
"Mr.... Maud.... Can we get started? Please go up to the bed," repeated the woman who became the executor later. For a moment he hallucinated, imagining how painful it was when the fetus was forced out.
Sania is back in the real world. Taken by the pull of the nurse invites hurry. He looked back at the sterilized equipment.
A thread of sweat drenched Sania's forehead. His body shook violently. In his mind it was mixed. His feelings are also not bad. Guilt and fear gnawed at his soul.
The whisper that persuaded him to stop here was still echoing. There is still time to cancel his intention.
The bed iron felt cold, but strangely it was like it was electrocuting on Sania's skin. The sound of knives and scissors clashing against each other is placed in a tray made of stainles.
"Come, Ma'am, ******** opened," continued the nurse after Sania sat on the edge of the bed. His hands shook holding the edge of the bed to get up. Just lifting her knee-length skirt, the door opened forcibly.
All the pairs of eyes that were in the room turned to the troublemaker.
"Ka-sa!"
Kasa's eyes widened to see Sania who was preparing to lift her skirt. Kasa's eyeballs circled the room, then the focus was on the fat woman who became the executioner's midwife.
"This illegal practice of yours I can report!" mencam Kasa make the woman's face paled. Kasa did not want to linger in the stuffy room and the smell of blood, pulling Sania's hand out.
"Steel!" Pekik Sania was still confused, had to come or stay. He has come this far, though only two.
"I said we're home!" Gauze speech is not negotiable. Sania was forced, dragged out of there.
"Lake in!" kasa's orders open the car door, but Sania is unmoved. Everything feels heavy. If he comes home with Kasa now, there will be no more courage that he has to come back to a place like this tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. Besides the age of the pregnancy is getting older, it will be difficult to remove later.
"If you don't want to go in, I'll force it!"
Nyali Sania shriveling. Why is it so different today. He never yelled when he talked to her. He had to get into the car with a sour face rather than Kasa making a fuss in the place.
"Where do you know I'm here?"
Kasa's grunts sounded. He lazily replied as he was still angry at Sania. That girl
If only she had not been observant of Sania's message at the clinic, Kasa would not have known that the girl had any intention of having an abortion.
'Kasa, I'm sorry.'
The short message was initially ignored. Talked to Dito again. The only two of them who often inhabit the basecamp because Gilang and Tomi have left abroad.
However, in their conversation, Kasa was tempted to read the message. His heart stopped beating.
'Where are you?'
Until 10 minutes passed, the message received no reply. Kasa's mind could already guess what Sania would do. He started tracking the girl's whereabouts through her coordinate points.
His face pias saw the location and the name of the clinic that he thought was strange. Without saying goodbye, Kasa darted away.
On the way, Kasa had tried to contact Arlan, but the man did not answer. Kasa decided to go alone.
The sky starts to black out up there. The rain has often fallen unexpectedly. When he came out of the room, it was still bright, it was dark again this afternoon. He glanced at Kasa at a glance, but the man's expression was flat.
Kasa's chaotic mind at the thought of his relationship with Ayra running aground, making his emotions uncontrollable. Sania tried an abortion.
Gauze slammed the steering wheel, sidelined the car, then stared intently full of emotion at Sania. He should talk seriously to the girl. Kasa does not want to be haunted by fear in case Sania has another abortion.
"You realize you didn't, anyway, that you could die doing something stupid like that. What's on your mind?"
Sania gasped, the man who was currently scolding her was like not Kasa. Sania to the point of shuddering in horror saw Kasa's skinning gaze.
"Why are you doing that Sania? He's your son, your flesh and blood. Tega did you eliminate him? You want to be a killer?"
"You think I'd take this step if I didn't have to? I also have no choice. I'm scared too." Sania's voice was shaking. He's sick of being blamed even if it's his fault.
Kasa fell silent. He didn't want to push Sania too much to the top of his fault cliff. This was all because Arlan was unwilling to take responsibility for the baby.
Sania contacted him the night after Arlan returned home from his boarding house.
"He doesn't want to have children now." That opening sentence was given Sania when across there was the sound of Kasa saying 'hello'.
"Have you told him? Said you were pregnant with her child?" He still could not believe that his best friend was that son of a bitch, would do not want to take responsibility.
"So. But I'm trying to ask her what if she has a child. He said he wasn't ready, there were still dreams he wanted to make happen." Kasa could feel the bitterness in Sania's tone of voice. It must hurt a lot to be let down by a loved one.
Sania's ears only heard a heavy Gaseous breath. He asks Sania to calm down, and she promises to find a solution. Kasa then hangs up the phone and tries to find Arlan.
The man found the friend was in the bar in a state of severe drunkenness, making it impossible to talk to.
The rain started falling on the windshield. Sania looked up. The sky was clouded like his gray heart.
Lord, do I still deserve your forgiveness? I've gone too far.
"I beg Sania, don't do that. The boy is innocent. Your sinful deeds, not her. Why is she a victim?" Kasa started to get Sania to talk. He understands Sania's current condition of feeling cornered, but is not justified in killing an innocent fetus.
Sania wiped away her tears that began to fall like a speck of rain that began to fall onto the glass of Kasa's luxury car. He still turned his face away from being seen by Kasa.
"You're an adult, you dare to do it, which means you already know the consequences. You have to be responsible for what you do. You don't do it unconsciously, and you know very well that making love can make you pregnant!"
"I don't want to take responsibility, it's just that I'm scared. I also felt something in my heart the longer I remembered it," Sania let her tears wet her shirt. He focused on caressing his stomach. Unknowingly a line of sorry words was chanted in his heart. He looked at Kasa's face with tears coming down.
"Then take that responsibility. Cleanse and raise the child."
"Sania crispy. His eyes were still blurred as they were covered in tears. Kasa's voice was firm, he seriously asked Sania for that.
"Married to me. I'll be the father of that boy!"