
For the first time since Alana lived in the house, she came face to face with Arun. You can imagine how nervous and scared he was. Alana curses Lily who forces her to come to dinner. Various reasons have been said, but Lily does not want to hear.
"You're legally a part of this family Al, you're Arun's wife, too, so we should have done something for the family, for example, dinner tonight"
"You know very well sis, I don't want that status" Alana denied. I don't know since when he started to dare to argue with his brother blatantly.
"So, I don't want to hear. I've been cooking for dinner tonight, please appreciate Al.yuk" Lily extended her hand back to Alana.
Having no other choice, Alana accepts Lily's invitation. At the dining table was Arun waiting for them. Alana sits on Arun's right side, at Lily's request of course while Lily herself is on the other side.
Alana's stomach is hungry. But his appetite ran somewhere. After all how could he eat if he was close to the depraved man who had forced him? the trauma of course in Alana's natural, even being near the man her body shuddered in horror.
"Dimakan dong Al" Lily touched Alana's hand which had been lying on the table without taking a spoon next to her.
"I'm not hungry, brother. Can I go to my room?"
"You should eat, don't get sick. Look at your body getting thinner like a depressed person" Lily said. Instantly Arun looked up at Alana and unlucky for Alana he was looking at Arun.
That look is inevitable. Just a second's trick, Alana immediately lowered her head.
"I'm fine, brother"
"But you have to stay fit, be fertile and get pregnant quickly" Lily chanted without a burden. Arun even choked to hear Lily's words.
"Drink first hun. Slowly eat her" a glass of water that Lily thrust managed to save Arun's esophagus.
The same effect was felt by Alana. His face was flushed, shame and disgust mixed into one.
"I'm done. I went to the room, sister" Alana asked to spend a glass of water after spooning a mouthful of rice into her mouth.
"Yes, you just ate a spoonful? selenin dong Al. I've been hard-earned to cook food full of nutrition for you" Lily's face so clear.
"Recycle your food!" That's an order. The Arun-shaped demon let out a sound without even looking at Alana.
The loud sound of Arun makes Alana's guts shrivel. He hates Arun even more, just because he does not want to see Lily sad and his efforts to prepare dinner this in vain, Arun to have to intervene forced Alana.
The reality was different from what Arun meant. Lily's sentence that says Alana looks thin and depressed, even falling sick makes Arun who was just silent, spontaneously open his mouth. The urge to make sure Alana is okay out of nowhere shows up. Even he himself did not expect it to be like that.
Alana looked up, and so did Lily. Both of them looked at Arun who was still casually stirring his food. Then Alana sees Lily, asking for an explanation of Arun's attitude. Lily just nodded with her mouth saying follow it but without a sound.
***
It was only in the room that Alana felt comfortable, not intimidated by Arun's attitude that tried to start organizing it. The knock on the door was only answered lazily, because she knew it was just a formality, soon Lily's face would definitely appear behind the door. And the guess is right.
"I.." Lily had already entered, sitting on the edge of the bed, while Alana pretended to be busy with her lessons.
"Al.." repeated her call for Lily's attention.
"Yes, I heard. What's up?"
"Mmm. I'm not just saying, you don't take it personally with Arun's attitude"
"That, mmm..the incident that night, you guys made it right?" alana's hands were shaking. Lily brought him back into the memory she wanted to bury. His heart was pounding, the events of the night were re-shadowed in his memory. Arun's way of ripping off his clothes as well as forcing it to enter his.
"So, look at your sheets. Intentionally that morning Brother took after you went to school, let's not see Minah"
Alana clenched her palm, her nail-piercing pain nothing compared to her torn heart. For a moment, Alana closed her eyes. Enjoying the sorrow that will always imprint follow every step in his life.
"I just want to remember. You've done that, so you're likely to get pregnant soon. Brother ask you to take care of your health and diet. For baby.us"
"Can we not talk about it first, brother? I beg you" the hoarse voice of Alana signifies the poignant taste that is held.
"You can't avoid this fact La. Now you're Arun's wife, and I beg you, you don't act so funny about hating Arun anymore, because from what I read it can affect the fetus"
"Quite sis.baby is not necessarily there.." cried Alana hysterically. Imagining a fetus in her stomach made her feel angry.
"I'm sorry, brother. I know you're very distressed, but I beg you, don't make your sacrifice go to waste" Lily stood up, stroking Alana's head before leaving the room.
As soon as the door was closed, Alana threw her body, crying out. He cursed when he was born. He hates everyone, even himself. But when Gara's face appeared, it became the center of consciousness for him, that he was grateful that he was already on this earth.
***
Alarm sounds, Alana squirms. Dizziness still invaded his head, not until when there.
The hour hand indicates at five in the morning, he should hurry up immediately. As usual bi Minah is already in the kitchen doing her job, Alana just helps for a while then goes back to the bathroom to get ready.
"Lifted non?"
"Yes bi, thanks for the breakfast" Alana kept walking forward, but on the porch of the house, Alana met Arun who had just finished her morning run. Stunned and looking clumsy. What's he supposed to say?
"You want to go to school?" Alana just nodded.
"Why so early?"
"Pi-picket building"
"Ga can wait, let's be together"
"Huh?" Alana looked up and bowed again.
"Ga need to bang. I say goodbye" Alana wants to go from there, but her steps are held back by Arun's drive.
"Have manners anyway? you're just playing go, are you saying goodbye?"
Seriously, Alana confused what Arun meant. But above all, he hates Arun's way of talking and also his dictatorial attitude. Hate as much as he hates.
"Salim" Arun thrusts his hand towards Alana, but to his surprise Alana chooses to budge.
"Bengong.nih" he said giving the back of his hand. Bumbling Alana just accepts and kisses the back of Arun's hand, then hastily leaves the house with all the swearing in her heart for Arun, the predator.