Sincerity Love Nabila
Ana Uhibbuka Fillah

It has been two days each after performing the morning prayer Nabila resume his sleep again, because there is no activity that requires him to rush to work like the days ago.

Nabila woke up when a ray of sunlight burst through the cracks of her bedroom window and swept her skin warmly. Nabila wriggling while gnashing her eyes, she glanced towards the wall clock that adheres beautifully to decorate the walls of her room that is minimal decoration. "Ah, it was seven o'clock" he murmured softly, and then began to move from his bed.

He walked a little hastily towards the bathroom in the corner of his room to clean up, after ten minutes passed Nabila had completed his morning bathing routine.

Rushed wearing a navy blue long-sleeved t-shirt, combined with white toad pants. Polishing a little of his face with sun block and sprinkling powder thin to his face ayu, the touch of lip balm ended his simple creativity in decorating himself. Yes, Nabila is the type of girl who does not like to preen too much. "Nice,," she shrieked as she smiled in a knot praising herself.

"Now live wearing a hijab," he said, monologue, "what color do you wear? This one is aja, like fit and look simple," he murmured to himself, while taking a hijab cherry blossom motif color matching the shirt he was wearing today.

Slitting himself briefly in front of the mirror and after it was felt enough, Nabila took a sling bag located on the nightstand. Take navy shoes in line with the color of her bag on the shelf in the corner of her room, and immediately get out of her room.

Today Nabila wants just a walk to refresh his mind to get back fresh, and reduce a little tired in his heart, after a day yesterday he was only busy with job searches via online.

Nabila has now entered the online taxi that was ordered earlier, shortly after waiting at the gate of the boarding house where he lived.

The taxi driver took Nabila to the place he was headed according to the address in the application, the largest shopping center in Central Jakarta. The journey took almost an hour, and now the intended place has been seen in plain sight.

After the driver stopped his vehicle, Nabila rushed out after previously paying the fare according to the tariff in his application. "Thank you, sir," said Nabila politely and smiling kindly, then immediately passed to enter the building containing branded items that spoil the eyes of every visitor.

After a while entering the sturdy and towering building, Nabila was seen circulating his eyes, looking at every visitor who was busy playing in the arena of the game.

"That's it," he cried inwardly, a smile rising on his thin lips, "Alhamdulillah,, my guess is right, he is here," said Nabila muttering only to himself.

Yes, Nabila decided to visit Kevin and gave the boy a surprise with his sudden presence, according to Rehan's request when they were both having dinner outside yesterday.

***** Flashback On

While on the way to deliver Nabila back to his boarding place,

"Bill, if tomorrow you have no show anywhere, you can accompany Kevin to play," Rehan said, glancing at Nabila, "he must be very happy," Rehan smiled imagining the happiness of his little son when he met his aunt and adoration of his heart.

"Look tomorrow, bang" answered Nabila softly, "Billa did not dare to promise," glanced briefly at Rehan and then immediately threw his gaze out the window, "Billa did not dare to promise, see the traffic of vehicles chasing each other and scrambling to be the front.

"OK," said Rehan understood.

The atmosphere was quiet again, only the sound of soft music that accompanied their night trip further added to the atmosphere in the car. The melodious voice of a songstress singing 'Ana Uhibbuka Fillah' seemed to represent Rehan's current feelings ;

I love you because of God

If he's the best for me

Bring our hearts closer, O Allah. . .

Rehan drove his vehicle at an average speed, as his lips continued to hum the song in a soft and animated voice. Occasionally his eyes steal pandanh towards Nabila, just a glance and then immediately focus on the highway.

Nabila who was sitting next to Rehan listened to the lyrics of the song carefully, and a knotty smile rose on her lips. "What a beautiful poem this song is," he murmured in his heart, "how happy the woman who got love as in the song," unconsciously his lips had hummed.

***** Flashback Off

Nabila continued to step his feet towards the boy who was busy playing with his friends, "Assalamu'alaikum smart child," Nabila said when the second distance was very close. "Bi,," said Nabila kindly and smiled warmly to bi Ani, Kevin's nanny, and was answered with a nod of the head by the middle-aged woman.

Kevin raised his head to look at the source of the familiar voice, "tante mommy, Wa'alaikumsalam," kevin exclaimed with sparkling eyes as soon as his eyeball caught a face that he knew so well and always missed it, it was, the little boy immediately rushed towards Nabila who had prepared himself by crouching down to greet him.

'Kevin how are you? Healthy right? Have you eaten yet?" cecar Nabila with many questions, and still hugged Kevin tightly.

"Good aunt mommy, Kevin also did maem earlier," replied Kevin while stretching his arms. "Tante mommy doesn't work? How come it's here? Or mommy's aunt wants to see daddy?" reply the boy with many questions, and with his typical Toddler voice that is still cedal.

"No dear, aunt just want to meet you dear, because aunty kangen really like you," replied Nabila while menoel nose pointed at the boy.

Getting such attention makes Kevin very happy, bi Ani who noticed the interaction between the two of them from now on smiled happily. "May the Young Master and Non Billa be a fool, O Allah, aamiin," his prayer was sincere from the bottom of his heart for the happiness of his master.

After a while accompanying Kevin to play on the rides child's game, "tante mommy, we go to the office daddy yuk,,," take Kevin suddenly, "we bring daddy's lunch, must be daddy happy,,, and we can have lunch with daddy there," he continued enthusiastically, "definitely exciting deh aunt mommy," he added with happy sparkling eyes

For a moment Nabila was silent, it felt like he could not bear to refuse the wishes of the little boy because he was worried about hurting the heart of a child who was still very innocent. "No need to go there, baby, do we not know what kind of daddy's job in the office? Fear daddy again busy and our presence will even interfere with daddy's work,," refused Nabila subtly trying to give understanding to the little boy.

\_\_\_ Loving because of God, will not feel pain if our love is rejected, even when our loved ones leave us \_\_\_ (Rehan)