Shanum Smile
Chapter 58

Shanum's body was like losing his bones. His body felt weak to hear the news of the death of the idol. Shock is certain. However, he had to cover it up because not many knew of its connection to Earth.

"Sir Earth Wardhana?" tanya Shanum limp.

"Yeah, his little brother's the begundal Satria. He died two weeks ago, didn't he?" sahut Lucy.

"Mm, sorry yes. You can't do pesenin? This leg feels very weak, somehow suddenly kok kek gini," said Shanum with a clear face, his face also looks pale.

How not to pale? Shanum was so shocked to hear the news of the death of the person he loved so much. We as ordinary people must feel very lost, let alone that person who fills the heart and mind.

"Snipp!"

Shanum immediately sat on a chair not far from him, coincidentally they had already reached their destination. Shanum's body was suddenly hot cold. Even his feet did not touch the ground.

Shanum held back a cry in front of his friends. His chest felt tight to hold back tears so as not to spill. Why did he hear the news at the wrong time?

He felt he did not want to believe the words of the two classmates during Junior High. Earth has never complained of pain why it suddenly died? So many questions raged in Shanum's mind.

"Num, what do you want to eat? Just bengong!" lucya shouted annoyed because Shanum had just been silent without moving.

"Ehh, orange angel same tela original. Here's the money" Shanum replied as he handed her a piece of blue paper money.

"OK, wait!" said Lucya like a restaurant waiter.

Shortly after, the two friends came with their orders.

"Are you sure the dead are Earthlings?" shanum asked to confirm his hearing.

"Yeah, cook I lied! I came to his house, his mother passed out. Anyway, cry if you come!" answer Lucya.

"What pain is the Earth? When he died suddenly, "" asked Shanum again, he wanted to know what was the cause of the death of the man who had filled his heart.

"Leukemia, he said, has been ill for a long time. Just discovered, kept dying shortly after. Had been hospitalized also for two weeks," said Lucya while occasionally bribing food into her mouth.

"Oo, it's appropriate that during the reunion he looked pale, just like that" said Shanum.

"Huh? You get to watch out for guys. You guys dating?" lucy's scream was immediately smothered in her mouth by Shanum.

"Lo's stomach doesn't know, Lus? He's really Earth's girlfriend. Many saw them hugging in front of Maria cave" said Retha unraveling Shanum's secret.

"No! I have been with Earth for a long time. Yesterday the reunion was just a casual chat," elak Shanum did not want to confess.

"Where is the usual chat with hugging events? If there's no relationship there can't be a hugging girl!" sangkal Retha does not believe.

Shanum looked down sad. He and Earth have no relationship. But that love is still in his heart. His relationship with the Earth family had also been strained before they broke up.

The three of them are silent because Shanum does not want to deny or justify Rethah's words. The two Shanum friends knew how Shanum was feeling at the moment. So they choose to quietly enjoy the food on the table.

"Shanum's coming home, yuk!" call Mutia with a bag of groceries.

Shanum also looked at his friends for signs of leaving. Both of his friends glanced at the snacks he bought were still many left. Oranges and tela-telasnya just tercip, not eaten.

"Not finished, Mbaakkkk ..." Shanum said as he showed glasses and food using carton packaging.

Mbak Mutia shook her head and took a rough breath looking at the younger sister.

"So it was just from the doctor. Have you forgotten what the doctor said? You want to get sick again?" namel Mutia was upset.

"Sorry, Ma'am. These are all originals, just ask them. This orange water is without added sugar or other sweeteners. This is also an original taste. Without flavoring!" sahut Shanum defended himself while giving up what he consumed earlier to his brother.

Mutia also tasted Shanum snacks, to check the taste of the food and drinks. Then hand it over to Shanum.

Hhc ....

"Corrus water can be consumed, because it is without sweeteners. If the sample can you guarantee the oil used is not used oil or new disposable? Anyway I don't want to know, don't let me see tomorrow again food like this! Not a lot of reasons! Health is still primary." Mutia advised Shanum long and wide. Mutia did not want the effort done in vain because Shanum was recalcitrant.

"Yes, sorry. Sha will not repeat the purchase of snack cake gini again," said Shanum Lirih with his head down feeling guilty.

However, Mutia has been trying to get Shanum's pain healed. As a form of gratitude, Shanum just need according to all the advice of the doctor. Mutia knew it was not easy, especially Shanum's age was still unstable.

The age at which children are increasingly curious about new things. So they will try new things, without them knowing the danger behind it all. Mutia just didn't want Shanum to be carried away by the children of today.

"First, yeah!" shanum's pamphlet to his two friends, then passed from before them.

"Yes, sometime we can meet and talk again" said Retha.

Early in the morning Shanum woke up. Though usually he will wake up after Mutia performing dawn prayers. Mutia who was about to wake up her sister became depressed because the sister was already sitting on the bed.

Shanum could not sleep because he thought of the Earth. He could not accept if the idol of the heart was facing the Almighty. Shanum hopes Earth's death is just hearsay.

"Tumben, Sha's up?" ask the brother.

"I can't sleep, Ma'am" Shanum said as he yawned.

"Now morning dawn, let's clean up!" absolute Mutia's orders.

Shanum got up from his seat and rushed to the bathroom. After some Shanum also began to perform worship. Communicate with the owner of the body, complain of all complaints

In his prayer, Shanum mentioned the name Earth. To be forgiven all sins and placed in His heaven. Not forgetting that he begged forgiveness for all his sins and sins.

Shanum is praying with tears in his eyes. Remembering the times with Earth, also remembering so much harm to Earth.

"O Allah, do I deserve Your forgiveness? There are so many sins and mistakes I have committed. O God, I have offended Your creature until the moment You call him I have not yet had time to apologize. Give her my apology and forgive her for all her sins. Aammys"