Shanum Smile
Chapter 37

"What?" the Earth cried out in surprise.

He did not expect at all if their relationship would run aground so soon.

"You still love me, don't you, Num? Still love me, don't you?" ask Bumi then while holding both shoulders of the idol.

Shanum replied with a nod and a teardrop. It feels heavy Shanum said separate to the head of OSIS during Junior High. All this time he knew many people, only Earth was very good to him. The earth accepts him as he is sincerely. Even the Earth family was very good to him.

Suddenly, Earth immediately pulled Shanum's body into his arms. The earth hugged the body of the lover. I don't want to let the woman I love leave her. So great love and unfortunately, the Earth is even willing to hurt the feelings of the brother.

With reckless Earth expressed her feelings, no matter how the brother felt, if they knew they had been in a relationship. Satria never came home or gave news, so did not know if Earth and Shanum were made.

"I can't be far from you, Num. Tortured for three years living away from you. How else would I live my day without you?"

"I'm sorry Sha, Brother. It's all for our good. We better not meet for a while. After a quiet situation we can meet again. Most of you have to take care of your college, right?"

"Sha will also attend a month-long fieldwork training event. After receiving the report of class increase, fieldwork training was carried out. When the second grade rises by one month and when the grade is good by third grade by two months."

"From now on we practice not meeting for an entire month. Sha gets a training ground away from home. So, we're gonna be hard to meet. Well, this is as a form of exercise from now on" Shanum explained long and wide.

"Where are you stationed, far from home? It's been a long time now" asked Bumi curiously but also protested.

"College boundary, Brother. If to the left of Solo and if you take the right towards Gunung Kidul. Public transport is difficult in the area. Must bring your own vehicle or boarding. If you ride a bike, Sha will not hold." Shanum again explained the place where he would undergo fieldwork training.

"All right, then! For a while we don't have to meet first. As long as we don't meet, you don't look for my replacement, yes!" the Earth finally broke with half a heart.

The earth is still hard to part with the lover of the heart. Just a few months of love, suddenly had to separate. This was not her wish, if asked for sure answered she wanted to be next to Shanum forever.

Earth is a man who is difficult to see the opposite sex. For her once in a lifetime she loved someone. Enough Shanum was a person who filled his heart and mind. She doesn't need any other woman besides Shanum, except for her mother.

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Shanum's body felt lethargic and powerless. So tonight he fell asleep watching television.

"Sha... Sha... wake! Move rooms, don't sleep here. Later you are cold, here the wind blows louder from morning until night. Too many ventilation holes here, just sleeping in the room is warmer and more comfortable."

Mbak Mut continued his work after telling Shanum to move. He had to work hard to support his father and brother. The result of five plots of rice fields, can not be expected to cover the cost of the father's treatment. Every week Mr. Yanto spends three million rupiah.

The money of three million was only for the cost of therapy alone, other drugs and doctor's consultation. Shanum should also be treated once a week. Within a month Mutia had to reach into a pocket of fifteen million, just for the medical expenses of her father and sister.

The food of Shanum and the father must also be really considered by Mutia and Mbak Ami. Fortunately, Shanum's food is not expensive, because he is better advised to eat fruits and vegetables. It's just how to cook and the level of maturity must be right, so that the food does not turn into carcinogens.

Shanum is completely prohibited from eating snacks that are sold freely in the stall. The only food that can be consumed is their own cooking. Fortunately Shanum was a submissive child, so he never asked for any strange food.

Today Shanum received a report, he himself took it. The school does not require parents of students who take their children's report grades. Only troubled children require parents to come to school.

Shanum's grades were completely destroyed, he got a ranking of 15 out of 40 students. There was regret in Shanum's mind. Shanum's grades are all six and seven, eight's just a few. There are no more nine in the report.

"I have to be more active in learning, so that Mut is not disappointed. Once enough of this I let down Mut and Gentlemen, tomorrow will no longer be!" shanum promised himself.

Mbak Mut did not comment too much, when Shanum came home bringing home a mediocre value.

"Sha, it's great to have been able to choose which is good for Sha. Which is not good for Sha. Now all of your decisions are back to you. You should already know how to behave and make decisions. Learn to be independent and responsible from now on! Ma'am can not always accompany you, as well as the Father. He can no longer take care of you. Don't take care of you, just take care of yourself can't."

Uncompleted Mutia advised Shanum, Mr. Yanto who was not far from him was already crying deeply. Mutia stopped talking and approached her father.

"Brother why are you crying? What do you want?" tanya Mutia while holding the hand of Mr. Yanto.

However, Mr. Yanto's vague voice made Mutia and Shanum have no idea what he meant.

"Shanum apologizes for disappointing Mr and Mbak Mut. Shanum promises to be more active in learning. Sha will follow Mbak Mut's advice" Shanum said with tears streaming down his cheeks.

The three of them cried hugging each other, pouring out their feelings. Sometimes we don't have to always pretend to smile in order to look strong. We can also weep shedding all restless and restless.

After a while wept hugging each other. Finally the crying subsided. Teletubbies are back in position. Wiping away any tears that were still left in each other's eyes and cheeks.

"Mbak Mut is familiar with your current value. For students who rarely enter this school is an achievement. So don't be discouraged!"