
If this love only makes wounds, then I, do not want to know what love is...Indeed, alone is boring.But more boring, if both tpi still feel alone.
Arin, he said he didn't come home, he wanted to stay at Ara's house.Adek triplet me also they did not come home this week, their work jobs again piled.So tonight I am alone at home..want to invite friends, no longer I gk like my friends..Masa, they're stupid foolsin me. They blng I'm stupid for loving my boyfriend, I'm stupid for wanting to hang with him who ever cheated on me, I'm a fool,I'm stupid because the contents of my ATM are secretly taken 100jt, I'm stupid for going along with drugs..And they say I'm stupid for believing too much, or that she'll marry me..My friends' words are all right..Tpi they also know love right!, klau love has willed, whatever cwok it, he remains the best and perfect in our eyes.And last night, he, I spent the night alone with him.In the morning he laborers left me at the hotel.She blng he forgot that today he wanted to go to Japan.I do not suspect him at all,I usually go home alone.
Because I have not been going to my cafe for two months.jdi I think I want to go there out of mangrib.I also go alone by driving my car..
Suddenly, Disha called me.she said, she was with Dea at Seafood Restaurant where Arin's favorite.And told me to join them.Karna was forced, I gk jdi went to my Cafe..I drove my car to where they were..
Once in the parking lot, I focused on one of the cars..It's like my girlfriend's car..And maybe, the adek wear.So at that time my mind was positive continues.I went into the restaurant, the place is expanssss bgt.inya also beautiful..I went straight to my two cousins, but they obviously sat down..
When I wanted to sit down, they were two so very very happy.. And that they admit directly.
"why?.why are you guys so happy to look." I asked.
"hahaha, dong.iya bgt fun." said Dea.
"iyaaa..bunga bgt.krn from the past kmi udh waited for him so that kk could be aware" said Disha
"Hah.mu mean.knp jdi kk who hit the deck.try to explain, what I did.your faces are very annoying you know." I said
"we eat first kak.soal kk also blm eat kan, kyak kmi also blm eat."
"yes, here's everything we ordered.tpi pay kk ya." woo Dea to me.
"yeah, who ngajak?.yg payin kok jdi brother anyway.trus kenpa should nnti his story.kan can sekarng." asked me to them two.
"Soalah klau eat it can not talk, nnti sin you know brother" said Dea.
"Well, that's right, sister." said Disha to help.
"baked in bgt deh, yydh.makn yokk.kk udh laparrr also this."
"yes, brother."
The three of us ate, and somehow I felt something was off.
I stopped eating and looked around me..Because there is nothing strange, I continued to eat again.But, my chest hurts.My soul is not because, I was restless suddenly.I also drink, and stop mkan.I look at my two cousins, I look at my two cousins,they're so good at eating their orders.I want to go to the bathroom, but suddenly I think of my girlfriend's car outside tdi.Is because of this I jdi like this huh..I was standing.and I stared at the front at the very corner.In Sana rame bgt, maybe lge reunian or there is a family gathering2 event.
But I know his people I know..Not that my boyfriend, I can he's here.open it in the morning he said, he wants to fly to Japan because there is a sudden job.He's lying, or not jdi..because my message blm in reply also.I also sit again, not jdi to the bathroom.I see my sister2 even staring at me.
"why? how come you're staring at me like that.There's something wrong in my wajh."
"kk udh see right.yg in front of who?." asked Dea.
"yes, that's my girlfriend's family and my boyfriend's also in.jdi, you guys don't want to tell me what story.kk udh ready to eat."mental they spare2an.
" jdi kk does not understand, what we want to tell" asked Disha.
"hmm.well where do you know.orng you two haven't said anything2."
"Actually, we heard.klau girlfriend kk want in matein sm one of the queues there."
"yes, and apparently not fooled tpi udh fiancee.and they again discussed to the wedding..Brother, girlfriend wants to marry another woman..I kept trying to do it.." said Dea and looked at me with his annoying face.
" yes.trus kk how? did we go there.trus we hit."Disha is also pumping me.
"Well..Trus kk how ya.masa kk in stayin heh.alah bgt,pdhl he udh promise sm kk..Next year want to marry me." I also cry like a child.
" kk nangis.serius kk nangis.yahh parahh bgt, meek deh.padah we are two happy bgt lho kak."disha was so happy to see me cry.
"She's disha.gk blh that's it."
"yehhh you're happy too.."
"yes I am happy, banget malahn.tpi he cried lhoo..No. No, this is Disha."
They both stood up and calmed me down.Some took tissue, some wiped my tears.But they were not sad to see me like this..
Yes I know, they do not like my girlfriend.tpi not gini also time..
"Candy lesbi, Arin too.is nnti kkln lesbian too." said Disha suddenly.
