Sharing Love: One Roof of Three Hearts
Not Thanos

If only she could not stand Reni's mother, maybe Alana had run away from the house without saying goodbye. The bayah woman waited for Alana to come out of the library room and pull Alana's hand. "Mama's company took a short walk" he said holding Alana's hand out.

Besides the luxury house, there is a pendopo that used to be used as Mama Reni where to enjoy time together with her husband. This time Mama Reni took Alana there. Talk to both calmly.

"You must have heard everything from Gara, right?" said the woman softly. Alana just nodded. It was true that he was disappointed, it was true that he was hurt and felt affected, but that did not mean he hated this woman in front of him.

"Mama wants you to know. Totally innocent of this. Yes mama knows, maybe whatever the reason you can't accept Gara marrying Nadia. But Gara had no other choice Al. So I beg you to forgive Gara" Mama Reni placed her palm on the palm of Alana's hand lying on her thigh. Grasping the girl's hand as an apology, because her family had disappointed the young girl, annulled the marriage, even her son married another girl.

"I understand ma. I'll try to accept it. I'm sincere ma" he said.

"But mama wants you to stay with Gara. Mama knows only you can make her happy"

"I beg you, don't ask me to be Gara's second wife. I can't ma" said Alana shook her head with a clear feather dripping down her cheek.

"But he loves you Al. The second wife is just status, in his heart you are number one" maybe if selfish Alana could have accepted. After all, her mother-in-law as well as her husband were on her side. Her life must be better than being Arun's second wife. But Alana doesn't want to be happy over the sorrows and tears of others. Nadia's feelings must have been shattered. No. He knows it feels neglected.

"Sorry ma, I can't. I said goodbye ma..Arlan must have found me" he said. Mama Reni was just stunned. Even when Alana kissed him on the cheek, the woman was still pecking.

There's nothing he can do. She had tried to fulfill Gara's request before getting married in the hospital this morning to persuade Alana to stay married to Gara.

***

Alana didn't go home right away. His mind led him to a city park through which he passed. He sat looking far ahead. He hated his eyes that kept on shedding tears. At first glance he glanced at the left right, there was no one there was only an empty bench arranged in the stance from his place to the end there.

"hiks..hiks..ngeeeeeee..huaaaaa.." the crying broke.

"Lord.Why am I like this? why is my heart broken twice by beautiful hope? God, what's my fault so much? you have to cry from small? God. Can you rain now? I'd like to yell louder, but I'm embarrassed if anyone hears.ngeeeeeee.."

Alana was still crying while kicking a stone near her shoes. Tears flooded his face, his snot went up and down. He squeezed his pants pocket, but made him sob even stronger.

"Lord, huaaaaaa.. ngeeeeeee..ngeeee.apes my life. U-dah failed this day, dom-pet and hape were left behind. Gi-where do I want to go to God?" he said monologuing on the sidelines of his crying that was getting louder.

"Yes walk until home, is far away. Want to go back to the house of Gara, tengsin dong.gimana this is God.responsibility dong, right that makes all this happen also because God meridhoi right?" Alana still talks to herself. The crying that was broken because of the problem of failing marriage is now getting louder because it is difficult to remember to go home. Want the message ojol his phone stay. Moreover, this is an elite area park, where there are angkot or taxi passing by. Perfect is Alana's suffering today.

"Where is this God? love dong's idea" Alana wiped her tears. Confused attack. This time he was serious. Desperate, she cried again. That's all he can do right now.

Huaaa.. ngeeeeeee..

"Hey, can you shut up? noisy lo ya, from earlier nangis mulu. Is that mouth tired? cry, scream, rage-cry God, who are you? Thanos's? dare to curse God?" the voice of the man who rose from his sleep in the third seat of Alana. Alana really didn't see anyone there. Where did the human suddenly appear?

With the back of her hand, Alana wiped away the trace of her tears. Observing the man, who Alana guessed was the same age as Arun. Seemingly sinister, his eyes looked at Alana cynically as if she was a disease that if exposed to Covid 19.

"I'm not Thanos, I'm Alana" she said unconsciously and looked back intently at the man.

"You can't worry about me like that! Have you ever seen a cute guy? one more thing, get rid of your snot! it's been spitting out until it hits the mouth," he said still glancing sharply.

The sreeep..Alana instead of throwing her snot instead pulled her inside, making the man even more disgusted to see her.

"Kok you're angry anyway? this is my snot, why are you the sewot? it's up to me dong, want to throw whatever wants to suck inside again" he said staring angrily. Alana feels right, this time she has an object to be scolded so that her emotions and feelings can be released.

"Crazy lo ya, I'm disgusted to know you don't see your snot go up and down"

"Na, don't look at it"

"Lo's been disturbing my sleep"

"This is your house? a hotel? why are you sleeping here?"

"This is also not a place to curse God, angry until crying like crazy. Why lo? married with the same guy? it's good he's conscious, lo rada sarap"

Alana unknowingly picked up a small wood near her feet and threw the man right into her arm.

"Awwwuuu. Really wish it were people" he said wiping his aching arm.

"Yes, I'm crazy. Plus meet the same annoying guy like you" said Alana.

"I swear, this is crazy. Ga-lo get out of here?"

"Gue also wanted to leave earlier, but couldn't" he said sighing. He is pathetic. Alana will remember this day as the worst day of her life.

"Why can't you? go there. I need peace so I'm here" said the man, reached into his suit pocket and took out the cigarette box and the lighter. Full of feelings in the absorption of nicotine in cigarettes that he has burned, then exhaled united into the air.

After weighing, Alana decided to walk towards the man and stopped right in front of him. "Pinjami me 100 thousand for the cost" he said, raising his hand before the thinly-mined man.

The man squinted his eyes, staring strangely at Alana. "Later I'll change. You keep my number, we'll meet for your money back"

The man was still squinting, his forehead wrinkled and looking suspiciously at Alana.

"My wallet and my phone missed. I promise I'll return your money. Save my phone number, so you can collect my debt"

Still unmoved, Alana stared dejectedly at the man who seemed to consider him a fraud.

"You want me to get out of here, right? hunt guarantees me money. Oh yes, all orderin ojol yes" he said cuek.

The man thought for a moment. If with 100 thousand money he can throw the girl out of front of him, then he will do. Therefore, he immediately opened the wallet and pulled out a piece of red money.

Alana instantly snatched the money at the man's fingertips, making the man sniff at her. "I'll pay you later" he said. "Imessage the ojol"

Full of annoyance the man followed Alana's request. Before long, a white Avanza car appeared in front of there.

"I'm going yes. Thank you for guaranteeing the same money ojol. I'll pay later. Oh yes one more.." without hesitation, Alana took the cigarette that was parked in the man's mouth, and threw it on the ground and stepped on it to death.

Before the man raised a voice that can be sure full of anger, Alana first said "Smoking is not good for health, what else is an old om-om like you" and after Alana ran towards the car.