
From Junior High I udh join exkul Olaraga, namely Basket.And it's true anyway, many cwek cwok who like me.Kata them I'm beautiful,cuek, cool, they are,
and handsome.when I gk tomboy I fhem bgt lhoo...Ah dahlah.serah they just.From all my friends cm I'm different exkul, they there are OSIS, Scruka and I don't know what else.krn I just yearya Basket.
When I came home from basketball practice, I was told to go home quickly.gk can go anywhere.Padahat I promise sm my friends want to hang out.And with a heavy heart, I will not be able to do it,I can't cancel can't come.Karna kk I told me to go home quickly. And they conquered it.I too quickly went home, arrived at home.Jeez.ada brother Dina, mampus me..I also quickly walked, but in stopped by sister Cindi.Jdi with nervousness, I also sat on the sofa with my two kk.
"hmm.can I speak for a moment." asked Brother Dina to me.
"yes, can brother.emng say what." asked me back and glanced at sister Cindi.
"when do you like cwek?.
My question to the point is, I'm more nervous.I can't look at him, I've been quiet for so long.and made Brother Dina call me and ask me again.
" Arin..answered kk.from when do you like to be careless?." his gaze was so deep, it made me unable to see him lama2, his voice was unchanged, soft and polite.
"answer the question dong Dek, just be quiet." Cindi's brother also forced me to speak.
"I don't remember brother.I just feel, my heart can't be far from Sister Angel." answered me with heart2.
"then what else." asked Dina again.
"then what sis." I asked back.
"yes I mean, then what else do you feel for the woman." asked the sister early.
"i don't know.he shot me,trus I arrived2 received it, and I liked his arrived2 too."
"before you shoot him.kmu do not use him."
"nobody shot me straight away."
answer lies.
"honest deck."
"yes brother.I'm honest.I'm not doing anything'in with him.swear."
I also raised my two fingers up.
"do you remember my work right deck?." asked Dina to me and she smiled.Geez.I forgot I'm a psychologist and she has a sixth sense.
" oah.yahhh.gmn yes.say the same kk.p Anyway, that's it."
I reply with a stammer.fear of swearing.
"delicious bgt yes.sampe-sampe in love directly sm him." asked the brother early, this is delicious what I mean by kk.oh God I just answer what.
"i mean, what?."
"you've been round like him.and blng yes.."
"huh.." I also want to see what.
"hah hah again.udh in blng answered, yes."
"klau kk udh know I do not sm him, kk kk ask again.."
"yaaa.kan kk udh know the point.jdi make me answer again." jwb I'm upset.
"kok kmu.kkukal same kk." asked sak early.
"i'm not upset sm kk, I cm blng.klau kk udh tau.knp kk ask again.gituloh."
"take your shirt off, now.jgn refuse."
"hah, knp I have to undress everything sak." reject me and I bnr2 annoyed at made sister early.and sister Cindi cm silent just want to help me.
"open now." his voice in harden dong.
"yes I'm open.."
I also undressed my trending clothes and let Bh who missed in My chest.Kak Dini approached me.and touched the top of my chest. It hurts so much, pdhl kak early just touch it just can not press it strong.
"it hurts." asked sis early.
"yes, sick bgt." I said with a voice to cry because it bnrn sickt bgt.
"He tried to memeletmu.krn pelletnnya can not enter.jdi imprint here.hmm..Not Angel but Ara." Brother Dina looked at me seriously.and I was shocked, taking what to say anyway I can't think normal anymore..Ara..Ara knp.why with Ara.
"ask dong.knp He wants your pellets" said sister Cindi who approached me.
"huhah..Adek adek.why kmu can be as interesting as that in the eyes of people, even blm can be sorry kk yourself.krn can not take care of you first.But your problem so many decks..I'm afraid you don't get strong." my first brother I heard laughing until he was sad.
"what do I mean." asked Cindi.
"yes, we gk no one knows.what problems Arin felt.And we also do not know.klau Arin pernh in lecehin sm our neighbor when living in an old house in Sumatra first."brother early crying he can not look at me.he put his right hand on his chest.while sister Cindi fell silent and looked at me.I, who want to forget the mass..suddenly reminded of my first time.I was speechless, my tears dripped and sister Dina hugged me very tightly.
" sorry kk.maafin kk.maafin, kkk all this time can not be a good kk.kk gk can take care of you..Should not have been far 2 school.and maybe the problem did not happen equally adek.."He let go of his embrace and looked at me.I can't say what2.kak Cindi also asked Dinai.
"sister, what the hell is it.obviously the same me. I also want to know.jgn make me think." Cindi also felt anxiety.
"I've never been in lecehin wktu my age 5 years, klau not wrong.But I don't remember exactly, he does notpain me aja.yg I remember him lecehin me." explained me to sister Cindi.
"What!why do I gk know..and knp adek gk prnh same story orng kk.why deck?.knp adek feel pain alone.knp gk blng sm kk knp deck?.why do you have to deck..and where have I been all this time.sick deck.and kk,knp kk new blng skrng.knp gk used to2 kk blng?." brother Cindi cried he was so depressed to see me.
"actually I also just found out, one week ago.kk, nth why Arin trus.kk thought the same status in his IG.And arrived2 kk dreaming, and, dream kk there are people who tell kk.klau adek kk there are those in lecehin wktu small.kk gk tau knp kk dream like that.dream kk it over and over again.and pas time mlm fridayat, kk,kk arrived2 at the entrance of a woman and a man.they hugged kk and whispered into the ears kk..Arina..Arin. pity your grandfather.and arrived2 there is a shadow.yg samar2 kk see.it Arin, he was forced to open the whole package.And kk see it all, he harassed adek..wlpn he cm just fumbling the body.but still aja kk gk can imagine that knp can happen the same Adek..And kk arrived2 fainted and when kk woke up husband kk udh was beside kk.he blng kk fainted.and kk sick just like that.trus kk dream again..there's a woman who kisses the upper chest on the right side adek.kk notice she looks like Ara, and it's true she's your friend.when kk deketin her,he was afraid that you might be taken by another woman.that's why he tried to mempelet Arin.tpi, first time Arin 3rd grade in the same protective love grandfather jdi pelletnya gk sustainable..and he tried to make the pellet work.tpi nil, Angel even first can heart kmu.Sekarng he udh stop, krn he felt better silence,tdk tell his feelings because he knows Arin likes sm Angel."
sister Dina told me everything, about why she suddenly came here.And it's all because of me. Because of the problems I make and the problems I don't make but problems in my life..
Ara.why Ara?
Why could you like me.do I have to ask him directly.tpi I'm afraid,nti he mlh feel guilty because he mempelet me.but I really want to know..tomorrow-tomorrow I have to ask him directly.And I started him from where.aaghh I dizzy.tomorrow, I went to his house.
and trus nanya to the point.
Well, my love path is.I love Sister Angel.But on the other hand, Ara who is my old friend also likes me.hmm..Angel evil.do I will give a chance to Ara.but I still expect brother Angel back my hug.And gimna about the feelings of Dian to me..Is he able to accept the fact that I'm a same-sex person..And want to be friends again with me.ribet ribet ribet bgt bgt already..
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