Santet's Post From The Ex
Riddho

For a long time I was getting closer to Robbi, because of good communication and we were committed to each other.

Until finally Robbi invited me to be, but I was still a little traumatized by the name of dating.

I rejected Robbi and invited her to be close friends and if it was suitable we would continue straight away marriage.

I dare to talk like that because Robbi is an adult. In terms of age and he always talks about marriage and later introductions to his parents

The longer together we are in a relationship. Maybe this is the original nature of Robbi. I feel surprised by his nature which sometimes like uncontrolled emotions.

Every time we argued he would have to block my number and three days later apologized on his own. It continued until the third time in a row.

Even for trivial things such as registering his name for a seminar and there are people who do not like it. He was immediately angry.

Padahalkan ya stay cuek. Why you should block my number. And once when we chose a place to eat. I don't want to be invited to a dimly lit place and a dj song. He also blocked my number for 3 days.

I thought that trait was too childish and did not fit me. I was made tired of that trait.

I was thinking maybe because he was offended because I didn't want to be his girlfriend. But I'm consistent with what I say.

I was only in a relationship with him and not close to other men. I just don't want a relationship called courtship.

Every time he checks my phone. I am ordinary because there is nothing to hide.

Maybe because I never told her about my trauma to Ardi. My first boyfriend traumatized me. So that I don't want no word courtship, we're just TTM (friends but married). I feel no need to say that to Robbi because it's such a disgrace to me.

I too with good intentions started my Istikoroh prayer, asking for clues as to whether I should stay away from Robbi or stay with her. Because I feel strange about Robbi's nature and can't stand her irritable emotions.

I started my Istikorohku prayers with tahajjud prayers .

The first day, the second, the third to the seventh day of my isikoroh prayer.

I dreamt of walking in unison with Robbi in a park, but I saw another man looking at me with a withered face, and we looked at each other at the time.

I was immediately connected to the dream of the man who hugged me on the hill.

Waking up I thought about the man. What does it mean there are better men than Robbi.

Instead of worrying, I thought about staying away

Robbie slowly. If only a soul mate would meet. Thought.

because it started Robbi who likes to block my numbers. I could easily get away from him. Even at first it must be awkward.

I felt awkward for a week in the same class as Robbi because we used to sit next to each other and joke around with other friends. .

Now I'm switching seats swapping positions with Elsa. A girl who wants to be Robbi's girlfriend. Elsa was so happy when I asked her to change seats.

Mehindari Robbi made me stay away from my male friends usually we join each other chat and joke.

I purposely avoided my male friends. Because I'm afraid of being slandered by Robbi. She thought about it because there was another man, so I stayed away from her.

Now I'm just sitting around with the guys

girls who always talk about the advantages of their respective girlfriends. They think her boyfriend is the best.

Though if the soul mate without dating would meet.

I'm straight out of this girls' society.

Lia's the only girl that suits me. Because even though he has a girlfriend but not too much to hire his girlfriend. Lia is always positive thinking and easily familiar with others.

I went around looking for Lia to take her to the cantina. But I didn't meet with Lia, I didn't pick up either.

I finally decided to go alone. Let me see Ridho, my high school friend. And Lia was there too.

"Santy.Lia I've been looking for in here.?"santy asked Lia.

" Lia Hehehe...Yes, Ridho really exclamation story so ngak feel if hp vibrates."answered Lia.

Ridho is a man who is patient but I think patient and stupid is thin if in terms of love.

Once upon a time in High School he cheated but kept quiet. Utilized by the girl he complies.

Maybe because his love and his person are also sincere in helping people so easy to take advantage of.

Lia told me that Now Ridho has broken up with his girlfriend. And Ridho told me his stupidity in the past. Which makes Lia to not hear and feel the vibration of her cellphone nailed to the shirt.

I think Ridho is quite handsome with his nose that increases his charm. Like an arab I think.

Actually when I was in High School I put my heart on Ridho but because I didn't dare to date I just looked at him and admired his handsome face.

These few days I met Ridho in the canteen. And we sat down at a table, I just found out he was a really cool kid to talk to. Because back in High School I never talked to him. Besides because he has a girlfriend. I was also shy at the time.

Ridho always had a topic of conversation, so I never got bored when I met him.

Because we often meet so close, we often chat, call, and discuss something on social media.

I don't know since when my days were accompanied by Ridho. Everything goes with time.

Even Ridho used to pick me up for college or when we wanted to go together.

the first man to tell me about my trauma during a courtship and Ridho understood that.

Ridho didn't ask me to be his girlfriend and asked me to get to know each other. He introduced his parents to me, and the rest of the family.

I am like that too. I introduced him to my family.

When we eat out we always take turns to pay. There are always stories and events that make us laugh out loud.

Only to Ridho I was so open and did not care much about my grooming. She doesn't demand me to be the perfect woman.

He accepted my pettiness, my obscure babbling and who always relented when we chose a place to eat.

She was like my very special best friend because we were committed to getting married later.

while waiting to graduate from college and work we together help to affairs looking for good grades.

Time keeps passing. Graduation time has arrived.

my graduation ceremony was held faster so Ridho became my companion at graduation. With my mom and my dad.

Ridho brought me flowers as my graduation gift and it made me very happy and it was a very meaningful thing.

I remember the words of Mbah Rasid, Mamah and the dream.I hope Ridholah the man who will be my soul mate later.