Short Story For You
rain diary and sakura

I stared at the tinkling of rain that I could hear, still like I was just sitting in front of the window and enjoying the gurgling of water that blends with the ground.In my opinion rain is not just a water that falls because of the clouds because it is not can accommodate. They have their own stories that eventually get them on the ground.

  Doesn't everything have a story ?. If possible let me tell a story accompanying this rintik that never ends. This is not a story that makes me want to repeat, I remember enough and it will last forever.

Some of the petals of the sakura fly in line with the wind that carries it. Everyone is enjoying the spring that is just beginning. He took the family to just have lunch there is also here just to sit while photographing the pink flowers that became an icon of the country. Right, there are many ways to enjoy it. So did I and the one in front of me. He closed his eyes and let the wind blow his face. I confirmed the location of the scarf.

" Come home!" take me.

He shook his head without opening his eyes, Maybe he's still at home here. A moment later he sneezed and rubbed his red nose. I crouched in front of her covering her face . He must have inhaled too much pollen from the cherry blossoms blown by the wind. I took her home again but she responded with a sack. This man really cannot be distinguished from a child. I will be scolded if he takes it too long, he needs rest all day with the lure to heal quickly. Of course, who wants to be locked up and can only lie down, want to walk alone must use a wheelchair, surely he is bored.

" come home, you want me to be outraged by your mama if you leave you outside for longer!" My firmness.

He opened his eyes and pulled my hand until my face was only a few inches away from his face.I held my breath and closed Dan's eyes...

Plaque!

He clicked my head, crushed my expectations about the scene of drama and teen cinema that I watched yesterday. He snorted in annoyance, hey isn't it me who should be angry.

"I said later, we can't enjoy the season every day. So just shut up and enjoy this" he said scowling.

" Hey spoiled kid. It's been over 30 minutes and I don't care if you want to go home or not" I said pushing his wheelchair away from the park.

Of course he had no end to nagging until we arrived in his room. He said he only spent 30 minutes outside while he had to give up 23 hours and 30 minutes living in a room with a plain green shirt that had no fashion. It is not strange enough why God placed such a heavy disease on a cheerful figure like him. What was wrong in his past life until he got into a lot of trouble ?. This is the 3rd time he has been admitted to a different hospital, even so we had to book a plane to treat him in Japan.

His illness was only discovered when he suddenly vomited blood while home schooling with me. He was diagnosed with a tumor in the brain. I cringed in horror as I accompanied him to take medicine, many colorful pills of various forms that he had to take at the same time. But look, he does not give up he can still joke or throw strange jokes as if to deceive others that he is fine.He has no friends but has a malignant disease, really poor kainan.

After I drove her to the hospital her mother said she had to do chemotherapy, she also said it was likely that her hair was falling out in large numbers. God, can you just give her a one-time waiver.

Now I'm heading to her room in 2 hours, chemotherapy will start, I should be able to win her over so that she doesn't refuse and wants to undergo this treatment.She sits propped up on her bed pillow while I've been sitting next to her after putting fruit and yogurt.

"Do I have to undergo chemotherapy?" I nodded and clasped his hand.

" It's all so you're cured, you said yourself that you want to spend some time in the spring, so you need to heal. Okey"

He chuckled and then sighed" All the treatment I went through was always with the lure of healing, but look nothing has changed" he said.

I held back my tears that tried to break out, right maybe he was tired.2 years he fought alone to fight with his illness. I don't know how many hoses have ever entered his body as well as the various kinds of medicinal pills that he must drink. If I was in his position maybe I would give up and let the tumor in my body slowly kill me. But different caivans he is strong, he is able to face many medical rooms on his own.

"Trust me this time it will work" I said, She looked me in the eye and laughed.

" You're crying?, you're not crying, I've been through these kinds of treatments why are you crying now?" He said I hit him with a pillow.

" You can only cry when I'm dead" she said with a laugh.

It could be that he used to make death a joke, had he forgotten that death could be approaching him now.

" Stop laughing, soon the nurse will take care of you for chemotherapy" I said.

"After I've passed it will you still be with me?" Ask.

" I'll always be with you" I smiled and walked out of the room.

Some nurses came in and prepared a caivan for her chemotherapy. He lay down with a hose as he was pushed towards the sealed room. Me and his parents are currently only allowed to accompany him from the outside. Kaivan's father from earlier was just going back and forth in the waiting chair while I was trying to calm down Kaivan's mother who had not stopped crying. It must be hard to wait outside while his son is struggling on the operating table.

after four hours I still saw no sign of anyone coming out of the chemotherapy room. Hopefully no problems will hinder. He has had so many hardships so God save him. I tried to calm down and pray until the operating room opened and showed the caivan being pushed back into his room. I was grateful when I knew there were no obstacles during chemo therapy and I could meet him when I woke up.

Oh Kaivan, come on, when are you going to sleep ? it's been 2 hours and I left my dinner to wait for you.Huh why he fell asleep for too long I was curious about the state of his hair. Is he really bald?, I must have laughed when it was like a cartoon animation on television.

But not long after the nurse said Kaivan siuman after his father and mother met him now is the time for me to visit him. Coinciding with her schedule of taking medication, so now I'm with her. I opened the door knob with my right hand while next to it I used to hold the tray.

" Hey" I said sitting in my chair, I gave him some medicinal pills and gave him some mineral water to smoothen when he swallowed.

