bulkhead in their love to come loose.
Remaining how to make Dria understand that Sandro has known his past and make Dria know about Sandro's acceptance of the past, that's just Sandro's concern is how to release the trauma of Dria's past.
But it feels like full happiness is getting closer...
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Good night sunday yaa...
Hopefully the content of this light story can be entertaining (although a bit unsure, ambiguous feelings of authority like Dria)
Happy weekend 💙
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