"well, Janjir.crazy for you. " Dea caught Disha's head.
"eehh. bego pain." disha also erased his head.
"Maybe I am also beautiful." I said haphazardly.
"Astagfirullah sis.." they both said together2.
"But.yeah it is.maybe he is not the best for kk..dri used to be not good.trus knp, it hurts bgt ya." I gk stop crying and they both just realized..ternya kk lge need figure entertainer.
"udh dong kak.di see our people."
they both want to cry too, though,
ouhh gimna anyway.pdhl I want to be entertained.when I am entertained by crying too.
"yahh.ngpain your eyes glazed.I am lying, want to stay married.my money has not been replaced sma him.kenpa you guys who feel hurt.hibur me dong, dong,I have to cry because men do not have that brain.." I also stopped nangsi, and look at those who stand trus..hahhah nangis dong they are actually anjirrr..
"sister.why the heck can not be sad.why kk gk can cry seriously.kkk knp klau about sad-sad kk gk ever becus..Oh sister Cindiiii.yes we have to help kk cry anyway.masa we are crying when kk hurt." Dea also spoke unek-yellow that he had been silent about me.karna I can not be sad.bisa anyway cm sometimes I cry, bbrp minutes I laugh again..Only about my sister who can, I feel really get a sense of sadness.Jgn asked, klau my sister there are evilin.wahh I terror out2an.
Actually there's my psychopath soul, just that I'm a psychopath hurting myself.
"Yes already.klau he wants marriage, marriage aja.ku many who want.samah cousin sm his sister.if I will revenge.but not that, his family is not clear..Foolish all.Can I talk dirty about his family?But our family is also not clear.hahah.already, the play of you two is not interesting."
"we are no longer drama, we are sad..Cindi sister Cindi Kak Cindi."
"What is anj*ng."
"hahaha.kmu in blng anj*ng Dea.."
"bodoamate.." Dea hugged me from behind.
"ngpain hug.heavy tau."
"do you know what..? " he also let go of his embrace from me.
"Actually the Anggi." suddenly his mouth closed Disha.
"Dea, I don't know."
"why are you two."
"gpp kak.iya kan Dea." asked Disha to Dea.
"Lied her sister.actually..Anggi gk really like Arin.serious brother.silence you Disha.sampe when we should be guaranteed this from sister Cindi." they were jizzing in front of me.
"Aahhh itu.udh know how..Candy told me last night sm." Drink the Dea.
"Well..Sister Candy." they said together.
"yes.why?usual kalii, your face is." Throwing my snot tissue.
" how can I do it, doesn't Candy know?"
ask Disha.
"yes, I can do two indigo's."
I said smile at them.
"Hah.serius sis." they said together as well.
"so, not Dina's sister who is indigo dong." asked Dea.
"you believe yaa.astaga, you are a fool.."
"iihh kk mah that.we are serious you know.."
"Candy,kmrin to jakarta.mau permission sm kak Dina,candy blng he wants to stay sm Jessica in Singapore..Trus them the stories a bit long, turn towards Arin..Sister Dina said, The gk really like Arin.jdi msih can be healed.But.". "I deliberately stopped my talk, let them be lured to ask.
"hahaha.hahahhhoo klau both of you face like that.beautiful tpi oon.hahah." said I to them and their faces pouted at me.
"sister, sir, serius lahh.." Disha also spoke.tpi Dea was still upset with her beautiful face staring at me.
"yes.kk seriously..Butiii, Arin's friend is someone who likes Arin.."
"Apaaaa!. his friends, wahhh..yg really aja kak.orang I know his friends all.and I see them normal2 aja kok." Dea spoke a little loudly to me.
"Then this is sister Cindi, where there is her friend Arin turn.straight all sister.orng they are pretty-beautiful all, gk may be pretty-beautiful-beautiful-beautiful as well.." explained Disha.
"ask first dong..who likes sm Arin?" I said to those who mseh sling face-to-face.
"yes, I asked.Who does Arin like?."
"don't be surprised" I said
"yes, sis.aspatlahhh.."
"Ara.." I smiled at those whose faces were shocked, sampe2 his mouth was open...
"Huh.serious." asked Disha.
"yes.kk seriously.knp?y'all don't believe ya..hahaha, what krn is too pretty.jdi you guys don't believe.
" fra..Ara..anjirr..gila tuch sih Arin.di like spec angel.klau sih Ara mah I also want time."Dea Vocabulary
"Anjirrr is a boy." I laughed..
"yes.I also klau Ara.mau want it anyway.hihi.cantikk anjirrrr..OMG."
they suddenly looked up, imagining what I could see..
"don't you two lesbians either" I said and made them see me straight away.
"heyyy brother.your brother is lesbian, kunp we jdi join"an. "said resentful Dea.