"Since when do you care about how you look?, no matter what happens you won't change" I told him to feed him porridge. He took my bribe and swallowed it." But you look more baby face with bald hair" I said laughing." Stop laughing and mocking me" he was upset.

I stopped laughing and started to feed him again. I was in his room until I was sure that this spoiled child was sleeping. When she was completely asleep I took the tray and came out of her room. His father and mother were still outside, I greeted them but they looked serious and a little sad.

His mother told me, chemotherapy did run smoothly but there was absolutely no change in the state of the caivan.Tumor still can not be lifted therefore doctors diagnose if the chance of life for caivan only remains 2 months. The doctor also said that if the only way for the caivan to continue to live is tumor surgery. It also has the risk of not even being denied that it could lose its life. I shut my mouth in disbelief, so little chance for a kaivan to survive. This time I had to really accompany him.

The next day, as usual, I would see him in the hospital, and he would still be asleep in his white bed. Alright I will make a surprise for her, before I go to the hospital I take the time to buy 1 bouquet of flowers and some famous spring accessories. Peper bag with accessories already in my hand and I carry a bouquet of flowers with my other hand.

I saw my watch, 15 minutes late maybe he's up. I hastened my steps to get to the hospital quickly. After crossing the sidewalk and down the lobby I finally arrived at his room. Right, he was already awake and looking at me who entered his room. I waved and put a pepper bag and a bouquet of flowers on the nightstand near the bed.

"Hey, did you sleep well ?" My toot. With no expression he just turned his head and turned his face away. I looked at him wonder, why him?.

"What person who has only 2 months should be treated like this?" he said, I widened my eyes. Does he know? And offended by what I did. "Do you know?" My toot. "You should pay attention to the situation when you talk" he said.

I'm not good at what's going on, how would it feel if you knew that your life was not long I couldn't imagine but Kaivan felt it.

"I have 1 request... Maybe last" please her. I nodded

"i want to spend 1 day in the sakura park" he continued. It turned out that Kaivan's mother said from behind she allowed the kaivan to go out longer. I nodded and let the Kaivan change clothes.

We were at the sakura park the last time we visited. She smiled meaningfully I thought was it true that she was leaving?. Just imagining it makes me cry."hey" he called. I looked up and squatted in front of him.

" Thank you for being with me when I fell. But remember that after everything is done come back to your life, you have too much time to wait for me, be like any other girl. Find a partner and make friends with a lot of people or do what you haven't done" he said.

Enough I couldn't stand my tears getting away, I sobbed I wasn't ready to lose it. He's the only friend I have. When he left I was right on my own. I shook my head quickly.

" When the operation is over we can freely come in the spring so.... Spirit" I said.

He smiled we stared at each other for a long time until we realized it was already noon. Tomorrow is his opening day, he needs rest to fight harder tomorrow. I tried to take her home even though I received some rejections but luckily she could also be brought home. I smiled before leaving the room. He has to prepare for tomorrow.

From 3 o'clock we were already in the hospital the surgery was started.the nurses forbid bkami to come in and make us just wait in front.My appetite disappeared instantly during my last meeting before she had surgery. This is a historic day for him as well as the heart of life and death.

After the clock showed at 15:42 the doctor who handled the operation came out and had the parents of the kaivan meet him. I also saw the Kaivan lying with a bandage on his head. I hope he's okay. I haven't been able to see him and can only peek through the glass of the door. His hand was on the infusion and there was an oxygen hose on his nose. When I was watching the Kaivan, his mother patted me on the shoulder. They said if the caivan operation went well and was successful, his life was helped and he could survive.

I smiled with relief at last what the caivan was fighting for was avenged. But not until there the doctor said there was an error in the nerve part of the brain and as a result Kaivan suffered severe amnesia he did not recognize himself and all his memories were lost or in other words he was reborn.

I was stunned, meaning all the memories we did would vanish?. Kaivan's parents say they will start a new life and forget all the past that will remind the kaivan of his illness. In other words, they asked me not to see him again. I will only remind you of the difficulties he faced. Although heavy but I have to, for the sake of kaivan I will stay away.

I begged her parents to let me see her one last time. They agreed. Still in the same state he is still asleep due to the influence of anesthesia. I rubbed his head.

" hey spoiled kid, maybe this is our last meeting. I'm glad you're cured and able to live life like no other but I'm sorry I couldn't keep my promise to always be with you" I said.

My tears were dripping, this really was the toughest parting I felt. I wiped my tears and stroked her face before I walked out of her room. No, I'm completely out of his life. Maybe this is the best for him and for me. After this we will be strangers. But thank you for being a part of my life even if you'll forget our memories.

After that day I really did not know the news, time went quickly. We also grow up. I can't refuse not to do what's supposed to happen. Yes I graduated college, worked and got married. Maybe that's what the Kaivan did.

" There is someone outside looking for you" said a man who opened my door.

Immediately I tidied up my clothes and headed towards the living room and opened the main door. I'm also a little curious who's looking for me ?

" Yes, find me ? " my words to the man I haven't seen his face.

" Can you leave a phone number if you're going to go ?" Her speech.

Hold on, this voice. I'm surprised not to hear a voice that I haven't heard in 9 years. But I memorized the owner of this voice. But is this really him ?. I watched her intensely from the tip of the shoe to her face which grew tiny hairs under her nose.

My mouth was stiff and my eyes could not hold back the water drops. True he's a caivan, his face looks a little mature and his body is much taller in Appeal the last time we met.

" It's good to see you again, Kaivan. "