
Farhan did not speak from Kira, let alone his mouth, not even his stomach wanted to be filled. A straight-forward look with an indiscernible sadness, hoping that Ayu would be kept out of all distress and return safely without flaws. He refused the food that Kira was feeding, shaking his head slowly.
"No, I'm not hungry."
"Oh Farhan, just one mouthful." Keukeuh Kira who returned tried to force the man before him.
"Don't force me! How can I eat while Ayu is still nowhere to be found, I'm so worried about her, whether she's eaten or not."
"Don't force me!" firmly Farhan who looked at the woman before him with the look of his eagle eyes.
"Little bit, open your mouth!" tell Kira to show him to open his mouth wide.
"I don't want to eat, why are you forcing me? If I'm hungry, I can eat alone and don't have to feed me like a child." Snapped Farhan who threw the spoon in Kira's hand.
Kira was a little surprised to see the reaction shown by Farhan, not wanting to make the man angry and just resigned with an unfulfilled desire. Subjecting her head and removing a few drops of clear liquid that became her mainstay, and pretending to be a woman who was always oppressed. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to upset you, I'm really worried about Ayu and you. How are you gonna stay powered up if your belly's not filled in just now." Acting very well is a skill he has, can make others fooled by his innocent face.
Farhan rubbed his face violently, he hated tears so much. "I don't mean to yell at you, don't take it personally. But, I don't like it if anyone wants to impose his will on me."
"I'm sorry I was so worried about you."
"Hem." Farhan only replied with a throb, not wanting to waste his time in vain. "before I find Ayu, I will not touch the food. Somehow fate now, hopefully he's not in a dark place or his phobia can come back to haunt him." His murmurs soon left the place.
The manpower that was recovering from taking a short break and returning to continue the search, approached the teams and also the villagers so that they immediately acted in finding his former fiancee.
"Farhan, wait for me to come!" pekik Kira hurried to follow and equalized the steps of the man who left her.
"God, he would not let Farhan live quietly, always a hindrance between them. You caterpillar!" muttered the manager who was very angry with the existence of Kira.
Farhan snickered that the woman was still following him like gum and bothered him greatly, but he ignored it, all his thoughts going to the assistant who had not yet been found.
"are you sure Ayu will be found? even this search took hours but there was no sign of the woman."
"Stop asking or you get out of here!" farhan was very disturbed.
"Yes, but I'm just arguing, try to think logically."
Farhan did not speak of the woman next to him who always held hands, like a monkey made him quite careless. "Did you hold my hand all day?"
"What dayaku? Do you want me to slip and get into that abyss?"
"Are you jealous of our closeness?" kira.
"That thought was never present."
"Can you shut up? Ayu has not been found but you are still arguing, if you continue like this you should go to the tent." Farhan looked at the two women who were beside him in annoyance, and refocused to look for the whereabouts of the missing secretary. It managed to mediate the quarrel of two very dizzying women.
The search that took hours, even the sun began to sink, all the team and also the villagers just resigned because they could not find Ayu's whereabouts. One of the policemen approached Farhan to report about today. "It's dusk, and we haven't found out where Miss Ayu is yet."
"Do you always report with reports that make my mood worse, huh? It's still dusk and not night."
The policeman took a deep breath and threw it away slowly, facing the attitude of a handsome man in a suit that was really emotionally draining. "Alright, we'll look for him again as you wish, sir."
A tangled mind, disheveled hair, and clothes that were slightly dirty from the ground, did not make Farhan retreat. He did not even pay attention to his stomach which always sounded protesting to be filled.
After searching all night, he was unable to find Ayu until dawn. It made the search and rescue teams feel the next search would not work, they were desperate, choosing to stop the search. "There were no signs we found, and decided to stop this search. It is possible that Ms. Ayu did not survive or could have been buried by landslides and some people also searched the forest. But whatever it is may God protect and good fortune accompany it."
Farhan clenched his hands tightly, not accepting that everyone had given up hope in the search. He was a little heartbroken, yet his intention and determination still burned and insisted on looking until he met. "You don't want to look for it it's up to you. But, I'll look for him!"
"Sir, we found something here." Shouted one of the policemen who found a scarf tied to a tree. Suddenly everyone turned their attention to the origin of the sound and rushed up to him.
"What did you find, tell me!" urged Farhan who was very enthusiastic, as if getting a hope to find his secretary.
"We found a scarf, does this belong to Miss Ayu?"
"Yes, it belongs to Ayu." The manager replied as he inspected the scarf, he recognized the scarf worn by his superior the last time he met.
"Are you sure?"
"I'm pretty sure, sir, the last time he wore this scarf." replied the manager with both eyes shining brightly almost the clear liquid dripped.
Everyone smilingly found something that, when they wanted to give up on the search, there was still a little hope in Farhan's heart and immediately instructed the police and other teams to conduct the search.
"Even since we were looking for it, only a scarf was found. What can be proof, there's no one here." chirps guess that makes everyone look at him.
"Can you shut up? If you don't want to join the search, just keep your mouth shut so as not to discourage others."