
After a few minutes riding my motorcycle.Kmi also arrived at the destination..Dinda got off my bike,kirain he wants to be grateful and want to say goodbye.au-tauanya he ngajak I stop for a while.Karna I refuse raw.She was angry sm ku.And fitting I want to explain why I can not stop.
I mlh focused to the point, where there is a car that wants to enter here.And Oh my God, that's the car sister angel.Where is this, I have to what, nnti klau he was angry as I gmn?..What should I explain to Dinda, if she arrives2 nanya about knp kak angel gk like sm I. I really feel nervous, I really feel nervous,I seemed to be caught stealing and being humiliated in public.I spoke to myself inside myself, I felt insecure my mind at that time was not okay.
"Arin, do you know what?." asked Dinda arrived2 and I saw her brother get off her car.I did not answer dinda's question, and he repeated his words.
"Arin, why are you?." The voice was a little loud so I could hear and refocus.
"Gpp kok.i go home, yes, I do not like klau msuk to people's homes."I also want to turn on my motor.but arrived2 the key is not there.here he is, the feeling tdi hanging there deh..
" find the key yes, it's just like me.klau kmu gk want to enter ydh, go home just a foot there."dinda pointed my motorbike at me, and at that moment angel passed beside me.
"sister, blh no Arin in." asked dinda to sister angel.
" hm, don't ask emng.kok to me."
he looked at the kmi alternately.
"this is Arin, the problem is what he smk he is afraid to meet me deh." said Dinda, and looked at me.
"oh.include Rin.gpp kok, I'm not going to kill you here.jdi relax aja, gk ush nuta scared so." He looked at me with eyes so sharp and passed leaving both of us at home.
"Well, daydream again.Arin arin, what the hell is.don't-don't you ever have a relationship yes sm kak anggi, or you have made a mistake with him, you answer." dinda brought her face closer to me and I think she scared me.
"what the fuck.gk there's nothing, serious.just yes, I have a fear of meeting angel's sister.not that I don't know what the reason is" I replied with a gloomy face.
" oh.kmu calling brother Anggi with the name angel yes.wahh jgn2 right that I think for many days about you."
"his point, think about me.hah, what the hell Din.klau said it's not half-and-half, I don't understand."
I was surprised to hear him talk like that tdi.and more surprised he blng klau me lesbian.
"Arin lesbian huh?."without feeling that burden, he immediately talked to the point without saying stale.Well, I cm look at him I can't say anything.
" answered by dong Rin.jgn daydreaming trus ku jdi guess is kinda allowed klau your nature like that." he said
"Jeez Din.i msih normal ya.jgn as good as blng orng lesbi afraid of her jdi slander you know." jwb I with a face dislike.
"yes hbis wrong on its own.why like to look at the chest of the squawk.not once twice.tpi often I see you caught looking at you nengok breast grub."
"what the fuck.where there are yaa.bohong bgt make up stories."
"that's right."
"all right now, the keys to my bike.mending me home."
"no,tdk blh.klau mmng kmu bnrn gk lesbi as I blng tdi.ayok, dare not go inside.keep talking sm kak Anggi 4 eyes.klau kmu gk dare jdi bener my prejudice all this time."
"lah, what is the relationship like sister angel."
ask me
"karna Anggi's sister,lesbi" looked at me with eyes so strange.
"sister angel lesbian.kmu know drimn." pdhl I was-wash, klau he know.jdi his day he also know dong about me, when he did not know.
"you know.orng my extended family arrived2 hilarious because Anggi brother pernh wanted to kill himself.and that's because2 cwek."
"huh.suicide." I was shocked to hear when he killed himself.
"sister angel bnrn lakainin it." asked me in a quiet voice.krn heard it all my body suffocated for a moment.
"yes, actually.ngpain I lied.and because I know who's granny.meeya I dare to talk sm kmu."
"well, you know who it is."
"yes, you know what, he was 3 days ago screaming in his room."
"yelling knp..he gk lukain himself again right?." asked me worried.
"no kok.he's just blng sm aunty.klau he loves the woman.he's right udh promise gk bkln disturb the woman.and will not relate what2 sm it cwek.Tpi aunt sm om, it's not,sllu told him to go to college in China, had to be willing and not to refuse."
"continue." I wonder, actually my soul is not strong enough to stand up and hold my cry.
" trus.so what else is Rinnn." he asked back.
"well.that's.that woman you know who." jawAbku innocently.
"Dinzy's..His name is Dinzy.he yells2 by saying that name.and I think2 is your name..Dinzy Kayra Arin.tpi it really kmu not Rin?." asked him curious.
"yes.that's me." I cried and couldn't endure this pain..why he hurt himself.Love is he the same me.is that sick to love.. Blame loving it.if wrong, why brother angel given love sm Allah to love me.
"Arin, this is not your fault.jdi gk ush was taken dizzy.uhss cup cup cup.jgn crying."
"Din, this is my fault.I should have guaranteed him the time of the incident.
I should've called him, didn't block his number.He was like that, mmng because2 I'm wrong."
my tears may break.and I was hugged him.krna I gk focus, cry and cry.diba2 dinda talk.
"sister anggi.maaf,tdi I keceplosan tntang storytang kk.hbis he did not want to enter." said dinda with a slightly trembling voice.and I also realized.ternya who hug me Kak angel bkn dinda.
"gpp kok.ayok enter.gk tired what standing lama2 here."he erased the trace of my crying and it feels like he gk like klau I cry.looks from the look of his face and his breathing is rather heavy.
the three of us went into the house.Suddenly brother angel blng sm dinda klau he would like a moment minjem me.
" Din, borrow your bntr tmn yaa.nnti klau mama or who comes.jgn blng klau He is in my room.I want to say important same to him."angel also took me to his room.
"yes brother.quiet me.I will patrol here." dinda also said like a subordinate who is ready to do the task.
Arriving at his room.and yes, his room is a mess bgt.his belongings are scattered on the floor.but his bed is neat bgt.klau gk messed up like this, like this.but his bed is,her room is beautiful for sure.sister angel did not forget to lock the door of her room.and she also sat on the edge of her bed, before I told her to sit next to him.I see she bit her index finger on her thumb.Oh Allah, I see,,it's my fault.
"zy..sit here." she told me to sit next to her.I followed her without rejection.
"i miss you, I'm really crazy because2 kmu zy.I can't be like this continuously zy..please, bls my love." he held my left cheek in his soft elus.
And sorry, can not continue the story.soalnya got waring tdi.hihihi sad bgttt..And you know what would happen if two people were both in the room.
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his call brother Angel was ringing.it was from dinda.kata dinda, aunt udh come.kalian up to when the bedua'an there.he said cm want to talk important.but kok 4 hours, but,gk out of the room anyway.nnti klau asked who the motor, I have to blng what the same aunt.kak angel cm blng, the key of the motor is the same as you..jdi under aja motor out.subject to where you go.intinya I don't want My show Disturbed.I still want to continue.bye bye...on the lid of the phone dri dinda.krn was tired of playing kmi was asleep...he sleeps in my arms.Kurkul body.akupun fall asleep.
Oh Allah I'm sorry.I can't refuse it.I REALLY NEED HIM TOO.FORGIVE ME, I think I'm starting to like him.
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