"yahh.after you guys, kknp said.klau Ara I also want.jdi you guys les dong."
" o Allah sis.means that it is not like that you know.kmi blng kegitu,krn gk nyangka aja..Ara is beautiful bgttttt, bgttt bgt beautifulnya.and she's perfect bgt klau according to me.favor Arin.doyan cwek kan dear bgt Ara jdinya.pdhl he's a lot of like brother."
Disha also explained her a little withered, krn her mseh blm percya klau Ara likes to cwek.
"it's time.yg jalanin also he..And whether Arin will like Ara too, or if they're really related..Kk jdi worried sm Adek..Surely many do not like him, krn orng people think..Arin the Belokin Ara."
"there will be me brother." said Dea.
"yes there is me too" said Disha.
"Well, you will go to school again." asked Dea to Disha, and Disha hit Dea's hand.
"Anj*ng indeed." said Disha
"iya anjirr bgt.kata2nya nyakitin bego.wahhh want me to prick pke fork tuh your tongue. "my speech also to Dea.
" haha.sorry.flash."
"not funny to know.." he did not stop banging his body Dea.And suddenly my mind was fixed to Dea.What Dea There sm Disha taste well.ya Astagfirullah, my family memelesbi all the hell.
"Sick baby.okay okay.I promise not to say that again..But, follow my request from yesterday." Dea held Disha's hand, and what I said, my mind is not wrong.
"Dea.." called me suddenly, and Dea let go of his hand from Disha..
"what sister." she looked scared.
"hmm.does our family bkln ngelesbi all" I said and made them look at me sharply.
"gpp.klau can indeed calm down.." said Dea, tpi Disha just silent.
"So.are you lesbian and Dea?" ask him.
"i'm still normal.but I promise udh sm Disha, I want responsibility for her pregnancy."
Disha Hamil, Jesus.Kok I can-can-do forget the incident that happened to him.I completely forget that, I was silent to see Disha, he just smiled at me.
"why brother?I don't know if Disha is pregnant." Dea asked
"don't.kk thought the cwok didn't impregnate her. "
"trus kk believed that.dea's words." asked Disha to me.
"huh, jdi means gmn anyway."
"hahah.aduh kak, pdhl the incident was even 2 weeks.trus Disha jga udh wanti-wanti, he took the drug KB 3 months.I just said sm Disha, I just said sm,don't want to marry that cwok.klau you marry, sma aja kmu hurt yourself.. If you please, brother, don't accuse me of not not not."
"lahh.kan your own slah.why behave like that bc Disha.."
"he's my cousin.what's wrong if I pay attention to him.."
"your attention is beyond that of a lover." and I felt, my mind said.klau they two had a relationship before it happened..
"kk can actually read my mind, right?" ask Disha.
"not.emng I'm a psychologist.yg that psychologist Brother Dina sm Candy."
"it's my dear.honestly.and what I read from his mind Dea.." said Disha again.
"ahmm.you two are dating right." I looked at them, and they just smiled.
"yes, and only I know about this."
"but I can deck.. "
"don't know the hell Dea, she's forced me to keep her boyfriend."
"Dea.answer why."
"yes, I like her.actually I like Candy's sister."
"hahah.i udh know klau that.tpi kok can ya I forgot.kan Candy pernh said klau she never kiss sm kmu..And your high school too."
"ahhhh.it's Candy's a flirtatious brother.iya is Sha."
"yes, the time when I kiss Arin must be on the cheek klau not on the forehead.Nah kmi,mlh kissed on the lips.at **** he again it."
"kok can.what don't2 you guys udh know ya.klau candy used to be related to cwek."
"actually the hell yes.and, even when I see him directly naked sm jessica."
"huh, seriously.when? "
"In HP anyway.hahaha.at that time, kmi was really scared made sm kak Candy.still remember not kk about, I,disha,erik, jihadi,Rian entered the hospital.it was because candy brother who hit kmi.he was angry, krn kmi secretly, watching his vidionya.tpi seriously sis..Crazy for Candy there, jessica must be crazy about her."
"jdi that's why you like Disha."
"yes, and after the hospital admission.I took Disha home.and teased her for doing so..Right now Disha baru2 broke up with her boyfriend.jdi kmi gaslah.eehh I mlh keenakan, jdi want trus sm Dia..should I just open her prawan sak.not the heck Andri."
"what the hell under the name tuh anj*ng." Disha hits Dea's hand again.
Because so much of our conversation.I even forget the incident, klau I was hurt.I really, forget the man2 who hurt me.
But why, my family a lot of lesbian sekrng.I dizzy to think of it all. We left the restaurant, they both went home together, while I was alone.
Gimana nnti, this news from my brothers.Will they be like Candy, who wants to marry same-sex.
aahh dizzy bgt..
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